To be, or not to be,--that is the question:-- Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune Or to take arms against a sea of troubles, And by opposing end them?--To die,--to sleep,-- No more; and by a sleep to say we end The heartache, and the thousand natural shocks That flesh is heir to,--'tis a consummation Devoutly to be wish'd. To die,--to sleep;-- To sleep! perchance to dream:--ay, there's the rub; For in that sleep of death what dreams may come, When we have shuffled off this mortal coil, Must give us pause: there's the respect That makes calamity of so long life; For who would bear the whips and scorns of time, The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely, The pangs of despis'd love, the law's delay, The insolence of office, and the spurns That patient merit of the unworthy takes, When he himself might his quietus make With a bare bodkin? who would these fardels bear, To grunt and sweat under a weary life, But that the dread of something after death,-- The undiscover'd country, from whose bourn No traveller returns,--puzzles the will, And makes us rather bear those ills we have Than fly to others that we know not of? Thus conscience does make cowards of us all; And thus the native hue of resolution Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought; And enterprises of great pith and moment, With this regard, their currents turn awry, And lose the name of action.--Soft you now! The fair Ophelia!--Nymph, in thy orisons Be all my sins remember'd."

 

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jburt1

:: 2005 29 January :: 11.36am

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Put an X in the ( ) for the ones that apply to you:
(x) snuck out of the house?
(x) gotten lost in your city?
(x) saw a shooting star?
(x) been to any other countries besides the united states?
( ) had a serious surgery?
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas?
( ) kissed a stranger?
(x) hugged a stranger?
( ) been in a fist fight?
( ) been arrested?
( ) done drugs?
(x) had alcohol?
( )laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose?
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator?
( ) made out in an elevator?
(x) swore at your parents?
( ) kicked a guy where it hurts?
( )been in love?
( ) been close to love?
( ) been to a casino?
( ) been skydiving?
( ) broken a bone?
( ) been high?
( ) given someone a bruise?
( ) skinny-dipped?
(x) skipped school?
( ) flashed someone?
( ) had oral surgery?
( ) saw a therapist?
( ) done the splits?
(x) played spin the bottle?
(x) gotten stitches?
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?
( ) bitten someone?
(x) been to Niagara Falls?
(x) gotten the chicken pox?
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex?
( ) kissed a member of the same sex?
(x) crashed into a friend's car?
(x) been to Japan?
(x) ridden in a taxi?
( ) been dumped?
(x) shoplifted?
( ) been fired?
( )ever had a crush on someone of the same sex?
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back?
(x) stole something from your job?
(x) gone on a blind date?
( ) had a crush on a teacher?
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans?
(x) been to Europe?
( ) slept with a co-worker?
( ) been married?
( ) gotten divorced?
( ) had children?
( ) saw someone die?
( ) been to Africa?
(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day?
(x) Been to Canada?
(x) Been to Mexico?
(x) Been on a plane?
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show?
( ) Thrown up in a bar?
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire?
( ) Eaten Sushi?
( ) Been snowboarding?
( ) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) Been to a moto cross show?
(x) had real feelings for someone you knew only online?
(x) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself?
( ) been in an abusive relationship?
( ) lost a child?
(x) gone to college?
( ) graduated college?
( ) done hard drugs?
( ) tried killing yourself?
(x) taken painkillers?
(x) love someone or miss someone right now

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 24 January :: 5.22pm

what is so hard to understand about I AM NOT GOING TO GRCC... it is a waste of my time

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 24 January :: 5.11pm

i can't go to college. life is done, that was my last hope

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unbleachedblond

:: 2005 21 January :: 9.42am
:: Mood: lalalalala

well jus a general update. i feel fabulous because of the prednisone - which i have begun to acquire a taste for. the doc is gunna try to ween me off of it. now for the bad news: i cant go back to work til feb 1st!!! which really sux because that'll be over $350 lost wages - thanks to aaron - that bastard.

but anyways hailey is beautiful and i love her to death. byes!

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unbleachedblond

:: 2005 18 January :: 3.56pm
:: Mood: disgusted

yea so this prednisone stuff is absolutely horrid. we're talkin that its really bad. it tastes like a combination of fermented vodka and peppermint schnapse. its horrible. i cryed and sobbed like a frickin baby. thats how bad it is. never before has 3 tsp been so hard to consume. o how i wish i could be able to swallow a pill. i will never be able to look at vodka the same way again.

