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acidtears

:: 2010 4 December :: 9.10pm

Right now, I have no complaints. Finally content and happy. Let's see how long it lasts :)

hasten to drown into beautiful eyes..


xjayk

:: 2010 28 October :: 1.00pm

Maybe if we could just rewind the clock it'd all be okay
maybe if I could go back I'd do things a little different.


Some days I wake up and absolutely hate what I've become, 'it was never supposed to be this way'

And others

I'm so proud of myself and feel so on top of the world.


Today is not one of those days. I want to hide. And lock myself in.


I hate divorce; I hate mistakes; and today I hate just about everything.

I hate the fact I dont have people around that I can just go to whenever.


I need some 'me time'

I just need a day off...or a month

from everything not just work.

hasten to drown into beautiful eyes..


acidtears

:: 2010 28 October :: 12.54pm










When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother what will I be
Will I be pretty
Will I be rich
Here's what she said to me

Que sera sera
Whatever will be will be
The future's not ours to see
Que sera sera

When I was just a child in school
I asked my teacher what should I try
Should I paint pictures
Should I sing songs
This was her wise reply

Que sera sera
Whatever will be will be
The future's not ours to see
Que sera sera

When I grew up and fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will there be rainbows day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said

Que sera sera
Whatever will be will be
The future's not ours to see
Que sera sera

What will be, will be
Que sera sera...

hasten to drown into beautiful eyes..


acidtears

:: 2010 19 October :: 12.24pm

hasten to drown into beautiful eyes..


acidtears

:: 2010 17 October :: 6.47pm

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
Oh oh Oh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even gray, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

And I'll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I've never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand
There's a boy here in town says he'll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when your dead how people start listenin'

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
Oh oh

The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when your really gonna need them oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls


hasten to drown into beautiful eyes..


acidtears

:: 2010 24 September :: 10.32pm

the situation is fuck retarded

hasten to drown into beautiful eyes..


acidtears

:: 2010 20 September :: 10.01pm

Wooo! Got my Marilyn Monroe dress and shoes!

hasten to drown into beautiful eyes..


xjayk

:: 2010 17 September :: 7.05pm

Its so hard to let you go
Its so hard to watch you leave
I try to speak up
I try to talk things out
But I can never find the words...
I've always been a pro when it came to talkin' till now.

*sigh*

I almost saw something in you last night. I almost saw that man I fell in love with, and God knows how badly I truely wanted to grasp onto you and not let you go...but I watched as you faded to black.
You didn't want this...right?
I don't.
I never will be okay with this.
But I'm tired.
And you haven't cared for awhile.

In this life I've had a lot of " me's, and I's" but everyone knows I put You first. And God knows I would bend...but there's a difference between bending and breaking for you...and I've done both.

I lay on an old couch waiting for the night to be over, without you there nights are so unbearable. I hate admitting how much I need you. But for the first time in 6 years I got sick - horribly sick- and you weren't there.
Still not.

You call yourself a Freeman
Well tell me this
Does a freeman bear the chains you have strapped to you?
Didn't think so


Why can't I just be mad at you and be 'better off without you'


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Ass

hasten to drown into beautiful eyes..


acidtears

:: 2010 9 September :: 10.41am

And I wonder
Day to day
I don't like you
Anyway

And I don't need your
Shit today
You're pathetic
In your own way

I feel for you
Better fuckin' go away
I will be here
Better fuckin' go away

And I'm doing the best I ever did
I'm doing the best that I can
And I'm doing the best I ever did

And I don't need to
Fantasize
You are my pet
All the time

And I don't mind if
You go blind
You get what you get
Until you're through with mine

I fuckin' feel for you
(Better fuckin' go away)
And I will be here
You better go away

I feel for you
(Better fuckin' go away)
I will be here
You better go away

And I'm doing the best I ever did
I'm doing the best that I can
I'm doing the best I ever did
Now go away


acidtears

:: 2010 15 August :: 12.54pm

You're free to leave me, but just don't deceive me, and please... believe me when I say, I love you

hasten to drown into beautiful eyes..

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