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simplywicked

:: 2005 17 June :: 12.31pm

-------Rush to pack-----

Time for Camp.
Ready to go?
forget about your own life
start your camp life
arts and crafts
random
words
arent
poems.

It makes me a wee bit sad that i like Jay-Z. Oh well, fuck you.. Jay-Z is PIMPIN!

-alex, did you finish the movie? Faja's day is upcoming-

Goodbye computer.. goodbye friends... goodbye indoor plumbing...

Scream the Sorrow..


simplywicked

:: 2005 16 June :: 7.35pm
:: Mood: guilty

Zuzu!
ALEX!

NOON WAS EXECUTED BY ANYA'S PSYCHO MOTHER! I'm so sorry! and by 'so' i mean, soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

I called Logante, but didnt have your number.

I apologize from the bottom of my so-o-oul.

2 Black Roses | Scream the Sorrow..


simplywicked

:: 2005 11 June :: 2.17pm

People.. suck it up!

Feeling left out because you didnt get invited to a party? Find another one!

Feeling sad because of things in the past? Too fucking bad! Slit your god damn wrists!

Feeling mad because i wrote this? Go fuck yourself!

Dude, its the end of the year.. get watsed and forget about it

3 Black Roses | Scream the Sorrow..


shalee

:: 2005 4 June :: 8.30am

"Things don't come full circle, they spiral."

1 Black Rose | Scream the Sorrow..


chocolatemilk

:: 2005 1 June :: 10.28pm

What's so wrong about wearing Abercrombie?

(or to Vitaly, AMBERcrombie, lmao)

12 Black Roses | Scream the Sorrow..


simplywicked

:: 2005 30 May :: 12.25pm

Seriously no one fucking gets what the hell happened with me and fuckhole.

I thought tori would.. but she still talks to him on aim. So does mandy.

He fucking told me i meant nothing whatsoever to him right after i told him i loved him. And people think that just wouldnt hurt?

And now he's coming.

Don't fucking ask about it or give me pity.
When i ask why you still talk to him don't say "Well he didnt do it to ME", like you did before.
And if you talk to him, you better fucking not tell me that you did. or what he said.or what he looks like.

For your own damn good.


chocolatemilk

:: 2005 21 May :: 1.37pm

I don't update this thing anymore, mostly because I'm really paranoid, but whatever.

This week was horrible...all around. Not so much for me, but it's been a depressing hell hole of a week for a lot of other people. I'm sorry, and maybe May Week will be fun?

1 Black Rose | Scream the Sorrow..


simplywicked

:: 2005 15 May :: 3.03pm

Happy birthday Jeymmy!

I haven't updated on here for a while. Uhmm.. yeah.. maybe cuz i have nothing to say.

I've been thinking about fuckhole lately, which pisses me off.. But to be honest, I miss having someone "care about me" (even though he didnt). I know my firends care, and my family and such.. but i'm one of those shallow people that needs a boyfriend.. and when it seemed like no one here would have me... i could rely on him.. Only now i can't...

Ughhhhh.

Emo emo emo emo emo emo emo.

-Emo Boys-
Damn you.
Beautiful, Godly, untouchable.
Lip peirced, hair dyed.
Emo.
You look at me from across the floor and smile.
You know i want you.
toy with me.
Be coy with me.
Smirk, walk away.
Leave me behind, wondering.
Damn you.
Beautiful, godly, untouchable.
Emo.

-end-

That was in honor of the SUPER MEGA HOT emo boy at Fat Tuesday's last night.... fucker.

But yeah.. i'm pretty much done.. Hahaha.

4 Black Roses | Scream the Sorrow..


simplywicked

:: 2005 27 April :: 8.02pm
:: Music: Hampton the Hamster- The Official Hamster Dance

Its crazy how happy the hamster dance makes me.. Like... i was in a bad mood a min ago. and now i'm happy!

..or is that bi-polar?

3 Black Roses | Scream the Sorrow..


chocolatemilk

:: 2005 25 April :: 5.01pm

Wow, I was retarded.

Scream the Sorrow..


simplywicked

:: 2005 24 April :: 7.17pm

Our justice system is so fucked up..

Those of you who live in Spokane or go to LC have probably heard about the kid who made a bomb.. right? Well it turns out i know him. SO we talked today and what i've been hearing is utter CRAP!

Ok so.. Connor is like.. Liberal, quiet, smart, nice.. not the kind of guy you would expect to make bombs.. Anyway, He had pages from the Anarchists Cookbook and ever-so-smartly brought them to school. Well.. someone saw them, and told, right? Right. So they called him down to the office and were questioning him and all (this is where it gets fucked up), and he tells the truth. Yes thats right. HE TELLS THEM THE TRUTH. He told them that he /did/ have a bomb..explosive..whatever. If he had lied.. or not said anything.. they wouldnt have been able to get a search warrant. When you tell the truth you're supposed to get in /less/ trouble aren't you?
So now he's facing chrages for a felony which means he wont be able to vote or leave the country.. ever!
It's not even like he was going to bring it to school. He's just a smart kid who likes blowing up explosives!