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unbleachedblond

:: 2005 17 January :: 9.35pm
:: Mood: tired

well it;s been an absolutely exhilerating weekend. I've been having a headache for about a week. and later on last week, my tonsils started to swell up. i diagnosed myself with tonsilitis because it hasnt been the first time ive had it. anyways, my ma made me a doctors appt friday afternoon. when i went, the doc gave me a strep test (not a rapid strep test - he claims that he doesnt believe in them) and made me give blood for some sort of mono test. he said that i would know my results some time this week. until then i was put on penicillan. if the results came back positive for strep, i was to keep taking the penicillan for 10 days. if it wasnt strep, then i was to stop taking penicillan immidiately. well, needless to say i got worse over the weekend. the penicillan didnt touch it at all, and my tonsils completely closed up my throat. (oyea and i couldnt work). so to make a long story short, i have mono - and one of the worst cases he;s ever seen. so im on a diet of water and prednizone (some kind of steroid) until thursday, and then we'll see how they look then and go from there. needless to say, i feel like shit. i cant work or go to school until at least the 24th. im stuck on this i-cant-eat-delicious-food-even-tho-im-extremely-hungry diet, and i cant work. which means no income. ahhh. and i feel really bad cuz jami's getting sick too. i just hope i didnt give her anything - even tho i wouldnt be surprised if i did seeing as we spend all our time together. argh. but even after my mono goes away, theyre still contemplating taking the tonsils out. how exhilerating. have a lovely day.

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jburt1

:: 2005 16 January :: 1.25am

I leave for chicago in 5 hours and counting. Awww yeah. Break's been alright, but I'll be glad to be back in chi town. I got to see everyone, although most people I only saw once during break. Last night I went to Katie T's house and we played bored games and talked. It was a nice evening. Plus, Katie's thinking about coming to visit me during midwinter break which would be awesome. On top of that, Katie F. is supposed to visit me the second weekend of feburary, Sara Wilson is supposed to come down and check out Loyola, and various other people may stop by. I just hope I can balance it all. Nick stopped by tonight and we played some card games and watched SNL. Tomorrow Brandi said she's gonna come up to Chicago. Even though I want to see my loyola friends and catch up, it'll be exciting if Brandi does drive up. She said we HAVE to go to the something corporate concert. Tickets are sold out but if we can get in..hot diggity. Well, I'm going to sleep or find something to preoccupy my time. Later.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 12 January :: 8.54pm

i left my damn phone at beckys

FUCK!!!

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 11 January :: 9.07am

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Your Hidden Power Is Wind


You have a twisted soul. You change your
directions and mind easily. Your beauty is you
over powering feature. But many enemies are
surprised by your beauty and your great power
to control wind

Gem Stone: Amethist, Eye
Color:Grey Blue,Hair Color:Grey that
goes to your shoulder Blades

Quote:And if the cloud bursts, thunder
in your ear
You shout and no one seems to hear.
And if the band you're in starts playing different
tunes
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon.


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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 10 January :: 3.20pm

FUCK ME!!!! i have way to much to do this week.... it is like overload time 100squared. GAH!

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unbleachedblond

:: 2005 9 January :: 11.17pm
:: Mood: contemplative

scottie shared a story in his journal that made me really look down deep at my life. i try to make my life as busy as possible, between work and school and partying and hanging out with friends, but realistically, im just trying to hide the fact that my life lacks any substance whatsoever. my life is one of kajillians in this tiny little atmosphere, and instead of attempting to better the world we live in, i selfishly think only of myself. im like the younger man and his heart. i take pride in my perfect little heart, rather than sharing parts of it with others as the older man did. maybe that should be my new year's resolution: to somehow impact the world, or at least someone's life. and i dont need recognition - no, i dont want recognition - i just want to possess some sort of meaning in my life. i dunno. its hard tho cuz its one of those things that you cant look for, nor prepare for. *sigh* i dunno. maybe someday my purpose will be made clear to me.

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unbleachedblond

:: 2005 6 January :: 11.48am
:: Mood: blah

i hate snow. but i hate driving in snow more.

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unbleachedblond

:: 2005 5 January :: 12.00am
:: Mood: blank

well it is a new year, yet im not sure it is as blissful and exciting as it should be. i've come to several conclusions about myself in the past week or so, but im still utterly confused as to my purpose- oh well though.

1.) i will never get married. i find that i lose interest in guys way too fast.

2.) i will never find a job that i absolutely love. because there is nothing that i absolutely love (aside from my family and friends).

3.) i cant trust anybody, considering my "supposed" best friend of 8 years really isnt my best friend at all. i was being used the entire time. fun shit i tell ya.

4.) i decided to start smoking again. i smoked my first new years - it had been like 2.5/3 months and my lungs crave it as they used too. ahh what a wonderful feeling.

5.) school starts tomorrow and im not really looking forward to it. but i dont care. thats my motto for the new year "i dont care". it works wonders to any problematic situation that may enter my life.

tsk tsk. it is bedtime for me tho. so i will see all of u children later. ta ta for now. (who says that seriously?)

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 2 January :: 9.51pm

on ny i got wasted... and i really liked it
even the puking at 7-11 and the fruit on my pants

lol... i miss it...and that kid- he was a cute little wigger

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joslyn_julia

:: 2004 29 December :: 6.01pm

just incase you care...
my hair is now a different color.
i have a headache and....
i saw ryan at the mall

happy new year

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