In the last entry I forgot to mention that Carl left a few things here..
1. Earrings
2. Necklace
3. Bracelet
4. A sock.. I uh, don't know if the other one is here or if you've got it.
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Uhm. Other than that.. let's see, I've been planning out my birthday get-together party thing. I know of only two people coming for sure so far, they would be Carley, Caleb, Toby, and Alicia.. if you would like to go then either call or comment, if you are incapable of that then you aren't coming.
I plan to go ice skating, but I'd like to do something else afterwards.. if any of you have suggestions they'd be greatly appreciated. :D

That's it.

Oh and P.S, I'm going to the DEF LEPPARD concert with Carl and you aren't!! And the only person who is worthy of getting a t-shirt is my boyfriend, Sirus Ray O'Leary.. if your name is NOT Sirus Ray O'Leary you do not get one.
SO DON'T ASK!

"We put it all together, we can drive it home..with one headlight.."
So yes, I figured it was time for an update.
Well, I've had a busy last couple of days.. Carl came over yesterday, and we watched Pet Sematary, which was recommended by Sye, a very good movie it is. We also watched Queen of the Damned, and Deuce Bigalow, both are awesome. We then made plans to go downtown Grand Rapids to Blues. Toby came over and ventured down there with us. I finally got to meet Zach, he's a great guy.. at least from what I could tell, we only were there for about 15 minutes more after he arrived there.. then we had to leave. We brought Toby back home, and Carl spent the night here with me.
8am my alarm sounds, and Carl is punching me to get up.. well, I had a haircut at 9:30, and had to leave by 9.. we weren't motivated what so ever, and I just shut the alarm back off and we fell back asleep until around 8:40, which then I literally crawled out of bed and went to see if my mom was ready, she was in bed as we were.. I told her to get up and then I went back into my room.. which I lied back down and fell asleep once again.. and got woke up by my mom who was yelling at us to get up, we just rolled over.. and she then called us "Poop".. yeah, that kind of.. hurt, so we managed to get out of bed and get ready within the radius of 3 minutes, no kidding. When we got to the hair salon, Carl and I quik ran over to the Dollar Store and got our very nutritious breakfast which consisted of Slim Jims, chocolate, and Coke.
We then dropped Carl off at home, but before we left my mom got the grand tour of her house. My mom and Carl's mom have a lot in common, it's almost creepy.
"At least it wasn't drugs in her cubby."

I've been waiting for my boyfriend to sign online.. I hope he's resting, at least he should be, he needs it. So Sye, I know I probably won't talk with you tonight and I know you read this, I want to say I love you, a lot, and hope you're feeling okay and that I will talk to you as soon as we possibly can.

G'night

I went to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory today with Carl, man that wasn't what I expected.. it was better! The best movie I've seen all year. Johnny Depp was awesome, and the Oompa Loompa's and their songs got me every time.
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I'm in a bit of a problem.. see, Jim (my stepfather) just came in and told me we were going bowling, but I don't really want to go alone this time.. I've already called Carl, she is unable to come along.
Anyone wanna go?

EDIT - - - 12:00 am

Well, just got back from bowling.. it took forever and now I feel like crap, I mean I was fine when we left.. but it didn't help that it was hotter than hell in the bowling alley. I don't think that's why though, my stomach's been turning all day.
Anyway, before we got to the alley we went to Best Buy (one of my favorite stores, by the way) and looked at the digital camera's they had, as I may be getting one for my birthday.. they didn't have much on sale, but they had beautiful camera's that I'd die for.
The guy that worked there was telling me that he found that Sony camera's were the best for zoom and what not, but I've grown so fond of the Nikon I've got, it takes great pictures. I don't know, it's probably just 'cause that's what I'm used to. *shrug*
If any of you that read my journal have a camera I'd like to know the brand, and what your opinion is on it. It'd help in my quest for picking out the best one. :)
Other than that, I think I'm going to bed for the night. Yeah, it's early.. but I want to feel better by tomorrow.

I've been down this road once or twice before,
through the open door;
I come falling through it.

There's a sign post up ahead,
like a watershed,
and it opens my eyes.

Ways.. ways, for me to begin;
to be born again.
..and knowing for the first time.
Ways.. ways, all so differently
shine for me to see
..the better man that I am.

