joslyn_julia
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2005 5 May :: 4.47pm
what are friends when they just ignore you?
i am so glad to leave. i really want away, let me pay it all off and run far far away. to somewhere exotic or at least with constant weather.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 5 May :: 7.01am
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: Bright Eyes- True Blue
there is nothng keeping me here, it is so nice.
and i am leaving sooo sooooo soon. i am so excited about registration... the only thing i am leaving behind are my friends and rei, who don't really count because i am always going to be back on vacation.
i just want to graduate, go to college, and finally be happy.
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jburt1
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2005 4 May :: 9.09am
Concerts in Chicago
Two weeks ago it was Guster. Last night it was Ben Folds. Both of them played at the riviera, and both were incredible shows. Guster moreso than Ben Folds, but that's only because I know more of their stuff. Tonight I may potentially go to a benefit concert, but it's $10 and I'd much rather practice piano. After last night's show, i kinda wish I was some kind of musical genious. But hey, we can't win them all.
In other news, this is the last week of classes and finals are next week. College has been a blast (at least freshmen year anyways). I'm incredibly thankful for all the really great people I've met. I hope this summer I can pick things up with my other friends where they left off. I'm not too terribly worried about it, but apparently it bothers some people.
If you know of any great jobs in muskegon, let me know. If worse comes to worse, I'll have to sacrifice my summer and work at G&L. Please don't let that happen to me. I'd much rather become a server at the egg roll house or somewhere.
So yeah...as soon as I get back there will be a pants party (party in my pants) and you're invited.
Peace out.
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2005 2 May :: 9.08am
:: Mood: groggy
First Day
Well today is my first day of orientation at McKee's I got up this morning with the baby because Brandon forgot he had to get up with her in the mornings now. so I'm a little tired but oh wel, I'm super mom right.Wish my luck! Oh yeah I might be getting a new apartment soon, my current land lord wants us out by the 5th of this month so we're running out of time !!!! Love to all,
Kat
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2005 1 May :: 8.01pm
:: Music: hot hot heat "goodnight"
we are merely freshmen...
Jill, I feel your pain. I'm stuck in a relationship where this girl likes me more than I like her. It doesn't make it better that she says she tries not to like me but can't. Last night I was planning on just hanging out on campus, playing cards or watching movies, doing some homework, but this girl talked me into going to the bar with her. There was a lot of drama involved with some of the girls, so we ended up not going. Things got pretty heated up. I feel guilty because I let things escalate when I probably should have stopped them. No, we didn't have sex, but you shouldn't do what we did when you're uncertain whether or not you like the person. In any case, we were stopped because one of our friends knocked on the door and had to talk to this girl. It was probably a good thing. We ended up going to some random party with a bunch of 20-something-year-olds. This girl was all over me at the party too. I wouldn't have such a problem about it but there's more to do that just make out all the time, not that that's what our relationship is. Plus, at a party you want to mingle and talk to people you don't know. And some girl told us to stop because "it would be more fun at your apartment." Just a nice way of saying stop the PDA you hornballs. She didn't want to stop b/c she was drunk. Ahh...I just...I can't...articulate what I am trying to say or why I feel this way or even how i feel. We talked about things, but I'll let you all in on a secret. Sometimes i tell girls what they want to hear. The majority of the time I just try to act indifferent. I think I'm going to burn myself a CD to listen to...
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unbleachedblond
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2005 29 April :: 11.51pm
:: Mood: aggravated
well i did it. i got up he nerve to break up with peter. my primary concern was trying to not hurt his feelings even tho everyone told me that it would be inevitable. but i felt like shit cuz he cried. i think that the poor kid actually really liked me. but he was moving way too fast - we had only been together for 1 1/2 months. he wanted to convert me to mormon(ism?) and wanted to get marryed and have kids. im sorry, but im 18 years old and the thought of having a future with anyone at this point of time is totally out of the question. plus, there's no way that i will raise my kids mormon. im sorry, but it's not happening. its been two days, and he called while i was working. he wants to get together and talk this over. but im thinking that he wants to get back together. the answer is no. i love the kid as a friend and really not much more. there is no future between the two of us. i dont know how to relay this to him without furthering squanching his feelings. im very much perturbed. if only i had realized this a lot sooner, it would have saved both of us the pain (me the pain of having to hurt someone, him the pain of getting hurt.) it's thoroughly perplexing. so here i sit, with my half gallon of turtle rock ice cream trying to figure out what to say to him. it's stupid boys to blame for makin us fat. pssh.
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2005 28 April :: 1.20am
school in the city
As I rode the brown line to take katie feldt back to union station today, I realized yet again the wonderful/amazing/fortunate opportunity I have of going to school in the city. Not only that, but Loyola is a great school. Yeah, I was a little jealous after walking through Northwestern's campus last weekend, but when I think about it, we have two brand new buildings, the highest application rates Loyola's seen in a long time, a great campus in the heart of downtown chicago, pretty awesome professors, and the LAKE. Katie visited yesterday, and the day could not have gone better. We saw all these famous paintings at the Art Institute, checked out some modern stuff at the Museum and Contemporary Art, had a delicious asian dinner at Big Bowl, looked out over the city from the 94th floor of the John Hancock building, ate some pretty kick-ass cheesecake at the cheesecake factory, experienced an accordian bus straight from Michigan Avenue to Loyola, and ended the night wih an hour long game of catchphrase with a group of friends and random students. I'm really glad that Katie liked all my friends and that they all liked her. I'll be glad to see all my old friends this summer, but to be honest, I'll miss all the great people I've met here. Aside from the people, Chicago is one of the greatest cities on earth. I once said that if you're bored in chicago it's your own fault. Yeah, I believe that. There's always something going on. With 3 million people, every day can turn into an adventure. I've been stuck on campus, caught up in work and worrying about grades. Hanging out with Katie made me fall in love with the city again.
