To be, or not to be,--that is the question:-- Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune Or to take arms against a sea of troubles, And by opposing end them?--To die,--to sleep,-- No more; and by a sleep to say we end The heartache, and the thousand natural shocks That flesh is heir to,--'tis a consummation Devoutly to be wish'd. To die,--to sleep;-- To sleep! perchance to dream:--ay, there's the rub; For in that sleep of death what dreams may come, When we have shuffled off this mortal coil, Must give us pause: there's the respect That makes calamity of so long life; For who would bear the whips and scorns of time, The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely, The pangs of despis'd love, the law's delay, The insolence of office, and the spurns That patient merit of the unworthy takes, When he himself might his quietus make With a bare bodkin? who would these fardels bear, To grunt and sweat under a weary life, But that the dread of something after death,-- The undiscover'd country, from whose bourn No traveller returns,--puzzles the will, And makes us rather bear those ills we have Than fly to others that we know not of? Thus conscience does make cowards of us all; And thus the native hue of resolution Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought; And enterprises of great pith and moment, With this regard, their currents turn awry, And lose the name of action.--Soft you now! The fair Ophelia!--Nymph, in thy orisons Be all my sins remember'd."

 

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joslyn_julia

:: 2007 22 May :: 12.36am

in the word's of avril.... "I'm the mother fucking princess!"

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joslyn_julia

:: 2007 20 May :: 10.46pm

i felt like shit... i do feel like shit.
but then i watched the music video on jackie's wall and it made me feel better.

but i still feel horrible and i want to fucking get drunk so i don't have to feel anything.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2007 14 May :: 9.23pm

little to my roommates knowledge... we are having an R.A. and a mediator come over so this post-it bull shit will stop...

TONIGHT!!!

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joslyn_julia

:: 2007 23 April :: 4.36am

did i mention that i got engaged?
i just finished my 8am assignment for art.
i will need lots of coffee or something like that tomorrow.
oh and i have lost 15lbs exactly since i moved to chicago.

if i am lucky i will be able to fit in clothes that i thought i would have to give away. only another 10 and it will be good. but for now... lotsof bed!

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joslyn_julia

:: 2007 15 April :: 12.08am

Happy birthday to me!
yay for no longer having teen in my age.
hah
and for seeing my love later today!!!

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joslyn_julia

:: 2007 12 April :: 11.40pm

i think it is sad that out of the like 4 or 5 blogs i have, this is the only one that i rarely look at but usually get something out of.

to live, to learn.....

i want alcohol

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joslyn_julia

:: 2007 11 April :: 12.20pm

Can this class start.... pleeeeaaase!
i hate my mother... blah blah
i am bored... it is sleeting outside and i won't walk back to my appartment
and i don't have class for another 50 minutes.
i have been here with nothing to do for just over an hour

and some fucker keeps banging on the wall.
my birthday is sunday, my parents aren't coming to see me. mike is... but i feel like spending it alone.
seeing as he has other obligations i would prefer he didn't come.
i am depressed... i need more caffine. i wish i had my stupid ID so i could do my math homework... i still have to buy the gd book.
i really want to hit the fucker that is banging on the wall.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2007 29 March :: 8.14pm

welll........ into chicago i have moved. and i am all alone and i wish someone was here.

*sigh* i wish mike was here.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2007 1 February :: 11.53am

so,
i am in kalamazoo with lisa and dustin
i have about 2 months until i start at the Illinois Institute of Art
I m fucking tired and hungry
I will be at home working an 8-5 job later today.

we need to get some Bilbo's Pizza

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joslyn_julia

:: 2007 12 January :: 9.22pm

i got some booty!!!! yay for 4 day weekends and visiting boyfriends!

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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 29 December :: 1.39pm

not too much new.
i have a boyfriend again
yay for new mike
he is great. i <3 him.
we both go home on the 2nd
i might be transfering to Illinois institute of arts for Advertising
after school i will be moving to wyoming or seattle
we shall see, i am still lost and wandering
but mike is helping me figure things out, and fight the depression that runs rampid through my veins.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 8 December :: 7.47am

i have feelings for him, and i have to ush him away

i agree with you liz, it is for the best
but it hurts
and i want to push everyone away

i don't know how to explain all of this to him, and i know he doesn't quite grasp the gravity of this situation.
but i am a horrible person, and m. should not want to find anything from me, just as i know in my heart that i can never have anything from a.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 7 December :: 5.53pm
:: Music: Elliot Smith- Twighlight

i feel like a mistress....

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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 5 December :: 8.29pm

boys will be boys
a: I like it better when the girl is (in control)
a:which is probably why I'm fascinated with you
JoziJewelz : why are you and how are you fascinated with me?
a: because you're different, because you don't take shit
a: because I want you to pin me down
a: and maybe because I want to control you, because you seem so uncontrollable
a: so then it's a challenge

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joslyn_julia

:: 2006 5 December :: 6.10pm

things i learned today.

kelly still thinks he is better than everyone
honey taste good with cigarettes and potato chips
milwaukee is only 27 miles from kenosha
and
lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off....

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