I've been places in my head..
behind me worse than what's ahead.
And on my path, just like a dream,
takes me from the in-between.

From out of nowhere, you came strong as stone
and now I'll never have to be alone.
What it is I know:

You have always been my safe home.

I walk, I run.. I burn out into you.
You have always been my safe home.
My whole world has moved on...

I know what I am, and I'll always be.
Your reality
is better than I could dream.

All my fears turn from black to white,
and I'd stand and fight
the whole world for you.

Faith.. faith and destiny;
I never did believe.
..my only god is love and -
Faith.. faith, what I see in you,
and I can hold it true;
..like a weight in my hand.

I've been places in my head..
behind me worse than what's ahead.
And on my path, just like a dream,
takes me from the in-between.

From out of nowhere, you came strong as stone
and now I'll never have to be alone.
What it is I know:

You have always been my safe home.

Pictures..
Read more..

"Oh yeah, it was like lightning, everybody was frightening"
This song reminds me of when I was with my mom and Carl, we were in the car and this song came on and my mom went insane and was about swerving off the road 'cause she was dancing.
Hm. Well, this week so far I've went to the zoo with Carl, which was awesome! I have a ton of pictures from that, I also took several more yesterday. I'm planning on posting a few of those once I get some help from Sye.. I've tried and they won't show up. :/
I'll edit later with those.

Three words..

ZOO WITH CARL!

Today has been rather uneventful.. I was supposed to do something, however plans got ruined, and I'm stuck at home. It's not so bad, though.
I've been listening to Marilyn Manson all day.. I'm not sure why, I'm just in the mood I guess. Oh, my mom just told me that my sister is supposed to be calling back and we might be doing something.. should be cool, but she isn't a reliable person so I won't get my hopes up.
I'm hoping Leesh is able to come over soon, she's finished her first segment of drivers ed. so hanging out should be easier now.
And last but definitely not least, you all should go to Sye's woohu and wish his band good luck at their show!

I'll either edit or update later.

Sye wanted me to update, so here it goes..

I had a blast with Carl these past few days.
I do warn you, this probably will be all jumbled together..

Sunday: I went to Carl's dad's, from there to her mom's, from there to Pop-Tart's.. then Carl and I switched cars and rode to Newaygo with Alex and Toby rode with Pop-Tart. It was a very amusing ride, a lot of speeding involved. Oh, and we all learned that Pop-Tart likes to stop right in front of police cars that are obviously trying to get around her.
Anyway, we got up to her property and it was basically deserted besides her grandparents and uncle as everyone else was at the beach swimming. We got bored and played Skip-bo.. which Alex pissed me off terribly, the kid wouldn't shut up. I was definitely on the verge of slapping him.. should have too. We then went up to the Hilltop store and bought Pizza Pockets, which by the way are really good.. we made about 4 or 5 trips to that place throughout the night.
Later, we saw fireworks and decided that we'd walk down the trails to see if we could see them any better.. well Carl and Alex thought'd be hilarious to send Toby and I down a different trail.. "Oh, we'll wait here guys." Yeah, right. Toby and I get back up there and they've disappeared.. we didn't figure they went far 'cause we were the ones with the flashlight.. I guess I shined the light right on Alex, but didn't see him.. so Toby and I walked back to where we were staying. They finally showed up and laughed.
After sitting around a while we decided that there really was nothing to do up there so, Carl, Alex, Toby and I all ventured back to Carl's place for the night. You should've seen us trying to pile into Carl's bed, it was comical. Well, Toby and I stayed up until around 5 playing video games, and finally we all fell asleep around 6:45ish-7am.
We woke up, didn't really do a lot.. Alex left us, I really wasn't that disappointed..*mumbles* Carl got some awesome pictures of Eliseo, he is the coolest baby ever, seriously, you can't argue.. look at her Woohu..there are more pictures as well. I would have had some too, but I forgot my camera.
We then played some more video games, which I lost..again as always. Went to bed earlier, and slept until 1.. Got up, Carl attempted to make pancakes, which they started to cook once she turned the heat up.. Toby and I tried to make orange juice, I talked to Zach on the phone about sea-food and how he likes octopus, we watched some of the Blue Collar comedy tour movie, then Toby and I got picked up.


Now, that wasn't just a paragraph. ;)