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2005 22 June :: 10.48pm
oh micheal, don't be upset with me. i really like you and now you are being all pissy because i have friends who are guys. please, if you care so much...(i know you do, i can tell by the way you acted today) just trust me. i don't know how else to say it, you are all that i want
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joslyn_julia
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2005 22 June :: 11.02am
:: Music: The Arcade Fire- Tunnels
i am letting go. i will let this happen. i told my mom that i want to stay with him before school starts. i think she was taken back but she didn't protest. if this is meant to be, i hope it happens.
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2005 21 June :: 7.37pm
watch out mikey
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2005 21 June :: 7.33pm
everything was soo good and now here i am afraid again. i am too scared to be alone. i like his hot breath on my neck and the way i make him smile when i am dancing to silence.
why does this have to happen, take me to omaha dammit. i don't want to be alone
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2005 20 June :: 6.20pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: none
Well lets see what strange news I can bring you all today!!! Brandon and I got into another fight go figure. leave it to him to assume stupid crap and blow it all out of proportion. but oh well, life goes on right .
Love to all
Kat
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2005 19 June :: 10.35pm
:: Music: Sheryl Crow-- Sweet Child of Mine
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2005 19 June :: 8.19pm
:: Mood: contemplative
i think i am allergic to spermacide.
fuck.
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2005 18 June :: 6.34pm
:: Music: The Cars- Just what I needed
a match made in retart heaven
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2005 16 June :: 2.46pm
ultrasounds are interesting... i don't think they found anything (especially no kids) but i feel a little violated. i am sure the feeling will subside, it was all just a little strange.
as for the teeth, they aren't so bad now. the swelling has gone down but i still look like a chipmunk. so if you see me, please laugh.
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2005 15 June :: 7.59pm
for those of you who are confused by my complaints of pain and suffering... i got all of my wisdom teeth taken out on monday. the pain makes me not able to spell and i can basically only sleep.
i tried to eat real food yesterday but i woke up pukiing this morning.
the last couple days have sucked, i want to wake up not swollen with a new improvemental state.
fuck, i hate those damn teeth.
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2005 15 June :: 9.23am
i woke up around 2am puking up anything in my system,
blood and dry heaving for the last couple hours.
i am in so much pain. i don't think i am going anywhere this weekend. sorry to anyone who's open house i am missing.
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2005 14 June :: 9.27am
:: Mood: awake
im so tired of spanky's. i havent had a day off since last wednesday and they work me to the fuckin bone. it's annoying because, yes i need the hours but why cant they give me all 9-10 hour shifts instead of these dinky 6 hour ones. i guess i cant complain tho cuz im getting 30+ hours/weekly. i need to find another job but im too lazy.
speaking of another job. both me and manda got calls back from the good ol' michigan's adventures. its such a high school job, but money's money. manda's interview is wed, i need to call the lady, cuz im always workin when they call. if i get this job, maybe i can afford to go to school in the fall...seeing as how my other paychecks are getting accumulated for rent.
i felt like such a loser last nite. i always watch a movie before i go to bed. and the lucky one was 28 Days with sandra bullock. so here i am, laying on the couch in the dark, crying like a baby. *shakes head*
hailey's 11 month birthday was yesterday. she's getting so big. i love her so much. she's my world.
brandy gets home june 16th from russia.
birthday bash is saturday!
and im bringing a whole new meaning to the word albino.
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2005 14 June :: 7.06am
post op update...day 1.5
my cheecks are really swollen, and it is really hard to eat and brush my teeth. half of my lower jaw still has no senses. i feel like a flippin baby, b/c all i can eat is mush. so i really want a veggie wrap with hummus, but i can't chew anything. i am very glad that i took th whole week off. but i have to get a father's day present for my dad today. goodie.
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2005 13 June :: 6.25pm
:: Music: White Stripes- We're going to be friends
so, my jaw hurts. i remember talking the the doctor and then i was sitting on a cushion lounge in the back of the building. then i came home and slept, and i slept most of the way home. i am on amoxacillin and hydrocodon with ibuprofun. oh well. i am still really sleepy. i really want it to be september. i can't wait to start school. i decided to wait until second semester to do sports so i know exactly what all of the work load is going to be like. so far i have gotten noticably thinner. some of my pants from sophomore year fit, but are pretty snug. i can't eat like anything but pudding and mashed potatoes for at least today, and maybe tomorrow. as of right now, i have lost about 5 lbs. maybe more....
hmm, i just want to be super hot by the end of the summer.
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2005 12 June :: 10.43pm
so i am sitting here, thinking that i need to just not care about the whole thing with mister and be like whatever. so i am trying to find the version of psycho killer that they always play... but i can't find it. i can only find the original which is by the talking heads. damn
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