To be, or not to be,--that is the question:-- Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune Or to take arms against a sea of troubles, And by opposing end them?--To die,--to sleep,-- No more; and by a sleep to say we end The heartache, and the thousand natural shocks That flesh is heir to,--'tis a consummation Devoutly to be wish'd. To die,--to sleep;-- To sleep! perchance to dream:--ay, there's the rub; For in that sleep of death what dreams may come, When we have shuffled off this mortal coil, Must give us pause: there's the respect That makes calamity of so long life; For who would bear the whips and scorns of time, The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely, The pangs of despis'd love, the law's delay, The insolence of office, and the spurns That patient merit of the unworthy takes, When he himself might his quietus make With a bare bodkin? who would these fardels bear, To grunt and sweat under a weary life, But that the dread of something after death,-- The undiscover'd country, from whose bourn No traveller returns,--puzzles the will, And makes us rather bear those ills we have Than fly to others that we know not of? Thus conscience does make cowards of us all; And thus the native hue of resolution Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought; And enterprises of great pith and moment, With this regard, their currents turn awry, And lose the name of action.--Soft you now! The fair Ophelia!--Nymph, in thy orisons Be all my sins remember'd."

 

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 22 February :: 8.17pm
:: Music: OPM- Heaven is a Half-pipe

so confused, at least justin might work for me part of the day on saturday, which allows me to see kelly and liz and maybe pj....

oi. this is crazy. crazy and more crazy.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 22 February :: 8.03pm

thank you so much liz for that information. it is all that i could think of since i got home and listened to hey mister and now i am pent up.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 22 February :: 3.46pm
:: Music: Custom-- Hey mister

so i am a dork who is a major girl when i want to talk to boys.

AND!!!!

I got my REFUND!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i now have money.

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unbleachedblond

:: 2005 22 February :: 10.03am
:: Mood: blah

life seems so pointless right now. it's so routine. go to school. go to work. go home. throw in a weekly get-together at missy and davey's and thats about it. what do i relly live for? another day of driving priveleges? it jus seems as though nothing is really worth it at this time...either that, or i jus dont have the balls to do anything. like my guys - 4 of them are getting shipped off to the marines from march to sept. i need to hang out with them again because it may be the last time i see them. aaron - i truely care about the kid. i love being around him. talking to him. i know that i dont have to "look good" for him. he likes me for who i am. he doesnt judge me. he truely cares about my well being and wont hesitate to tell me if im doing something stupid. but im torn as to whether i should go hang out with him again because i dont want it to turn into a purely physical relationship again. i jus dont know. life is confusing; very complexing. and is it really worth it - to sit here questioning. i dont know.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 21 February :: 1.18am

serioiusly tired now,
mom and i watched Napolean Dynamite today. it was stupid but funny in parts but mom couldn't stop laughing at his dance. she said that she would watch it all over again, just for the dance skit.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 20 February :: 11.11pm
:: Mood: complacent
:: Music: Jet-- Look what you've done

i am leaving it up to her, she can have everything and continue to make my life miserable until graduation or she can talk to me again. i sent an email explaining everything and we will see what happens.

tomorrow is a paper day... for scholarships and research.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 20 February :: 8.38pm

LIZ ARTECKI!!!!! *shakes fist...* you are a brat
but you are still my best friend. grrrr at you!
-----
*removes fist shaking and redirects toward PJ* Liz your boyfriend is very odd.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 20 February :: 8.01pm

we cleaned so much this weekend. it is absolutely crazy. i am eating grapes and going to do my research paper. yay, go me!

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 18 February :: 9.23pm

my eye itches...
the sun has gone down and the moon has come up
....and thinking of someone for whom he still burns.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 18 February :: 2.35pm

so i really have this thing for red heads this year... which is really strange because i always get burned when i play with that match. Go figure.

Wait, no, i always get burned when playing with the date matches. damn sulfur stix.

umm yeah, disregaurd this, i am bored.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 18 February :: 9.57am

i found the PERFECT dress for prom. so now i am just waiting on my return and sha-bam i have my dress.
yay!!
------
wait no... SHA-BAM!!! Mom bought the dress. i get it tonight!!! Hooray
i am so f*ing giddy. now for a date..

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unbleachedblond

:: 2005 6 February :: 10.51pm
:: Mood: sad

you never really stop and think about the detrimental affects of drunk driving...until something happens to someone you care about.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 31 January :: 10.57pm

can't feel... i sent him away.
idk why... i want sex.. thre is always friday
how big of a mistake am i making.....

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 31 January :: 10.29pm
:: Music: The Killers- Mr. Brightside

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his-chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his-chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside

I never...
I never...
I never...

joslyn_julia

:: 2005 30 January :: 8.24pm

i may have a learning experience starting soon. something that you would never learn from school, but in all ways will cherish and loathe.

i want a guy... but then i have a lover that i won't have to love. and that is how my life will always remain.

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