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2005 26 April :: 1.41pm
:: Mood: blah
im very perplexed.
the whole religion issue thoroughly pisses me off. i believe in the existence of god. why must i attend a church every sunday just to prove to everyone that i am going? it's bullshit. if only i could find a church that is accepting of everyone, that wont condemn me for who i am. but no, that wont happen until i move out. which i cant afford to do.
riley's visitation was yesterday. i couldnt go because i had to work. he wasnt a "permenent" ts guy, but he showed up a lot. fremont is absolutely torn apart. but when tragedys like this occur, we all come together as one. still, he will be sorely missed.
even tho i can technically get my license back on june 24, i probably wont. id have to pay between $150-200 to the govt jus to get it back and then turn around and drop $2031 for insurance. i cant afford - well i can but i dont want to drop four grand a year on plpd. it aint worth it. and plus, if i wait til at least jan, i wont have to be on restricted for 6 months. i just dont know.
i hate relationships. they suck. and as usual, it's me. not them, me. im the one who loses interest and gets bored and tired of it all. i mean, sure petey's a nice guy and all, but im just tired of it. i dunno. i guess im jus ready to move on. but he actually really likes me. he practically adores the ground i walk on. but i jus cant bear to hurt him. but by not telling him how i feel, im hurting him anyways.its a lose-lose situation. i should just become a nun so i wont have this problem.
on a more pleasant note, i did fairly well on my exams, i had a really good shave and i get to spend the day with my mommy and hailey!
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2005 25 April :: 1.28pm
:: Mood: confused
Life bites
Well life has been getting more and more interesting evry day.... B still has no job, only two days left to find one.... Love to all
Kat
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joslyn_julia
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2005 24 April :: 4.41pm
well, working on homework, and studying for that brit lit test. hopefully i won't fall asleep while trying to finish it, the way i did when trying to start it. lol.
prom is this week and interviews are this week.
oh brother. i can't believe that we only have a very short few weeks left.
yay!
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2005 23 April :: 6.05am
I'm not going to feel good once I go to bed and wake up. That's if I can go to bed. One of my friends is passed out on my bed, another one is sleeping on the floor. Seven shots is probably the most I've ever had. But the four of us finished a fifth of captain's and half a fifth of vodka twist. Ick. Just talking about it makes me a little sickish. My roommate walked in to quite a sight though. But he didn't care. He's a nice guy. I also found out that he has some pot in the room. I don't care about that, but him and one of my other friends were talking about getting me high. Honestly, I am a little curious to see what it's like. Okay, very curious. But I need to do homework all weekend like a mofo. goodnight.
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2005 22 April :: 8.15am
random lyrics
*But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Then waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me*
*and i know you have a heavy heart
i can feel it when we kiss
and many men stronger than me have thrown their backs out trying to lift it
but me i'm not a gamble you can count on me to split
the love i sell you in the evening by the morning won't exist *
*we must take all of the medicines too expensive now to sell
set fire to the preacher who is promising us hell
and in the ear of every anarchist who sleeps but doesn't dream
we must sing, we must sing, we must sing *
*If you walk away, I’ll walk away
First tell me which road you will take
I don’t want to risk our paths crossing some day
So you walk that way, I’ll walk this way*
*Does he kiss your eyelids in the morning when you start to raise your head? And does he sing to
you incessantly from the place between your bed and wall? Does he walk around all day at
school with his feet inside your shoes? Looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with
you. Does he know that place below your neck that is your favorite to be touched and does he cry
through broken sentences like I love you far too much?*
*I picked you out Of a crowd to talk to you Said I liked your shoes
You said thanks can I follow you?*
*You write such pretty words
But life's no story book Love is an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt Do you like to hurt? 'Cause I do I do I do This didn't hurt me
Didn't hurt me Oh this hurt me*
okay i am done now. hmmm yeah. love ya'll
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2005 22 April :: 8.11am
:: Music: Bright Eyes-- First day of my life
oh yeah, this is me biting my tounge.
*you f*ing dillhole*
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2005 22 April :: 7.43am
so yeah, i am in journalism. liz and i are drinking a friggin awesome strawberry banana smoothie. yummmmm.
my hair is nice and strait, whoot. so it is down. whoot, no more pony tails!!
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2005 21 April :: 7.21pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes
so after school lisa asked me to go look at prom dresses with her and we had a good time on the 'road trip to rogers'
i feel aweful because i smoked but only because i am not a fan of smoking and i did it just because i was stressed out from the traffic. other than that lisa got this really awesome burgundy dress for like 70 bucks, because i made her try it on and she liked it, plus it was in the price range. my only problem is that i no longer have enough money to get my nails done (shit!) and my mom had given me like 60 bucks to use towards my hair and nails, that i used so i could eat. so i either need to beg crystal to loan me some money or cancel my nail appt, and stress about how i am going to get gas money..
(jenny wanna do a 'drug run') haha just kidding. anyways i am really glad that i got to know lisa a little better and i am happy because tanya and amanda said that i am the most oppinionated girl they know. lol, that makes me giddy.
love ya'll. --josie
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