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:: 2005 12 April :: 10.08 am

Happy Birthday Alicia!
:)


:: 2005 8 April :: 12.43 pm
:: Mood: Headache/Tired
:: Music: Dream Theater - Endless Sacrifice

I had a lot of fun today.
Carl, Toby, and I hung out most of the day.
First off we went to the movie theater, where we were intending to go see Sin City, buut the people there are bastards, and wouldn't let us in. So, we were losers and ate our popcorn, and drank our pops outside the theater. We then went to Fazoli's and then to Schuler's. After all of that we went back to Carl's, watched a movie, and she burned me two new CD's, her newly purchased one, Iced Earth, and one that I have been wanting, Dream Theater. Thank you for those, Carl.
I think I'm off for now, I'm not feeling well again.. I believe I am going to the doctor soon for these damned headaches, but until then all I have is this Tylenol, which only works for a freaking hour, then wears off! *glares at bottle of Tylenol* Goddamn it.

I'll update with a more detailed post later.


:: 2005 7 April :: 7.52 pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Burn - The Cure

Well, I hope this being-sick thing doesn't last long. Everyone seems to be sick. I hate being sick. I've lost my appetite, my stomach is turning, and I have a massive headache. I hope tomorrow I feel better, I've got plans with Carl and Toby.

I had fun yesterday. Alicia, Rusty, and myself all went downtown Holland. I like that place. We walked around and what not. Then, we went for pizza. I didn't eat much, which is not like me.. I wasn't feeling 100% last night either.

I believe I am off to lie down.
I am in need of some soup, and a hug.


:: 2005 6 April :: 12.34 am
:: Mood: Terrible headache.
:: Music: Dr.Online - Zeromancer

Woah.
Headaches and stomach aches suck, I hope that I am not getting sick.. :/

I am off to Alicia's for the night.. but I'll be on later to update.


:: 2005 4 April :: 6.07 am
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: Endless Sacrifice - Dream Theater

"I'm so far away, and so alone, I need to see your face to keep me sane, to make me whole."
I figured I'd update.

I went to the butterfly exhibit today, at Frederik Meijer Gardens. It was awesome, I got some great pictures. If you'd like to see them, ask. Oh and, I'm going to Alicia's house for her birthday on Wednesday, then on Friday I'll be going to see a movie with Carl. Other than that, I've been enjoying my spring break. Not having to wake at a certain time in the morning is great.
Annd that's about it for now.


:: 2005 27 March :: 7.11 pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: System of a Down - B.Y.O.B.

Finally I am updating. Yeah, I know I never update.

Well, I had friday off of school.. so on thursday I went over to Carl's and spent the night. We watched movies.. by the way Finding Neverland is a great movie, you all should watch it! then we stayed up 'til midnight coloring pictures for Sye. :)
At around 11 Carl woke me up. We watched Family Guy.. then I attempted to eat an artichoke. hah! wow, that was something I just could not get the hang of. So, Carl demonstrated.. she said that I most likely did better than Toby would. heh. After that we headed off to Pop-Tart's. We (we as in Carl, Rachel, Pop-Tart, and myself) went to Subway, and to Meijer, although we were only there for a matter of about 10 minutes, not even. So we left.. and went over to Carl's grandma and grandpa's house, where I met her sister.. and the cutest baby I have ever seen, Eliseo. :D
Then I got dropped off.
On Saturday I headed to Alicia's for the night. We went to a flea market.. it was pretty neat. Her dad bought a basset puppy.. and Alicia named it after me. hah. Then we went back to her house.. ate pizza, and watched movies. Woke up, got ready and all that, went out for coffee, and now I am sitting here updating. I must go and check on the cake I am baking for German class, so that's all for tonight.


:: 2005 20 March :: 8.06 pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: Imagine - A Perfect Circle

Well, another weekend draws to a close. They go by way to goddamn fast. I don't feel like going to school tomorrow.. at all. I don't know why, just don't. I am in a pretty bad mood right now, and I feel like talking to someone. *ponders* anyway, Friday was a good day. I ate tons of pastries in this 'activity day' we had at school. And then Carl, Toby, Caroline, Megan, and I were all talking over hot chocolate.. we felt so sophisticated. :)
Then after school I went and picked up Alicia. Her, my mom and I all went to a Griffins game.. it basically sucked. No fights, Annnd they lost.

gah. I don't feel like typing anymore so, that's all you get for tonight.


:: 2005 17 March :: 2.58 pm
:: Music: A Perfect Circle - Passive

“Dead as dead can be,” my doctor tells me
But I just can’t believe him, ever the optimistic one
I’m sure of your ability to become my perfect enemy
Wake up and face me, don’t play dead cause maybe
Someday I will walk away and say, “You disappoint me,”
Maybe you’re better off this way.
---
I had a sport's physical today.. yeah, no fun. Then they found that I hadn't had my tetanus, nor my hepatitis B shots.. in about.. well, a while. So they decided to give them to me there. Well you see, I've never had a problem with needles, and all of a sudden when she brought that huge needle out, I freaked. So, she tried to do it right away, and I quick moved and said "what are you doing!?" so she just backed away.. after about 5 minutes of me sitting there staring at that needle, I could see she was a bit irratated, and she then tried to do it again.. which was a failure. So she finally said after about 10-15 minutes " If you don't let me do this, I'm going to get some people in here to hold you down." So, yeah finally I got both done. It was odd though, I can't believe I was that creeped out by it, 'cause I'm usually okay with needles. Then she asked me if I would keep some sort of diary of when I have headaches, so I'm supposed to do that.. then go back next month some time for that and another shot. *shudder*

Carl and Toby- Sorry I couldn't do anything today, we're doing something next thursday for sure. Maybe even a sleepover on friday? :)

Today I was thinking, and whoever invented fettucini alfredo is god! seriously. I really don't know why I was thinking about it, yet I was. I was also thinking about how I want to have a tea party.. yeah, I think that would be awesome. Anyone up for it? I sure am.

End of post.


:: 2005 16 March :: 7.33 pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: HIM - The Sacrament

I feel you breathe so far from me.. I feel your touch so close and real.
I hear you weep so far from me
I taste your tears like you're next to me
And I know
My weak prayers are not enough to heal
Oh the ancient wounds so deep and so dear
The revelation is of hatred and fear..

Oh, that song is.. indescribably brilliant.

I just finished watching the best movie of all time, yeah you should know. And if you don't I'll kick you in the shin. I'm serious.

Hopefully I'm hanging out with Carl and Toby tomorrow. Just.. we haven't talked about where we want to go yet. :/ so uh, yeah.
Anyway, I am off to call Carl and Toby to get things sorted out.


..You know our sacred dream won't fail
The sanctuary tender and so frail
The sacrament of love
The sacrament of warmth is true
The sacrament is you.


:: 2005 11 March :: 4.40 pm
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: Godsmack - Awake

'Guess it's time to update.

Well, today.. was just one of those days. You know, where you've got a headache and everyone says the wrong things and it just pisses you off.. The only good thing about today is the fact that it is a friday, and I don't have to wake early in the morning. *sigh of relief* I haven't been getting a lot of sleep lately so it'll be nice.
Carl was gone today.. I missed you, Carl! And I am sorry that things aren't going to work out this weekend.. I thought we were going to be getting together today, and I have a concert that I am going to on saturday so that won't work either. :(
I will most likely not be updating this weekend, for I will be at Alicia's house on saturday.
That is all.

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