<- I could watch this for hours...

3 Said Yes | Wish to be Enlightened?

:: 2005 6 September :: 5.41pm

so college is okay. but my roommate just asked me to go eat at the caf. so i guess i will tell you all what is up later

jburt1

:: 2005 3 September :: 12.50am
:: Music: straylight run "sympathy for the martyr"

college 202
I guess things are going well. I'm taking 18 credits as follows:
1. Accounting 201
2. Business Ethics 185
3. Econ 201
4. Isom 247
5. Psychology 101
6. French 101

Oh yeah, I'm taking a 19th credit at Musk. Comm. College. It's International Human Relations with Duane Schector. I hope that class doesn't put me over the edge because it already looks like I'll be living at the library (but not as much as my roommate - he's taking ridicuously hard math classes where you have to prove all these fundamental theorems).

So this is labor day weekend. I had offers to get off campus, either go to the suburbs or up to someone's lake house. I declined, mainly because I was looking forward to a quiet, relaxing weekend of solitude. People are great, but sometimes I just want to keep to myself. I'm social when I feel like it, but a lot of the times it just takes too much effort. Great, now I sound like a freak.

I'm just doing homework this weekend, hoping to catch up/ get ahead in all my classes.

I went to student ambassador retraining today. I gotta say, it feels like I'm going to a real university. All these new buildings, crowded dining halls, events going on all the time. I couldn't ask for me. Plus, I get the privlidge of having classes at our downtown campus, so it really feels like I'm in the city. I love it.

I'm really proud to call Loyola University Chicago my school, espeically in their response to the recent hurricane which made going to school in New Orleans impossible. We're accepting 400 students from Loyola New Orleans and other jesuit universities, letting them enroll in the classes that they would've been taking (this will undoubtedly cause crowding), not worrying about how it's going to get paid for, housing them with our faculty and off-campus students (except for the 53 on campus spots we have open). It's all about answering the call. Hopefully I can volunteer to show the new students around. It must be terrible to come with nothing to a new city.

In personal news, I think I'm falling for my friend. Hard. But I already know I'm not her type. oh, the misery.

To add to what's going on in my head, things with friends are different this year. People are doing their own thing. Which I respect. But it also makes me feel that I'm not as good of friends with some people, including my friend/roommate. But you know what? He's still a good guy, and if I ever needed anything I'm sure he'd help me.

I think I am going to rush Alpha Kappa Psi, the business frat here on campus, next semester. Never thought I'd be a frat boy.

You can't count on anyone but yourself.

:: 2005 3 September :: 1.06am

so here it is. last entry before i leave. i have insomnia, i leave in 4 hours. last entry from this computer. last entry from michigan. he. and i still am in love with mike.

6 Said Yes | Wish to be Enlightened?

:: 2005 29 August :: 10.50pm

i am definitley T.O.ed
so apparently people think that it is fun to fuck with my friendships. thanks so much. i never said i was going out with izzy. i never would have said i was going out with izzy and thanks to you gossiping bastards, he is pissed off at me for something that i never did.

now, i realize that his friends do not like me, and quite frankly i did not ask them to. all i wanted is to hang out with the kid. and now thanks to you rat bastards, i can't even do that.

thankfully i love mike, and am very happy with him. so suck it you stupid bitches!

unbleachedblond

:: 2005 28 August :: 2.29am

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.

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unbleachedblond

:: 2005 28 August :: 2.19am
:: Mood: lonely

well kids, school starts in 2 days...im not sure if im excited about that or not...with the exception of being able to see everyone again.

today was a wonderful day up until i was hangin out with my best guy friend abd found out that he has decided to join the marines. i want to cry. first paul, then georgie, then aaron and vinny, and now him. i realize that if this is what he wants, i cannot step in the way but i love him so much...i dont want him to go; to be torn away from me once again. it saddens me.

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kitty2004

:: 2005 26 August :: 4.17pm

BOOO
Hello Kitty!!!!!

well I'm alive and well, ok well sorta!! love to all
Kat

:: 2005 25 August :: 8.32pm

blah blah blah. i'm bored as fuck i wish today was tomorrow so i could see liz. and i wish tomorrow was thanksgiving so i could see mike. ah. and i wish izzy wasn't at work so i could get a massage because my back hurts bad.

:: 2005 23 August :: 11.29pm
:: Music: The Postal Service-- Such Great Heights

wtf was i thinking? i fucking love mike, i almost lost him. and i fucking love him. and he loves me too. i know he does. god, how could i ever want to do that to him. he is all i ever want. i want to marry him, and fuck him everyday for the rest of my life. god, i was so selfish.

*I am thinking it's a sign
that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images
and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned
And I have to speculate
that God himself did make
us into corresponding shapes
like puzzle pieces from the clay

And true, it may seem like a stretch
but its thoughts like this that catch
my troubled head when you're away
when I am missing you to death
when you are out there on the road*

unbleachedblond

:: 2005 23 August :: 12.06pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: nuthin but cowboy boots...

hey kids

havent updated in a while. i got my tonsils out 8/16 and was stayed at my ma's for a week to "recover". they still hurt like hell...but at least theyre gone.

school starts next week.

hailey is frickin awesome.

i really have nuthin to say.

i havent smoked in over 200 hours.

im bored.

i need a good job.

waitin for morgan to get done with her job interview...then off to lunch @ spankys.

bored.

fun stuff.

:: 2005 22 August :: 10.58pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: some kick ass song on The Lisa C.D.

so... today i went to wi. kick ass. i spent 400 some dollars on books. good god. idk. it was a great day to spend w/ izzy and lisa. izzy and i talked everything over. that was good i am relieved after having that sordid conversation, i am hesitantly needing to talk to micheal and have a long discussion with him as well. my new decision is that if i can be distracted so easily here, what will stop me from finding someone at school? i care so deeply for micheal, but at the same time i cannot willingly say that i would like to remain romantically involved with him quite permanently. i know i want him in my life but i cannot honestly say that it will be for anything more than friends. time will tell. for now, i do what i can. and happy fucking birthday to micheal!

2 Said Yes | Wish to be Enlightened?

:: 2005 21 August :: 11.07pm

why am i even trying? nothing i do is good enough for my parents. it is fucking retarded. gah. idk. and the whole thing with izzy now. it's so confusing because i like izzy but i want to stay with mike.

i leave soon tho, so i should just stay with mike. idk. off to bed. lots of love.

:: 2005 20 August :: 11.42pm
:: Music: Fionna Apple- Love ridden

the new solution... my cousin over analyzes all of what i tell her because if i stay with mike she can't run my life. i don't know why i ever questioned anything. i am crazy about him. and sure i really like izzy, but even if izzy felt the same about me... it would be just like mike and i... all because i leave in two weeks.

speaking of two weeks. if you bitches want to see me you better call or post. schedual something, or you will be S.o.L. so do it. this is teh first call. if i don't hear from anyone by the 29th, fuck you all. i am leaving anyways. and ya will have to deal. and never see my super fab. ass again. well maybe at a reunion. lol.

kitty2004

:: 2005 20 August :: 5.41pm
:: Mood: stressed

I'm Done!
Well we're finally done moveing now. we have almost everything put in it's spot. I quit Denny's and finally got certified at McKee's so now I can work over time there and make more money.!!! Kyra can crawl and pull her self up on to furniture, she can also walk along the couch and coffee table. Her top teeth are starting to come in now. Brandon and Katie both got a new job on Thursday. so that will hep out a lot. found out my siisy is coming out for X-Mas that's cool. well any way I gotta go get Baby stuff! love to all .
kat