To be, or not to be,--that is the question:-- Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune Or to take arms against a sea of troubles, And by opposing end them?--To die,--to sleep,-- No more; and by a sleep to say we end The heartache, and the thousand natural shocks That flesh is heir to,--'tis a consummation Devoutly to be wish'd. To die,--to sleep;-- To sleep! perchance to dream:--ay, there's the rub; For in that sleep of death what dreams may come, When we have shuffled off this mortal coil, Must give us pause: there's the respect That makes calamity of so long life; For who would bear the whips and scorns of time, The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely, The pangs of despis'd love, the law's delay, The insolence of office, and the spurns That patient merit of the unworthy takes, When he himself might his quietus make With a bare bodkin? who would these fardels bear, To grunt and sweat under a weary life, But that the dread of something after death,-- The undiscover'd country, from whose bourn No traveller returns,--puzzles the will, And makes us rather bear those ills we have Than fly to others that we know not of? Thus conscience does make cowards of us all; And thus the native hue of resolution Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought; And enterprises of great pith and moment, With this regard, their currents turn awry, And lose the name of action.--Soft you now! The fair Ophelia!--Nymph, in thy orisons Be all my sins remember'd."

 

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joslyn_julia

:: 2004 24 December :: 6.09pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: punk rock white christmas off of the coca cola commercial

i am bored out of my fucking mind...i have to drive to kalamazoo in like 2 hours and now i don't really feel like it

i finally got my car back from the shop... it sounds so nice now.yay!! umm yeah... merry christmas

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jburt1

:: 2004 21 December :: 3.40am

FUCK! Does anyone want to go to Toronto? Hotwire.com sucks hairy monkey ass.

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jburt1

:: 2004 20 December :: 1.00am

I don't know. I just don't know. Things aren't the same. It's weird to be home. If you want to do something (keeping in mind that I can't technically drive), give me a call. Do it. Seriously. I'm going to go out of my mind.

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unbleachedblond

:: 2004 16 December :: 9.22am
:: Mood: bored

for lack of anything better to do...how pathetic...

Long Survey About Yourself

Created by bleedwithoutreason and taken 12109 times on bzoink!

