*Sighs*
okay, so today has been interesting, i was laying in bed last night and realized that we were tye-dyeing in Chemistry tomorrow but i won't be there because i had a driver's ed field trip and my mom and i went through hell trying to find a stupid white shirt because my sister told me to find a nice one because it was good dye, so i had to talk to Mr. Fenton and i got that all figured out but driving sucked because we were doing turnabouts and i just sucked at it and it really pissed me off and then i had to do up-and downhill parking and i've never done them before and so i went over this almost nonexistent curb for downhill and when Mr. Fenton asked me if i knew what happened, this girl in my driving group piped up and said "you failed" I MEAN COME ON!!!! way to piss me off, remind me to keep her on my hate list for right now... grrrr... the rest of the day was uneventful but so i was walking home and there is this square of sidewalk that was taken out for the new CVS (i'm jumping for joy, can't you tell?) and they put sand in its place and normal i hate walking through them but i walked through one of them and got sand in my flip flop and it made me smile, i can't wait for summer, i'd really like to spend more time at a beach though, like Warren Dunes would be so great, climbing dunes, in the lake, sand between my toes, in the sun, oh that is so much fun but i should probably go and do something productive, i might update again later tonight because this is nice for me to have something to write in and know that i can just do it and keep on doing it, you know? but yeah, later
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i also like "He Had It Coming" but i'm not sure that's the actual title of the song but it's from Chicago as well : )
hi, don't you love the long subject? but yeah, so i slept over at Ruthie's last night; we started watching Chicago and then Janelle came over and we went to Sweet Tomato (i think that's the name) for dinner and then we got back to Ruthie's house and made this crystal thingie that Ruthie got at the Art Museum in St. Louis and we finished Chicago... i really don't remember what happened after that... i was monsterly tired
i know we started to watch Camelot or something like that around one or one thirty this morning but i fell asleep for a while and then moved from the couch to the floor somewhere around two twenty-ish and then i do believe i was gone for the rest of the morning, then we woke up and had breakfast and we watched a little bit of Camelot, a part they wanted me to see but i was asleep and then we watched the beginning of A Hard DAy's Night.... OH!!!! we watched That Thing You Do in that time that i couldn't remember anything about what had happened... i went shopping with my mom for a little while and then worked on my homework for a good long while
i read about twenty five pages in a history book, did a biology lab, and did a safety article for drivers education although i'm not sure it qualifies as a safety article but you know what? i don't really care right now because it's done
i think Manny got his liscense and if he did, he shaved before he went which i'm so happy about but i was bummed that he didn't call yesterday because i wasn't home and i was so excited that he was going to call and I WASN'T GOING TO BE THERE!!!! MUAH HA HA HA HA!!!! hi : ) it was just sad that he didn't call but yeah, i think that's all for today
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i have three chairs in my room
so i went to White Pines State Park today and hiked about two and a half miles with my mom, it was nice
so i'm going over to Ruthie's house tonight and we're supposed to be getting together with Chris either tonight or tomorrow morning either at Ruthie's house or the Mitchell's house but i really don't want Chris to open the gift i gave him because i made it really really long (i'm not going to say what it is in the event that he is reading this before he opens it) so i'm considering telling him it's a room decoration, what do you think?
i've actually been a little uncomfortable lately, not inside my body, that's one of those normal daily things, but with Manny, i mean he's great but i've just been nervous around him like he's planning something (i'm not sure if i'm giving him too much credit for this one though because i've never known him to do anything that has planning that he's just doing on the side) and it's just been bothering me lately
ah well, i should go pack or something useful like that
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*sighs*
i just realized yesterday that i have homework to do
math is done and so is half of history but i've still got biology and english which i left at school so i have to do it Monday morning, considering it's due fifth period Monday
i talked to some of the potential sponsers for Relay for Life and lost one of them because apparently they are doing that through another thing (i wasn't really paying attention at this point, it was more like me thinking "thanks for telling me now instead of a week ago" kind of thing) and Einstein's is no longer hiring (they hired people after i put my application in so grr) and so i put in an application at the Wheaton Sports Center, who knows what's going to happen with that one
oh well, i was supposed to hang out with Manny today but he's not home, conviniently right? *rolls eyes* what can i do, though, so oh well
i did drive today which was interesting because i had a cop behind me for part of it which i didn't like at all because my mom was bothering me about going the speed limit, i was going below it and she said "it's okay to go a little above it" but i refused to which is definitely a good thing because my hours are almost done and then i can actually practice all the hard stuff that i haven't learned and then go and get my liscense as soon as i can
but yeah, i think that is all i have to babble about at the moment so yeah
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*sighs*
so i got back from Saint Louis today, it was nice except my mom was annoyed with Ruthie the entire time because she kept insisting that we go shopping even though neither of us wanted to go
Washington University was so pretty but some of the people ticked me off, it was fairly smoky and my mom said she could smell beer in the dorms so i don't know about that
we went to the zoo and saw this owl that hated us, all of its feathers puffed out and it hooted at us
we also went up in the Arch which was so cool, to the art museum and Union Station
i got a few post cards which are really pretty
i really don't have very much else to say other than i really think my parents should listen to themselves when they talk because then they'd find out that they say the exact same stupid things over and over
that's all really

only because it makes me smile
okay, so today was basically a pointless day
the only part i'm going to comment on is math
i'm surrounded by four guys and they get amused at the stupidest things
take today for example, someone would say something and they'd spend the next five minutes making sure they had said a sentence emphasizing each and every syllable like someone said "twenty seven minutes till spring break" one would say "TWENty seven minutes till spring break" and they would laugh and they another would say "twenty seven MINutes till spring break" and they would laugh and they would continue in this manner until they got ALL of the syllables
i wanted to shoot them
so i've been having a good long conversation with Berit today, this is fun
i really don't have anything else to update other than IT IS SPRING BREAK YO!!!!
