joslyn_julia
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2005 8 March :: 11.59am
why can't things be simple? that is a question i hear alot lately. i just want to sleep for the next few months and not deal with anything
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joslyn_julia
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2005 7 March :: 9.20pm
The Goddess of Magic and Peace. You are a born
star. Always supportive and influential, you
the centre of attention and you are
exceptionally friendly. You are a classic
beauty.
Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
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Cocktail
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joslyn_julia
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2005 7 March :: 8.17pm
my heart is in my stomach. i am nervous. i can already hear the words that i fear. i can feel the emptiness drawing upon me. at least i wil know the truth, because i am getting too many contradictions. *sigh*
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joslyn_julia
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2005 7 March :: 7.16pm
:: Music: Gwen Stefani- Holla Back Girl
I feel shallow. i am empty and i just did one of the most selfish things i have ever done out of pure spite and vengance. it was funny, but knowing that i did it to you, purely because i was angry, hurts.
all will be well in the end. that is what i keeps saying, that is the drug that i hear everyday in order to console myself. i will confront you eventually, but all is pointless in the end.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 7 March :: 3.03pm
i just feel really pissed right now and i want to go be numb but i have to much shit to do. at least i find ways to get money so i can survive besides my job. god i feel like i am selling myself.
i am mad at him, i am mad at me and i hate everything. fuck. i want to dissapear.
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unbleachedblond
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2005 7 March :: 8.27am
:: Mood: sick
well, ive been inflicted with the virus that everyone has been fighting this past week. sore throat, runny nose - jus abso-flippin wonderful!
i love the accafellas!!!!!
i gave plasma last week. i needed the money. It's almost kinda selfish that they have to pay people to help save lives. o well. im going to continue to do so...the extra cash is nice.
justin - i requested off march 19th. is that the weekend that you come home? i couldnt remember.
off to cj i go! i really hope he gives us more extra credit. i cant afford to fail this class. cya!
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joslyn_julia
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2005 6 March :: 11.36am
i am bored and tired and the hotel f*ing sucked. i need to figure out who i am going to bring to prom now... andre? dennis? or alex?? i asked chris to bring alex so they can finally meet eachother. hmmm, maybe i will meet some hot and sexy boy with red hair, who likes WoW and changes his mind and decides he does want to be my date....
no that is just a wish. probly won't happen
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i asked dennis and if i don't have a date he will be my date. i love that he is so sweet, but i don't really want to go to prom with him b/c i don't want to lead him on. it would be fun though because he is charismatic and we get along
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joslyn_julia
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2005 4 March :: 4.22pm
:: Music: Butthole Surfers-- Pepper
that sums it up
I don't mind the sun sometimes
The images it shows
I can taste you on my lips and
Smell you in my clothes
Cinnamon and sugary
And softly spoken lies
You never know just how to look
Through other people's eyes
that would make sense to you if you understood exactly what is going on, but for now you can simply enjoy that as lyrics to a good song
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joslyn_julia
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2005 4 March :: 4.17pm
my godson will be here in a very short time. i work at 6. tomorrow i get to entertain, and my cousin seems pissy. i will talk to you all on monday.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 3 March :: 2.57pm
kelly, you ass....
just kidding
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2005 31 March :: 2.24am
:: Music: motion city soundtrack "the future freaks me out"
my pulse
So life is busy, but good. Tomorrow I have my econ midterm which is 34% of my grade. Shit. This weekend I leave for Georgia. I'm going on an alternative break immersion to help build a house for habitat for humanity. The people are cool, but I'm going with a friend which hopefully will make it that much better. This month is going to be crazy. As soon as I get back, I have an honors paper due (not doing too well in that class). That weekend I have to go home and see catholic's play. Then on Monday I have to give a 12-15 minute speech which is 25% of my communication's grade. Don't know when I'm going to find the time to write and practice that one. Also that week i gotta apply for housing. Keith and I are gonna live together in the new dorm. If I get accepted into the Rome Program I'll only be here first semester, which is kind of sad, but something I need to do. I also gotta file taxes soon. More stuff to do. Then it's back home once more for easter. I don't think I've posted this on here, but saturday was crazy, and now I have a "pseudo-girlfriend." I'm paranoid and don't like titles so we're just not gonna label it and see where it goes. But it should be a fun ride. Also, two of my friends are in the same situation that we are. Weird. Let's just say saturday was crazy for everyone. To all my muskegon/michigan friends, I miss you tons. Chicago rocks, but it's just not the same without your familiar faces. If anyone's ever coming to Chicago, let me know and we'll hang out. Goodnight.
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2005 2 March :: 6.13pm
i don't know how to react. he knows that i like him, and idk i like this but idk about any of it at the same time. i have things that i want to say but can't. maybe i should wait, maybe i should just be happy, and maybe i should just not try.
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unbleachedblond
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2005 1 March :: 8.40am
:: Mood: okay
good morning.
~today is my amanda's 19th birthday.
~i went to the casino with $5 and brought home $85. the girls did good. melissa came with $40 and brought home $100; morgan came with $20 and brought home $750(!!!); and ashley made $1. the guys were pissed cuz they decided to play tables instead of slots and they all lost between $40-$60. o well, it was a lot of fun. but i most definately can see how somebody can get addicted to it. it was kinda sad too to see how some ppl are so determined. i mean, the place was packed the entire time we were there - and we were there from 2am-5am. and it was packed.
~i work 31 hours this week
~im going to donate plasma today
i think thats all for my random thoughts. i hope everyone has a nice day. drive safe!
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joslyn_julia
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2005 1 March :: 8.16am
you know... men are obviously none the wiser as to how to treat a truck. my dad's dodge has a very high torque, so if you get stuck it is a pain in the ass to get unstuck. He took like 30min to get it more stuck and it took me maybe five to get it out of the driveway so i could park. i love how i constantly prove how much more intelligent i am than my egotistical father.
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