What time are you starting this?8:28am
Name?Jillian
Nicknames?Jill
Date of birth?July 6, 1986
Sex?yes please
Height?5'3.5
Eye color?blue
Where were you born?detroit, mi
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?18
Pets?a beagle, but shes more of a family pet then my own
Hair color?brownish/blondish - but i need to re-dye it soon...any suggestions?
Piercings?ears
Town you live in?fremont
Favorite foods?pasta and subs...aside from anything containing sugar
Ever been to Africa?nope
Been toilet papering?yup
Love someone so much it made you cry?my friends...
Been in a car accident?many...way too many...
Croutons or bacon bits?croutons, believe it or not, theyre better for you
Favorite day of the week?dont really have a favorite - weekends are alright i guess
Favorite resturant?spankys - ha uh no...probly applebees or olive garden, cookers and damons are good too
Favorite flower?dont like flowers
Favorite sport to watch?xtreme sports, football, hockey
Favorite drink?strawberry shakes, water, watermelon pucker
Favorite ice cream flavor?cookie dough, vanilla, butter pecan
Warner Bros. or Disney?disney - even though im thoroughly convinced that they are polluting the minds of our future generations...
Favorite fast food restuarant?burger king hands down
Carpet color in your bedroom?wood floor
How many times did you fail your driver's test?surprisingly none - the guy was an idiot
Whom did you get your last email from?kate in soc
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?hmmm...rue 21?
What do you do most often when you are bored?call people and attempt to make plans
Most annoying thing to say to me?"you work at spankys?!?" - no im not a fuckin stripper!!!
Bedtime?whenever im tired...
Favorite TV show?life as we know it (dino *sigh*)
Last person you went out to dinner with?:jami and philly...the peanut shells thing still bugs me
Been out of country?yup
Believe in magick?nope
Ford or Chevy?ford
What are you listening to right now?ryan's watching spongebob
Have you ever failed a grade?nope
If you have, what grade did you fail?---
Do you have a crush on someone?im not sure anymore
Do you have a bf/gf?nope
If so, what is their name?---
How long have you been together?---
What are you wearing right now?jeans and a pink shirt
Would you have sex before marriage?i have - healthy sex is vital to a healthy relationship; i wouldnt wanna vow to spend the rest of my life with someone that i later find out is terrible in bed...
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?nope
Are you a virgin?no
Do you smoke?i used to, but it was a weakness i was able to overcome
Do you drink?yes
Are you ghetto?no im extremely white
Are you a player?some would say so, but i dont think so
What are your favorite colors?pastels...(did i spell that right? i know that pastel is cake in espanol so i wasnt sure)
What is your favorite animal?dont really have a fav
Do you have any birthmarks?yup
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?not that i remember
Who do you talk to most on the phone?jami
Have you ever been slapped?yes
Do you get online a lot?i used to...until my computer died...
Are you shy or outgoing?i guess a combo of both - depends on the mood you catch me in
Do you shower?on a daily basis
Do you hate school?no, do i like it? not really
Do you have a social life?i guess
How easily do you trust people?too easily...i'll bare my soul to anyone, then i throw my guard up so i dont get hurt
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?im sure i have secrets - but im not sure people would be surprised knowing
Would you ever sky dive?hell yea! im terrified of heights - to be able to overcome that means i have one less weakness
Do you like to dance?umm kinda but i cant dance to save my life
Have you ever been out of state?yup
Do you like to travel?depends who im with - but yea i do
Have you ever been expelled from school?nope
Have you ever been suspended from school?nope - but they threatened to cuz of the dress code violations - stupid shit
Do you want to get out of your hometown?*shrug* i jus wanna be happy - i dont care where i am
Are you spoiled?some would say so; others would say im blessed - it's open to interpretation
Are you a brat?maybe when i want to be...?
Have you ever been dumped?i dont date so i guess this is a no
Have you ever gotten high?yea - not anymore tho, im done with that shit
Do you like snapple?no
Do you drink a lot of water?yes
What toothpaste do you use?whatevers in the bathroom
Do you have a cell phone?yes
Do you have a curfew?not really
Who do you look up to?i dont know
Are you a role model?dear god i hope not
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?yea a long time ago
What name brand do you wear the most?charlotte russe maybe? i dunno
What kind of jewelry do you wear?silver necklace; yellow and pink jelly bracelets
What do you want pierced?for the longest time, i wanted my clit pierced. but then i found out that even tho you'll orgasm for like a week, u never will again. so i'd say my belly button
Do you like takin pictures?umm sure
Do you like gettin your picture taken?no - not photogenic at all. waste of film. plus it usually ends up as a bad blackmail anyways
Do you have a tan?maybe equivalent to that of an albino?
Do you get annoyed easily?depends on my mood
Have you ever started a rumor?i dont think so
Do you have your own phone or phone line?yea a cell
Do you have your own pool?ummm no i make like $6/hour...