: )
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another sucky day
yep, it sucked
first of all, so i'm doing that english thing with Manny and he was supposed to come over today some time between 1630 and 1830, note that i say "was supposed to" he was supposed to call before he came over but he never called and never came over so i had to account for his inconsiderate behavior and change the newspaper advice column completely; i told Veronica at the beginning of the week "by the end of the week, i'm going to regret working on this with him" and what is this? the end of the week and do i regret it? more than you know
but yeah, i had a math test today and no one in my class understood what was going on, mrs blanco gave us a two day notice that we were going to have a hundred point test today and even the smartest guy in my class came in today and said "wow, this is like walking into a gas chamber, that's exactly what i'm doing" now what does that say about the subject material?
i did watch "O Brother, Where Art Thou?" after school today which was nice but as a whole, my day was not a fun one, i was counting the periods until a) the end of the day and b) the end of tomorrow because then it will be spring break and i won't have to deal with classes for a week
but yeah, i've got to go work on a chemistry project
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today sucked
i don't know why but today was terrible
i just didn't want to be at school and my body ached the entire day; it was just a constant "what are you doing? you're so stupid, worthless" and things like that so needless to say i was in a terrible mood and had no desire to pay attention to anyone or anything
basically, if you asked me what i learned today, i couldn't tell you, my attention span was that short, absolutely nothing was in my head the entire day and i commented on it and Manny joked about it which ticked me off and i was a little short with him so he was a brat to me which ticked me off further
i don't know what i'm going to do for the rest of the week but i was fiddling with an earring today and not just any earring, it was the one they pierced my cartilidge with, the sharp kind
yeah, i know
i am feeling a lot different lately and i'm not sure i can describe it but i'm a little nervous about it
oh well i've got to go
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anything but homework right now
wow, i have absolutely no idea what i'm feeling right now
it's like a mix of lazy, tired, bored, annoyed, and numb
it's really weird
but yeah, my day was fair... Greg wasn't in chemistry today and i was really excited about that because he drives me absolutely crazy because he doesn't know when to shut up and comments on absolutely EVERYTHING, i am not kidding you; biology, driver's ed, and history were uneventful; english was nice because Mr. Downie wasn't there and we were supposed to be researching for our newspaper articles but i'm doing an advice column with Manny (a he said/she said type of thing) so we spent the entire period completely off focus and we must have tried to get back on about thirteen times but it didn't work at all... hm, Mrs. Gwiasda is leaving at the end of this week because her baby is due in two weeks so i'll have a substitute in spanish for the rest of the semester and math sucked, but it normally does so i can't really do anything about that one
so i finally read Manny's short story... it's about a girl who has a baby and kills it because no one knows about it and she doesn't want anyone to know about it... it was interesting. he's going to read mine when he comes over on Thursday so we can work on the english thing
i'm a little nervous in all honesty because he still thinks Timothy is him and it's so far from how i view him and even farther from how i viewed him while i was writing that story
ah well, i suppose i should be going and doing my homework
arrivederci

meh
we had a half day on Friday so i went with my sister and Veronica DeBiase to see The Passion and i didn't cry but apparently i was holding Veronica's hand really tight because when i let go my right ring and pinky fingers were numb and that entire part of my arm was numb down to my elbow for quite some time
and then there was the overnight and i had to go down those stairs in the back of the building and i was so scared that i was going to just trip over myself and fall down them but luckily i didn't and then they were trying to get me into the car and it was one of those where you have to move the seat forward to get into the back (it was some kind of SUV so it was really tall) and they put my hand on the seat that was moved forward and told me to go on one side of it but i didn't understand that it was that kind of car so i was really confused but so they got me into the car but i went in too far and whacked someone
but yeah, Saturday i worked on a chemistry project where i had to make an organic molecule and mine looks terrible (people say it's not but i think it is) and then i went to see the play with my mom and laughed at Manny the entire time (he was very very flamboyant (sp))
yesterday i went to church and then came home and cleaned my room then, amazingly, i called Manny but i couldn't remember his phone number so i had to look it up because it's been so long since i've called him
i went over there for a while and Ruthie came over and the Reynoso's all commented on how long it's been since they've seen me
i did apologize to him for being such a jerk earlier this year, but yeah that was my weekend