I'm so far away
And so alone
I need to see your face
To keep me sane
To make me whole
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Pain
It saddens me to know
The helplessness you feel
Your light
Shines on my soul
While a thousand candles
Burn
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Over the distance
We try to make sense
Of surviving together
While living apart
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I.. really have nothing to say of today.
I'm just.. I don't know.
Tomorrow will be better, as I'm going to Alicia's.

Sye - I hope to talk to you before I leave tomorrow.
If I don't, I'll email you.

I've nothing more to say.

Updating for Sye.
Today, Carl and I had quite the adventure..
She and I were waiting for her grandpa to come and pick her up. Well.. he didn't come, didn't come.. so, she calls her grandma asking if he had left yet, he had, and would be coming soon. Several minutes later, we see his car going by and he doesn't turn into our school, but he keeps going and turns into the highschool parking lot. Carl calls her grandma back, and asks if he has his cell.. our luck, he didn't. So, we ran all the way over there.. and no, it isn't neccasarily far, but it was freezing and our backpacks felt like they were filled with bricks. Buut in the end I got a ride home, so it was fine. :)

Today in science class, we were doing this "expiriment" with a garbage bag and a vacuum.. where you have to get into the bag and then have all the air sucked out.. yeah, it was odd. I didn't want to do it, though.. it kind of creeped me out. Heh.

This coming weekend I am going to the fireworks with Alicia, in Holland.
I haven't been to them in years, it's going to be awesome!

I suggest you all go and read Sye's post. It made my day. :)
Oh and Sye, I love you more. ;)


and.. it seems that I can't spell "update".

Face x Head: I was finishing up, ipdating.
Face x Head: updatin*
Face x Head: damn
Face x Head: updating**

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Ich werde auf Sie warten.
Keine Materie die Zeit.
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I'm hopefully going to Carl's tomorrow afterschool.. not really sure if I'm spending the night, or if I'll just be at her house for awhile. I obviously need to call her and get things planned out. I'm such a procrastinator.
Oh and, Brittney hasn't decided to give my cd's back yet. I am pissed. I have about 50 cd's in that case, and I'm not willing to let them be in her possession much longer. Agh, it gets me angry just thinking about it.

well, *opens schedule* I have a date to plan.
I'll update later.

Two lovers divided by a sea of obstacles
Though their love is strong,
the barriers are set high
He promises he'll come for her,
and to this makes her cry.

Written by Alicia.

I went to Carl's little sister's D.A.R.E graduation today afterschool. You did awesome, Steffie!
After she was done reading her awesome essay (That Carl wrote, by the way) She had to go and hold a sign up outside, so Carl and I decided to tag along.. well, we were just standing there.. but then.. there was this massive kid, and I mean the fattest 5th grader I have ever seen, walked past us. You can call me rude or whatever you will, but if you saw this kid you would think the same. ask Carl, she'll tell you too.

On to another subject..

Alicia and I were talking today, and we were discussing things we did when we were younger. I thought about one time when I was at Meijer with my mom, I was about.. 5 or 6? but anyway, we were by the frozen foods.. and I decided that I wanted to stick my tongue on the freezer. Yeah, wrong move. I couldn't get it off, so my mom is running to get warm water, as all these people are staring at me and what not. Finally after waiting for a period of time, I just ripped it off.. of course it was bleeding everywhere and my mom was angry with me for doing so.. but c'mon, she was taking forever.
Just thought I'd share that story with you all, for I had nothing else to update about.

That's it for now.

Just thought I'd let you all know that I have to babysit tonight until.. around 6:30.
Buut I will be on after that to update with a better post.

EDIT- - - 9:24pm

Well, I just typed out a long entry.. and uh, it somehow got erased. So, I suppose tomorrow I will post a better one, for I don't feel like typing it all out again.

I stayed home today.
Well, I got up late.. and my mom said I could just stay home. It's nice 'cause I've got another headache.
Alicia is freaking out about me not going to the doctor, she thinks that I have a brain tumor. I don't know, well I would if my mom would actually take me.. but I am starting to give up on asking her over and over.
So everyone, if I die.. blame her for not taking me.

It is Alicia's birthday today.. I say you all wish her a happy birthday. :)

I don't feel like doing any more homework tonight, so I won't.
I've also come to a conclusion.. I hate gym class. Well, specifically when we have to run. The reason I bring this up is 'cause I got sick yesterday during it..probably because I had a throbbing headache, and running didn't help.
Moving from that subject..
I believe I am having a sleep over with Carl and Toby this weekend. It's gonna' be awesome.
Welll, I think I am off for the night. I need some sleep, and some aspirin that works.