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?i wear boxers to bed sometimes...
Do you have any siblings?yup 3 sisters, and 1 brother
Have you ever been played?yes
Have you ever played anyone?yes
Do you get along with your parents?sometimes, it seems like the more we argue, the more of my life they find out about
How do you vent your anger?i bottle it up inside, and dont let people know anything is wrong...i dont like to burden others with my problems
Have you ever ran away?i guess you could say so
Have you ever been fired from a job?no
Do you even have a job?yea
Do you daydream a lot?i zone out a lot if thats what you mean
Do you have a lot of ex's?i dont date so how can i?
Do you run your mouth?maybe sometimes
What do you want a tattoo of?i havent decided
What do you have a tattoo of?i dont yet - not til i figure out what i want it of
What does your ex bf/gf look like?i dunno - i havent seen him in a long time
What does your most recent crush look like?little taller than me; built
Whats her/his name?aaron
Have you ever been bitched out?psh who hasnt
Are you rude?i can be...but i try not to be
What was the last compliment you recieved?i dunno
Do you like getting dirty?depends....
Are you flexiable?i used to be...now im just lazy
What is your heritage?german/polish/irish/scottish/bohemian
What is your lucky number?5
What does your hair look like right now?short, brownish/blondish - craving a new dye job - kinda flipped out however the hell it wants to
Could you ever be a vegetarian?no i like chicken too much
Describe your looks?short
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?i have no idea - i was thinking maybe burgandy or brown - im tired of the blond
Would you ever date someone younger than you?i dont think so, girls mature faster then guys anyways
Would you ever date someone older than you?sure
When was the last time you were drunk?last saturday with manda
How many rings until you answer the phone?depends who it is and how close i am to it when it rings
Have you ever been skinny dipping?long time ago
If yes, when was the last time?i was probly 7th grade - with melissa, just so we could say that we did
When was the last time you went on a date?depends on your def of a date - i used to go out to eat with aaron a lot, but i wouldnt call them 'dates'
Do you look more like your mother or father?i think im a godd solid combo of both
Do you cry a lot?when im depressed and my world feels like it is crumbling to pieces
Do you ever cry to get your way?no - i dont like to cry
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?*shrug*
Are you the romantic type?maybe
Have you ever been chased by cops?haha yea - u gotta love ts
What do you like most about your body?its a lil curvy i guess
What do you like least about your body?i have short legs and boobs - i hate boobs
When did you have your first crush?1st grade
When was the last time you threw up?worst hangover ever...sometime mid nov
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?unlike justin, i dont have a preference (im jus playin hon)
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?nah, waste of a shirt...if i wanted to show my belly - id wear a bikini top
What about cleavage?guilty
Is your best friend a virgin?which best friend?
Have you ever fucked someone up?i dont really get this ?
Have you ever been fucked up?dont get this one either
What theme does your room have?no theme - jus stuff randomly throw places
What size show do you wear?"show"? oooo you mean shoe...8
What is your screen name on AIM?unbleachedblond
How are you feeling right now?kinda tired and depressed
When was the last time you were at a party?saturday
Have you ever given a lapdance?ummm ive tried...lol jami...im just too white to dance
Have you ever recieved one?nope
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?psh when hasnt there been
What is one of your bad qualilties?im way to vulnerable, i dont like to hurt anyone's feelings, im too honest
What is one of your good qualilties?i like to make people happy?
Would you marry for money?no
What do you drive?currently, a 93 taurus...but i may not be driving come mid jan...
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?a little of both, probly more of daddy's little girl
So?what?
Well?go away
When was the last time you cried in school?ummm i dont remember...
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?no
What kind of music do you like?*shrug* anything with a beat
Would you ever bungee jump?hell yea
What is your worst fear?unintentionally hurting someone so bad that it scars their life
Would you ever join the army?id be willing to but i jus dont have the balls to do it
Do you like cows?i like cheeseburgers...
If you were to die today, what would you do?*shrug* i dunno; im gunna die eventually-my life kinda lacks an importance so it wouldnt really matter much what i were to do
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?*shrug*
Do you like to party?yup
Hearts or broken hearts?dont get it
Moons or stars?ummm stars?
Coke or pepsi?coke - but pop is just empty sugars that make u gain weight - its so bad for you
Favorite scent?love spell, food
Favorite band?no fav
Would you ever dye your hair red?maybe...it would look horrid with my complextion tho
How many languages can you speak?2 somewhat fluently - but random words from about 3 other languages
What time are you finishing this?9:21 - what a waste of an hour - o well