God, the government is soooooooo fucked up. GRR!!!!!!

3 Black Roses | Scream the Sorrow..


simplywicked

:: 2005 18 April :: 9.37pm
:: Music: Abba-- Dancing Queen

I hate it when i get all paranoid.


ARUAGH!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T BELEIVE I THOUGHT IT WAS HIM! TWICE!! I disgust myself. Really. Ugh. Fucking fuck.

Why does it bug me that ___ still ___ to ___. I mean.. __ didnt do anything to __.. right? But still.. we're like.. really good friends.. Or am i being a selfish ___?

____!!!!!!!

Scream the Sorrow..


shalee

:: 2005 15 April :: 9.13pm
:: Mood: anxious

Please say something.
Time is going by so slow and I think I might shatter.

Scream the Sorrow..


simplywicked

:: 2005 15 April :: 8.05pm

OMFG IT'S ANYA

Scream the Sorrow..


simplywicked

:: 2005 12 April :: 7.27pm

Mime, Mime it good. You know you should.

Aww i miss Rob too mandy!

I got to bond with me Daddy today, which was cool cuz i haven't seen him in almost a month! We got mexican food and talked about Daylight savings time. I had fun. Yes. Thats right. I had fun with my DAD!

We also went to the Librarium.. but it was out of GG.. how sad.

Wear mime colors and speak french (or don't speak at all!) if you want to be cool this week!!

1 Black Rose | Scream the Sorrow..


simplywicked

:: 2005 11 April :: 8.44pm

Best People at con (other than us)

-Vanessa
-Rob
-Gabe
-little ben
-Prince of Whale

Best Jokes
-Deal with it
-humping bunny
-Giant knuckle
-Firewater
-palms out

Worst part
-freezing showers
-bad food
-creepy people making out
-no muffin or Naked boy
-The cold rainy ness

Best Part
-Rob
-giant knuckle
-THE DANCE!
-Dancing with Seth
-Watching The Used
-finding Anya's puppet

1 Black Rose | Scream the Sorrow..


simplywicked

:: 2005 11 April :: 6.58pm

Since mandy isnt writing about Con, I guess i will.

For those of you that dont know, Con is a giant Unitarian teen "conference" held bi-yearly. UU teens from all over the inland northwest and canada come together for one weekend and just.. bond. There are workshops and worships, but other than that its like a 3 day party. And let me tell you.. things can get a little crazy!

So.. On friday night, we drove up to the place where we catch the Ferry in Deep Cove Canada. We were booked for the 5 'o' clock ferry to camp Jubilee and so we sat there for like an hour and a half or something and finally left and got to camp around 7.

We made nametags and found a cabin. OOH... the cabin!

Alright. So we had agreed to stay in the loud cabins which were 7, 8, 9, and 10, and i was like lets stay in 9 (9 is usually a good number for me) so we walked in and there are people making out in the bed in the corner, and we're like "umm ok?", thinking that once they noticed us they'd stop (not like i have a prob with people making out.. it was just akward) buuut they didnt.. So we sat around for a bit and then left, hoping to meet people. So we cabin hopped for a while. As sophie said, we were the wandering nomads of con, looking for both a new cabin and for new friends. We didnt really find either though. Instead we layed sround in other peoples cabins and.. watched them.. not talk to us... Yeah, we're cool. So, fast forwarding to when every one else was at worship.. We stumbled across Foredhum hall.. Which was like a big house thing.. or a mini lodge.
Any who.. there were some Canadians in there playing cards and we gladly joined them, since everyone else was at worship. So... yeah. Foredhum pretty much became our cabin for the next 2 days. After worship a TON of people piled in to play a massive game of Spin the Bottle upstairs in the loft. We, however, declined to join them, and instead hung out with His Highness the Prince of Whales. We ran around and hung out 'til the wee hours of the morn when I fell asleep in the arms of the prince. It was sad really. I had been flirting with him.. but to be honest i wasn't very in to him.. at all.. Any way.. he woke me up sometime later by kissing me on the lips and i was like "WTF mate!" Cuz i was tired and had forgotten his name. But after realizing what was going on, I pulled some lame excuse about thinking Grace had liked him and ran into my sleeping bag. A while later (sometime around 4 I think) Seth and Issac trooped in and woke us up by informimg us of their game. The Stay awake game. They were trying to get us to stay up all con with them. So every time we were falling asleep they'd be like "Hey seth? What rhymes with Bean poler?" "STEAM ROLLER!!" and roll on top of us.. It was funny..

And that was just friday!!

Saturday was even better. But I'll just tell y'all bits and peices. We hung out in the morning and played cards, After lunh we went to a stupid Hair dying workshop. It was only stupid because by the time we got to the front of the line there wasnt any hair dye. We skipped worship and humg out with Pimp Matt the DJ and helped set up the Dance. Then there was the dance its self. About 100 people we crammed into our tiny little Foredhum Hall. The music was loud, the boys were hot, and the people were groovin. We made sophie get her freak on and i played with a glowstick for like 2 hours. It was AWESOME! Afterwords, we chilled with thomas and Matt and then fell asleep. Sunday was short.. we woke up, cleaned, did the goodbye worshihp and left. Then came the 8 hour car ride home. But we did make it.

