the darkest corners of my mind are yours.

:: 2007 29 October :: 11.30pm

*turns the page*

:: 2007 27 October :: 2.15pm

i'm convinced i've got the most redneck family ever.

my stepgrandma died, funeral was today.

the lunch-in after the funeral was held at the harvard tavern.
first time ever i've drank at a funeral lunchin

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:: 2007 26 October :: 12.05pm

rant

scooby doo, i love the hell out of this show.
i just heard scooby and shaggy laugh and was like "oh my god, thats exactly how i sound when i'm high"
its such a good show, its a classic you know?

but my rant here isn't about how good the old scooby doos are, its about how bad the new ones are :(

in the new ones fred is an idiot, its like holy shit fred what the fuck was that? he's not even trying to score with daphne anymore. just kinda fucked up to me.

/rant.

:: 2007 26 October :: 2.09am

i'm in bed.

i don't know what to write about, my mind is kinda blank.

i don't really care about much anymore, to me life is boring and i need something to keep me going, i don't know what that something is yet, but i think i'll find it soon.

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:: 2007 23 October :: 2.09am

is it bad that i want to move to europe just so i can own one of these?

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:: 2007 23 October :: 2.09am

is it bad that i want to move to europe just so i can own one of these?

:: 2007 23 October :: 1.33am

time for some things to change.
i'm tired of drinking and partying all the time.
i'm tired of going nowhere in life.
i'm tired of the same shit every day.

it just gets old.
time for something new.

:: 2007 22 October :: 11.36pm

so my step grandmother just died, my great grandmother is in the hospital with fluid around her heart.

its supposed to rain all week.

great week huh?

was at the hospital to see my great grandmother today, she wasn't very coherant, i couldn't stand to look at her, it made me sad.
on the way home, we got a call from my dad saying that my grandpa's wife just passed away.
we just built a ramp for her wheelchair yesterday... irony huh?

so i sit here now, drinking the rest of my vodka, alone.

i think my step grandma died from the rain.... its depressing.

"its the rain, its gatta be"

:: 2007 22 October :: 1.56pm

signing up for classes tomorrow
definatally going to take a welding class.
a german class and maybe bowling.

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bigty623

:: 2007 21 October :: 8.44pm

why does this always happen to me?
life was just starting to go good, had a girl friend. truck was running good. then all of a sudden someone wanted to shit on me. had a minor truck problem and got dumped in the same fucking weekend. i don't think this weekend could have gotten much worse.

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:: 2007 21 October :: 2.56am

darkside of the rainbow never ever gets old.

bigty623

:: 2007 21 October :: 12.30am

you know, it's always when things are just starting to look up, then they all just start to come crashing down. I'm still trying to figure how the hell i screwed this one up. i guess i'll never really no

:: 2007 18 October :: 12.55am

today made me a little bit happier than i used to be. not sure why.

hmmm.

big list of todo's tomorrow,

sign up for classes
clean room
tighten wheel bearing on truck
some other random crap
bowling
drinking
ect.

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:: 2007 17 October :: 4.29am

mmmmm cowboy bebop....

:: 2007 16 October :: 11.27pm

i don't want to think anymore.
it drives me crazy