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jburt1

:: 2004 15 December :: 2.38am

Long Survey About Yourself

Created by bleedwithoutreason and taken 11969 times on bzoink!

What time are you starting this?2:05 am
Name?Justin
Nicknames?J-Dawg
Date of birth?09/30/85
Sex?yes please
Height?5'8"
Eye color?shitty brown
Where were you born?Ohio, USA
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?19
Pets?2 cats
Hair color?dark brown
Piercings?eyebrow
Town you live in?split my time between chicago and muskegon
Favorite foods?tacos and quesadillas...yummm
Ever been to Africa?well, no.
Been toilet papering?Leitzow, 6th grade, haha
Love someone so much it made you cry?not sure about that one
Been in a car accident?yes, 2
Croutons or bacon bits?neither
Favorite day of the week?friday
Favorite resturant?Ed Debevics?
Favorite flower?uhm, how about a rose?
Favorite sport to watch?soccer and Xtreme anything
Favorite drink?apple juice
Favorite ice cream flavor?mint choc. chip
Warner Bros. or Disney?disney, even though they are evil
Favorite fast food restuarant?taco bell!
Carpet color in your bedroom?I don't have carpet in my bedroom
How many times did you fail your driver's test?0
Whom did you get your last email from?oddly, my dad
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?Best Buy/ Circuit City
What do you do most often when you are bored?fill out dumb surveys like this
Most annoying thing to say to me?whats up, bitch?
Bedtime?whenever I feel like it
Favorite TV show?I love the 90s
Last person you went out to dinner with?:hmm...bunch of friends at Bucca di Beppo's
Been out of country?Yep
Believe in magick?magick? what's that?
Ford or Chevy?ford
What are you listening to right now?get up kids
Have you ever failed a grade?well...I was held back in kindergarten
If you have, what grade did you fail?refer to question above
Do you have a crush on someone?yes
Do you have a bf/gf?sure
If so, what is their name?Bobina
How long have you been together?2 and half days
What are you wearing right now?pants and a shirt
Would you have sex before marriage?yeah, I think so, is that bad?
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?no, that's just wrong
Are you a virgin?you have no idea
Do you smoke?no
Do you drink?occasionally
Are you ghetto?haha, well...I'm white ghetto
Are you a player?I could be, but I don't think it's worth it
What are your favorite colors?blue and green
What is your favorite animal?a mouse
Do you have any birthmarks?yeah
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?don't think so
Who do you talk to most on the phone?emily
Have you ever been slapped?dont think so
Do you get online a lot?I have ethernet at college - I'm always online
Are you shy or outgoing?shy
Do you shower?of course
Do you hate school?no
Do you have a social life?yep
How easily do you trust people?I give them my fuckin heart...no, I don't
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?yeah, i think so
Would you ever sky dive?nope, never, no way, not if you paid me
Do you like to dance?sure
Have you ever been out of state?refer to question about going out of country
Do you like to travel?I like to go to new and exciting places...but I don't like the transporation procoess
Have you ever been expelled from school?haha, me? no way
Have you ever been suspended from school?refer to above
Do you want to get out of your hometown?HELL YEAH
Are you spoiled?maybe
Are you a brat?ohh, I hope not
Have you ever been dumped?nope
Have you ever gotten high?nope
Do you like snapple?yep - peach iced tea
Do you drink a lot of water?I drink a fair amount
What toothpaste do you use?crest
Do you have a cell phone?yep yep
Do you have a curfew?I'm at college, who'd give me a curfew? My roomie?
Who do you look up to?my friends. they're tall.
Are you a role model?some people would say so. me? no.
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?yeah
What name brand do you wear the most?american eagle
What kind of jewelry do you wear?indie bracelets
What do you want pierced?carteledge
Do you like takin pictures?I like taking pictures, yes. takin?
Do you like gettin your picture taken?no, not really
Do you have a tan?I think I'm oliveish, but still pasty.
Do you get annoyed easily?no
Have you ever started a rumor?no
Do you have your own phone or phone line?I have a cell phone
Do you have your own pool?no way
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?boxers...or boxer briefs
Do you have any siblings?yeah, a sister
Have you ever been played?hmm...no
Have you ever played anyone?hmm...no
Do you get along with your parents?hmm..no
How do you vent your anger?I keep it bottled up until I explode...or I go ranting to woohu
Have you ever ran away?I thought about it before
Have you ever been fired from a job?I have not been fired from 1/1 jobs
Do you even have a job?I'm a student ambassador right now, but that's not a real job.
Do you daydream a lot?yeah, sometimes I think I have ADD
Do you have a lot of ex's?no, not at all
Do you run your mouth?not really
What do you want a tattoo of?nothing
What do you have a tattoo of?nothing
What does your ex bf/gf look like?let's not go there
What does your most recent crush look like?a hottie with a body
Whats her/his name?anna
Have you ever been bitched out?oh my gosh, yes, many, many times
Are you rude?sometimes, but that's only by accident
What was the last compliment you recieved?"you rock"
Do you like getting dirty?no, but I like getting clean
Are you flexiable?not really
What is your heritage?american indian...haha, no. English/German/Irish
What is your lucky number?87
What does your hair look like right now?long, brown, flat, crappy
Could you ever be a vegetarian?yes, but definitely not vegan
Describe your looks?stout
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?black...or blue...or red
Would you ever date someone younger than you?yeah, but not very much younger
Would you ever date someone older than you?hmm...yeah, but not very much older
When was the last time you were drunk?a few weekends ago...not fun
How many rings until you answer the phone?however many rings it takes to get there
Have you ever been skinny dipping?nope
If yes, when was the last time?your mom
When was the last time you went on a date?it's been forever..I should work on that
Do you look more like your mother or father?ewww, I've been told I look like my dad
Do you cry a lot?not externally
Do you ever cry to get your way?no, because I won't get it
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?"whats up" "that sucks" "that's awesome"
Are you the romantic type?ideally, yes
Have you ever been chased by cops?haha, do beach patrol count?
What do you like most about your body?it's ability to function as a body
What do you like least about your body?my short legs
When did you have your first crush?3rd grade maybe
When was the last time you threw up?last time I was drunk
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?blondes
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?alll the time
What about cleavage?yep yep
Is your best friend a virgin?that's questionable
Have you ever fucked someone up?oh, no
Have you ever been fucked up?yep
What theme does your room have?green
What size show do you wear?11
What is your screen name on AIM?skudo85
How are you feeling right now?tired/unaccomplished/lonelyish/pathetic/immoral
When was the last time you were at a party?tonight - at an honors party.
Have you ever given a lapdance?no, but I've been asked to
Have you ever recieved one?yes : D
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?probably, who knows
What is one of your bad qualilties?I'm vulnerable, clingy, and shy
What is one of your good qualilties?I try to be a nice person
Would you marry for money?ideally, no. depends on who the bride was though.
What do you drive?nothing, riding the el is awesome
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?mom's
So?what?
Well?you make me sick
When was the last time you cried in school?4th grade? got hurt
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?if they propositioned me in a way that I couldn't refuse
What kind of music do you like?punk/rock/indie/emo/pop/hiphop/rap/techno/comedy/folky
Would you ever bungee jump?maybe, but probably not
What is your worst fear?messing up
Would you ever join the army?no, although I briefly considered it once
Do you like cows?yes, they give us milk, which is used for ice cream...
If you were to die today, what would you do?I would die, duh. I guess beforehand I'd tell all my friends I loved them
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?"I love you"
Do you like to party?from time to time
Hearts or broken hearts?what the hell?
Moons or stars?stars
Coke or pepsi?pepsi
Favorite scent?lucky perfume....it's an aphrodesiac
Favorite band?I don't have a favorite
Would you ever dye your hair red?yes, of course
How many languages can you speak?5, but only 1 fluently
What time are you finishing this?2:37 am

