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skife

:: 2006 2 January :: 7.16pm

Spent my $25 gift certificate at best buy.

came home with
the killers - hot fuss
SLC punk on DVD, i almost cry every time i watch that movie, I dotn know why, its just so sad when heroin bob dies.

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skife

:: 2005 29 December :: 6.33pm

i got my tank back.

FUCK YOU INDIAN!

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skife

:: 2005 28 December :: 7.07am

damn am i tired.

i worked 10 hours yesterday, from daybreak to nightfall.

and again today! woohoo payday is gonna be great!

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bigty623

:: 2005 20 December :: 3.05am

that was the hardest thing to do in my life, sit there and watch my grandma die. i hope that the rest of you don't have to go through anything like that. i don't care i bad i dislike someone. i just hope that know one else has to go through that. it was hard, it was just so quick. she was fine yesterday at lunch. My uncle dutch was laughing with her at lunch. he went outside to do something came back in and she was on her knees trying to get up to her bed. 11 and a half hours later at 11:30 she was dead. it was a shitty day. to start christmas break, which is supposed to be a good time of the year. not a bad time like it is starting to be.
-Ty

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skife

:: 2005 20 December :: 1.15am

my grandma barb died at around 11;30 pm.

they pulled the life support off of her.
it was so sudden its not fair. I saw her 2 days ago when i went out there to get the blower motor for AJ's mom. Its not fair... she was healty as hell. its not fucking right!

*sigh*

beth wants to help me out through all of this but i want to do it alone, itsj ust how i deal with things....

shit sucks.... fuck christmas. Bad shit ALWAYS happens around this time.

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skife

:: 2005 19 December :: 9.35pm

at the hopital....
My grandmother is on her deathbed, If she does survive she will be a vegtable :(

today i woke up at chris' house in ludington around noonish, i got a phone call from my brother, he told me i had to be home at 3 because the charter guy is coming to fix out internet....

Meanwhile about this time, my grandma barb and uncle dutch were having lunch out at harvard and laughing about somthing.

my uncle went out into the shop, then went to move my grandma's car and he asked where the keys were, she didn't answer so he asked again, still no answer, so he went into her room and found her on her knees like she was trying to get into her bed.... so he help her into her bed and called the ambulance.......


i got a call at about 3 on my way home, i was just passing the landfill in muskegon when tyler beeped me on the 2way and told me i had to call my dad about grandma, it was really importiant.
so i called my dad and he said grandma was in the hospital and i have to hurry home.

I get home and we rush to the hopital, no time to take a shower or anything.

i've been here since about 4:30, most of my dad's side of the family is here. I think were missing his 1/2 brother and thats about it. and some cousins and such.

My grandma is in horriable shape right now, Everyone was crying and such, i tried to hold the tears back but it was too hard....

i dont like this, everyone was in one room, 17 people there and everyone was silent.... it was horriable, i've never ever seen my family like that, i feel so bad for my dad that he is going to lose his mother...

I feel emotionally drained right now and physically drained too....
*sigh* I hate christmas....
bad things always happen.

2 years ago: justin's dad died.
last year: My uncle had to put his dog down. :(
this year: my grandmother has an annurisum.

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skife

:: 2005 15 December :: 5.56pm

getting my tank back for $10.
its in alabama right now some guy has it and said he didn't want it because of the nick that was in it, i told him that joe stole it from me and he's all like "tell you what man, gimmie $10 for shipping and its yours" i'm like hell yeah, and went and put money into my paypal to send to him.



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skife

:: 2005 15 December :: 12.29am

went paintballing tonight, only me and justin showed up, it was strange, Ashley(the ref that tim always gives shit too) started playing with us twards the end of the night, 2 on me, it was good i guess.
I want an ion now maybe, i dont know, the timmy took a shit again, the gun has never worked right for me.

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bigty623

:: 2005 14 December :: 9.57pm

damn! haven't been this way in four months, almost forgot what it was like. i guess it still feels good

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bigty623

:: 2005 14 December :: 3.29pm

fuck it, there is only so many lies i can handle. how many more can she give me anyways? i dont think there are many more. i can tell the end is coming very soon. i just can't take this bull shit anymore

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skife

:: 2005 14 December :: 12.25am

you know, i think emotion dump is kinda twisted....
but its cool.

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skife

:: 2005 13 December :: 10.38pm

i'm way way way fucking pissed off right now.

the fucking indian kid (joe deboer) i loaned him my paintball tank awhile back okay, he said that someone broke into his house and stole it, i saw alex using it one day and said something to him.

and i was looking through joe's posts on AO and i found this
http://www.automags.org/forums/showthread.php?t=180955
that fucking peice of shit tried to sell my tank on AO and i didn't even know about it.

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skife

:: 2005 13 December :: 8.51pm

new job.
Well, i've got a new job now, I'll put my 2 weeks in at howies tomorrow.

I start on the 27th of december.

I'll be doing remodeling and stuff. for "Affordiable rennovation"
$8/hour.
40+ hour weeks.

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bigty623

:: 2005 13 December :: 8.43pm

FUCK LIFE! i hate it.

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bigty623

:: 2005 13 December :: 8.41pm

errr....... i can't take this shit anymore, i hate school. It's partially because i don't understand most of it. thats why i had to take classes over again. the only reason why i'm still in school is because i don't want to be like my brother. no offense justin.

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