I guess there will be no valentine for me this year... *tear*
Well, I have yet to find one.
*shuffles away*

Carl you are so getting something! and it's going to be awesome. :)


well, there isn't anything to write about, so I'll tell you of the first thing that comes to mind...


So, I decide to pack a lunch today, thinking nothing will go wrong. Well, I was mistaken... After school I had no room in my backpack for my lunchbox so I had to carry it. I get outside and Thomas comes up and steals it, thinking it's hilarious, runs around with it. So I push him into the snow and walk away. Then as I'm not looking, Cullen comes up and grabs me and has the others take my lunch box and run across the school yard. So, having it be an awesome lunchbox, I must get it back. So I was running after them, they pass it around a few times, then a girl grabs it from them, quite easily too, and then hands it to me. I was in a pissy mood before that, it just made it worse. goddamn lunchbox - stealers. I say we kill all people who piss me off, or anyothers along the way that just plain annoy me. And I will be willing to stop for any other recommended persons. So, who is with me?

I'm pissed.
Yes you may or may not have noticed that the subject of this entry is "I'm pissed"...well, I must agree with Carl that this new schedule is not working out. No lunch with Carl or Megan? c'mon! goddamn school systems! Toby keeps me sane during lunch though, also Jessy... but... there is that gigantic hole. agh! *shakes fist* I don't know how long I can take it. And my new german class... *shudders* all of the obnoxious bastards who have german have been packed into one classroom and happen to have the same hour as I. There are few exceptions to that.

Well, that's all for now... I'll prolly update again soon, since boredom is taking over and I usually find myself back online.

Updating for the hell of it.
Really, I have nothing to update about. So, I'll think of the first thing that comes to mind.

Well, today Jenny.. would not shutup, ask Carl, she knows. Megan was taking a test and she was on the other side of the room and couldn't concentrate. I didn't mention that we were in the library. People like that just make me want to rip out their vocal cords or better yet, chop their entire head off. You know what I say, Carl? we stab her, along with a few others.

*falls onto desk* ... I knew I shouldn't have went to school today. It did no good, my science exam went terrible, and I'm not sure about design II yet. :/ but agh, I'm not worrying about it right now. I feel... bleh. I've been resting pretty much since I arrived home from school. Sye called me... that always brightens my day. And I called Alicia, so it blocked out my being sick for at least a little while. Hopefully it subsides over the weekend. *makes some soup* wish me well.

Car accidents... hurt.
Wow... today, it was insane.

My mom and I were driving home from going out to lunch. I noticed there was a car and it was quite far from what I could see at the time, until it started turning... then I noticed we were about 1 foot away from the car... and after getting the wind knocked out of me, denting my mom's dashboard, and telling the fireman the wrong day and date... and yes, I told him the wrong day and date, he was evaluating me to check if I had any memory failure, and he asked me that and I told him it was 'Tuesday the 18th' ... so automatically he assumes that there is something terribly wrong with me. Although, I was having sharp chest pains, and neck and back pains, I don't think that an ambulance was really neccesary, yet they did. So I soon found myself to be at the hospital getting x-rays. Nothing was wrong with me, it was just the impact that hurt. The doctor told me that the pain would be 10 times worse by tomarrow morning... :( Possibly not going to school tomarrow, although I want to because I do not want to make up my exams next week. *sigh* well, that is all for my hectic day, I am off to take some aspirin.

My week, month, year, have just been picked up and smashed onto the ground. I wish there was something I could do, although I know there is nothing.

So much for everything.

Today Carl told me the best news I've heard in awhile - Sye is coming! woo! the anticipation... it's already eating away at me. *sigh* But, another good thing is he's coming on exam week, so you know what that means, yep, more time with Sye, Carl, Alicia, Megan, Jessy, and whoever else... unless I don't like them, then there will be a shooting. Or, orrr an "accidental" happening of a candle holder falling and jabbing someone in the heart.

--- In other happenings...

I've found out some other great news yesterday. Well, it seems that if I work hard, earn some money, then by next summer I can take a trip to Germany with Alicia. Woo! If all goes well, it's going to be great. My week is off to a pretty good start.

Well, everyone has just left my house... I had Carl, Megan, and Brittney over to watch a movie, and eat pizza. It was actually for Sye, but since he was unable to be to this one, we are having another when he arrives. :) Carl has quite a few pictures, so, once she sends those to me, I will possibly post them.

I hope you all had at least a bit of fun... I'm not the best party hostess.

Well I am off to take some aspirin that I am in great need of.