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jburt1

:: 2004 13 December :: 11.48pm
:: Mood: distressed
:: Music: LP + JZ

not all at once, please
Okay, so something weird is up. I dunno what. There's this odd tension between my friends. I think it started because the 4 of us (Keith, Jessica, Sara D., and I all hang out a lot) but everyone's still friends with everyone. And then the three of them made bracelets for themselves and me because we're in a "band." Ugh. honestly, I feel so stupid for evening saying any of this. It sounds so much like middle school. Anyways, I wore my bracelet to dinner and then theresa asked about it and then things just got really weird. I guess Keith was pretty pissed off tonight. So Sara and I were discussing it while we were going to rambler room and he snuck up on us, right while we were talking about him. But I don't know if he heard anything or not. I asked him if he was mad about me telling theresa, but he said no. But I dunno. This is college. We're all adults here...sort of. I haven't studied sufficiently for honors. It might just kick my butt. Actually, I think we'll both give each other a few bruises. I'm expecting a B (+?) so I'll be disappointed if I don't get it. But I just realized tonight that if I would have actually studied sufficiently, an A range would've been possiple. Crap.

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jburt1

:: 2004 13 December :: 2.21am







You Are Avril Lavigne!


A bit hardcore on the outside...
But sweet and sensitive on the inside.
"It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life"




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joslyn_julia

:: 2004 12 December :: 5.20pm







You Are the Girl Next Door!


You're caring, warm, and the girl that nice guys want to marry.
Uncomplicated and simple, you've got an easy going attitude guys love.
But this doesn't mean you're dull - far from it!
You're a great conversationalist, and you're an expert at living the good life.




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You Are Liz Phair!


Sexy tough indie girl...
Who's not afraid to be a little girly
"I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess"





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joslyn_julia

:: 2004 8 December :: 8.50pm

i found my old woohu username and all that today... i had to laugh...
my un was foever-in-debt-to-love....lol go figure

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joslyn_julia

:: 2004 8 December :: 7.59pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: ladytron-- abercrombie

I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions. Anything you want. Then go to your journal and copy and paste this, allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2004 5 December :: 11.25pm

what the fuck can i do anymore.
i can't even get a sophomore to like me i mean what is the point? i am a waste of life, what is the point of living you you can't love and you can't have the will to live.

fucking hell, someone shoot me and save some oxygen

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joslyn_julia

:: 2004 5 December :: 11.22pm

i think i will just go off and die seeing as nobody wants me....


joslyn_julia

:: 2004 4 December :: 11.23pm
:: Music: the smiths-- asleep

okay, this is the story. i am cursed, and i will never be allowed to have love again. i feel like a fucking puppett to an angel who left so long ago.
i want the sweet boy who is nice and cute and won't hurt me but the only time i am allowed to feel love is when it comes with large doses of pain from minute men boyfriends that you are with b/c you like the fact that you don't have to single and you get to makeout.
then again you always get hurt and people always ask... why do you go out with him and all you can reply is 'something is better than nothing even tho it's all that i can feel'. people just don't understand what it is like to like and lose everyday because you aren't good enough.

life is hell and hell sucks


joslyn_julia

:: 2004 2 December :: 10.54pm

mmkay.... boys are really strange
and they tend to say pfft alot when talking online

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joslyn_julia

:: 2004 2 December :: 10.28pm

fucking hell!!!!

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