<- I could watch this for hours...

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:: 2006 13 March :: 2.21pm

i feel like i am dying... i think i am sick... i have to see a doctor in like 30 minutes... and uh, yeah... i feel like shit.

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:: 2006 8 March :: 9.38am

why is everything so sub-standard?

oh yeah, i come home for spring break this weekend, one of you better hang out with my lonely ass while i am at home!

:: 2006 5 March :: 7.19pm

i think that there comes a time when enough is enough
i am sick of trying to slit eachother's throats and constantly trying to hurt eachother.
i am drawing the line.
i would rather just be lonely than have to cry at night because it hurts so bad.

:: 2006 6 February :: 5.09am
:: Music: Lennon- 5:30 saturday morning

early to drink, early to wake up thirsty as fuck...
i figure, i should update. i am becoming an alchie. b/c there is nothing better to do. i have lost all ambition, and don't believe in love. there is just sex, and lust. over the last month, and the whole time that i have been here, i have been hardened to the outside world.
i have to come home thursday for a bonescan
i polevaultt again... or at least would, if i wasn't injured.
i am single, and need lovin.
i saw justin dupey, and carter johnson at our indoor track meet last weekend. i was shocked and excited. and never thought i would be so happy to see someone i went to school with.

i just wish i was happy. i can't say again, b/c for as long as i remember i never was. but the idea looks apealling.

:: 2006 5 February :: 6.29pm

Well I went to Michigan for a week. that was interesting to say the least. I got to see all my inlaws and a lot of friends I haven't seen in a long time. While we were up there We had to take Kyra to the ER b/c she got bit by a brown recluse they had to cut it open and push all the nasty crap out. then we had to do the same for two more days then take her back to ER for a check up. Then we got the ok for her to leave and travel back home. She's been perfectly fine ever since. Well that's it for now. love to all
Kat

:: 2006 26 January :: 6.57pm

Who knew taxes could be so complicated. Man this was the first time I did them my self. what a hassle. ok I didn't do it my self Jackson Hewit did but come on it's still a pain. Other then that not a lot has changed. I'm still working at a wacky time and Kyra is still running all over the house hideing things!!! But hey such is life right. Love to all
Kat

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:: 2006 18 January :: 11.51pm

what are you supposed to do when you finally have a sucessful one-night-stand, and you just want to keep fooling around with this one.

it's a tuffy.

:: 2006 16 January :: 3.09pm

Well It's been a while since I last wrote so I figured I would write and say hello!!! I'm still working at my security company it's a little hard to get used to the hours but it's going ok. Kyra burned her hand on our heater about a week and two days ago. You can't even tell she had 2nd and 3rd degree burns on it now. just three little pink spots. She's a trooper!! Well that's about it for now. I'll write more later.
Love to all
Kat

:: 2006 12 January :: 11.13pm

i feel like throwing up....

blah

:: 2006 11 January :: 5.44pm

the truth of the matter is. i am not happy. i haven't been happy, and quite frankly, i don't plan on ever being happy.
the strong points in my life are my awesome skills at just about everything, and the fact that i am perfectly fine on my own
my weak points are the facts that i am always sick, and am a slave to sex.

however, the strong and weak interweave, and old flings seem to be returning. I care about his happiness far more than mine.

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:: 2005 28 December :: 7.51pm

here i am once more. thought i ought to update. just wanted to say hi. i played UT last night and i absolutely adore being myself. oh yeah... i got a tatoo.

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:: 2005 24 December :: 9.02pm

Well it's Christmas eve and I just figured I would wish every one happy and safe holidays. Love to all
Kat

jburt1

:: 2005 23 December :: 2.23am

after a semester away
Well, I'm starting to settle into my first week back from school. I've returned to Bed Bath & Beyond temporarily. Working soft lines still pretty much sucks. I've since read one book, The Giver. Right now I'm working on A Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens, but it's always so hard to start. At least I can feel confident enough to read it knowing that I am semi-intelligent from my first semester grades - all As and A minuses.

One thing that cracks me up is that I like to speak french when I am drunk, and apparently I speak it pretty well. This makes it hard because now I have to decide if I want to spend 6 weeks in france this summer studying the french language, or if I want to spend 2 weeks in Rome studying business. Any thoughts?

Speaking of this summer, I need to decide what I am going to do for mullah and where I am going to live. Internship in Chicago? Bed Bath & Hell in Muskegon? Probably neither. I don't think I can find an internship too easily (one that pays anyways), and I don't think I can take an entire summer folding towels and greeting customers.

An ideal summer would be me lazying around the beach, afternoon piano lessons with jack franklin, evenings spent reading books, learning guitar, or tipping back a few with friends.

Maybe I will just move to Europe and become a male gigilo. After I tire of the loose women and the italian beaches, I will settle down in Paris to write the next great American novel, stopping in Amsterdam whenever I have "writter's block." C'est la vie.

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