the darkest corners of my mind are yours.

:: 2007 7 September :: 11.59am

last night, i downloaded

Clutch, live at the orbit room 3-17-07 not the best recording, but i was there :D

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:: 2007 6 September :: 11.22am

wow, i'm horrible at accomplishing my goals.

my truck still doesn't run
i still live at home
i now don't have a job

i need to buckle down and get back to school.

:: 2007 3 September :: 10.15am

i just woke up, this weekend turned from something crappy to something alright.

you know, i havn't been drunk since i turned 21, weird huh?

the car breaking got me thinking about death.

the night before the tie rod end broke i was doing 95 down a rough part of the highway, if the tie rod would have let loose there, i would have smashed into a concrete wall or a line of traffic. just thinking about it freaks me out a bit.

hopefully next week gets better.

:: 2007 2 September :: 9.52pm

today, miranda took jessi sly and myself here.

http://forums.ghosttowns.com/showthread.php?t=15355&highlight=marlborough

marlborough mi, michigan's largest ghost town..

its amazingly huge.

:: 2007 1 September :: 2.30pm

camping.

found some wi-fi in baldwin, like no place had it except for this restraunt on m73.

this has been the worst week ever.
first off monday, i hurt my back at work, there was no manager there to report the accident to, so i didn't.
i called work the next day to tell them i'm not coming in and why, the manager says "okay" so whatever i figured
i told someone about it.

wednesday:
i go into work, filled out the accident report, try to work and can't, my back is still extremely fucked up.
They (my work) refuse to send me to a doctor because i filled out the accident report to late. i go home pissed.

thursday:
i call in to work again, make a doctors appointment, show up at the doc's on time. I get there tell them
what happened they said its a workman's comp case and they can't take it without a formal denial of workman's comp.

i call my boss, he calls the human resource lady and they tell me to go to the doctor on alpine, i started on my way there from 28th street.
i took a shortcut through the ghetto where my car decided to break a tie rod. middle of the fucking ghetto...
I walked to danielle's about a mile and a half north. on that walk i get a call from my boss saying not to go to the
doctor the owner told him not to let me go. and he tells me that i need a doctors note to miss anymore work.
i ask him how i'm supposed to get one without a formal denial of workman's comp. and he said he'll print something up.

pretty much from what i understand from that is my back is fucked from work, they arn't covering me, and know i can't work
they pretty much fired me.

Friday: wake up on danielle's futon, i borrowed andy's car dolly. my brother brings it down, we get the tempo out of the ghetto
i then go camping with my parents. uggh.. i hate the great outdoors. To really fuck the week up, i get a call at about 11 last night
from jen and she told me she doesn't think our relationship is going anywhere. way to kick me in the balls when i'm already down
i wish i would have stayed home. i'm in a pretty big hole right now, bigger than i've ever been in before.
and i thought ohio was bad.

saturday:
wake up earlier than usual because people are making noise and shit, don't want to be in baldwin still. its white trash as shit up here.
trying to get my brother to go to sliverlake to fuck around on the sand dunes, doesn't look like thats happening though.
hopefully i can find a ride home today, or some internet.

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:: 2007 8 August :: 10.56am

sooo,

update?

good things since last update:
Jen
21'st birthday
new job at goodyear on alpine

Bad things:
truck needs more parts/money
i havn't updated alot
i'm sorry.

have a nice day.

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:: 2007 1 August :: 12.12pm

posting this for box since he's got no internet.

:: 2007 23 July :: 3.03pm

random stuff i've found in my room so far.

3x hungry howies hats
1x Beth's AC/DC shirt.... tried it on, tight in my arms loose the rest of places, doesn't fit right.

more to come

:: 2007 20 July :: 7.23am

i hate this job, i wake up every morning and dread going to work. It really makes it hard to get up in the morning.

i'm going to quit...

:: 2007 19 July :: 7.27pm

anyone want to move out?

with 4 people and utilities and shit i think we could get this place for under $450 a month per person.

imagine the partys

http://grandrapids.craigslist.org/apa/375515659.html

:: 2007 15 July :: 5.10pm

because $500 into the motor and some stolen 33's never looked so good.

after a little bit of cleaning, wash, wax, some aromorall.

thanks phil justin and will.

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:: 2007 15 July :: 12.09am

i think i want to join the Freemasons.

:: 2007 12 July :: 8.50pm

this is my first update from my car.

its raining downtown here in grand rapids.

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:: 2007 11 July :: 10.15pm

so, I've been through 2 colleges, multiple jobs and still can't find anything i want to do in life.

I'm thinking maybe the military is right for me.

I've got a few friends in, Bill loves it, My friend Richard just re-enlisted for another 2 years in the navy and is trying to get into an officer program. I think it would give me some direction in life.

thinking of maybe being a combat engineer in the army. but thats the first branch i've looked into.

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