All in all. Con was great, Maya was awesome, and i'm gonna be grounded in a few days. But it was alllll worth it!

1 Black Rose | Scream the Sorrow..


Chocolatemilk

:: 2005 5 April :: 11.00pm

Aww, now I want true love

I just watched The Notebook..and oOooh is it sweet.

I didn't cry though...I mean..I see why people would cry...but..I'm retarded and don't cry at the right times :-P

1 Black Rose | Scream the Sorrow..


simplywicked

:: 2005 5 April :: 1.43pm

MY BABIES!!
System of a down- Chop Suey
MCR- Helena
MCR- To The End
MCR- Cemetery Drive
Slayer- Manditory Suicide
Slayer- south of heaven
Smashing Pumpkins- Stand inside your love
Real McCoy- Run away
Abba- Dancing Queen
Weezer- Island in the Sun
Eurotrip- Scotty doesn't know
The Kinks- Picture book
The Killers- Somebody told me
Phoenix-if i ever feel better
Tom Petty- Last dance with Mary Jane
Andreas Johnson- Glorious
Snow Patrol- Run
Postal Service- Such great heights
Papa Roach- Getting Away With Murder
Papa Roach- Scars
Good Charlotte- I just wanna live
Greenday- Boulevard of broken dreams
The White Stripes- Fell in love with a girl
Sneaker Pimps- Six Underground
Haddaway- What is love
Ace of Base- Beautiful life
Drowning Pool- Let the bodies hit the floor
DDR- Butterfly
Cake- Friend is a four letter word
Cake- Never there
Cake- Comfort Eagle
Michael Jackson- Billy Jean
Michael Jackson- Thriller
Michael Andrews- Mad World
The Donnas- Take it off
The Pixies- Surfer Rosa
The Pixies- Where is my mind
The Avalanches- Since I've left you
Anna Nalick- Breathe
Dirty Vegas- Days gone By
Telepopmusik- Breathe
Dario G- Carnival De Paris
Portishead- Only You
Something Corporate- Me and the Moon
Something Corporate- Drunk girl
Tool- Prison sex
Tool- Sober
Tool- Aenima
Chevelle- Vitamin R
Chevelle- Get some
Chevelle- Send the Pain below
Norah Jones- Dont know why
MC Solaar- Solaar Pleure
Wheatus- Teenage Dirtbag
Gorillaz- Tomorrow Comes today
Dashborad Confessional- Vindicated
Bowling for soup- 1985

58. Count 'em.

Scream the Sorrow..


simplywicked

:: 2005 5 April :: 11.25am
:: Music: Portishead- Only You

Haha I'm the only one in the world who still updates constantly!

Hot tubs make me s l e e e e p y. Hahm.

Scream the Sorrow..


simplywicked

:: 2005 4 April :: 4.15pm

Katie and Dan just left.. we relived past times at Earthworks..

I PERFECTED MY RADIOBLOG I am god. It flows perfectly. Hahaha.

I think i have Radioblog OCD.. Like.. serioulsly.

Wheres anya? 17 mins late...

1 Black Rose | Scream the Sorrow..


simplywicked

:: 2005 3 April :: 4.58pm

I bought cuuuuuuuute pants at Drop Yer Drawers... For SEVEN bucks! Its such a grrreat deal! And i got a My Little Pony at toys R Us.. Me 'n' vivi rode the little scooters all around the store too.. It was fun.

I might go chill with Anya and them.. Ladedoo...

My sis is hangin' with her friends today, but she's not leaving til the afternoon tomorrow, so i'll see her then. Deedelee eeee!

1 Black Rose | Scream the Sorrow..


simplywicked

:: 2005 2 April :: 9.48pm
:: Mood: happy

today was grrrreat!

I hung out with Katie and Dan all day! w00t!

We went shopping (i got a cute shirt), Visted my G-ma, who gave me tons of cool jewlery. Had dinner with Dan's dad. And now we're gonna watch a movie. :-D

Aww I missed them.

Tomorrow will (hopefully) be another fun filled day.. But sadly they're leaving on monday. Its sad, i only get to see them like.. once every three months. And they're like.. the only people in my family i realy get along with. But thats what friends are for, eh? Speaking of wich, they better have missed me today!! Haha..

Mmm, popsicle!

Scream the Sorrow..


simplywicked

:: 2005 2 April :: 11.04am

Whooo! Katie and Dan are here!!

Whooo! Waffles!!!

Haha.. Looks like a good day. Uh oh.. hope i didnt jinx myself.. :-D

Scream the Sorrow..


simplywicked

:: 2005 1 April :: 10.49pm

Vanity fair is a vair strnage movie in which Reese Witherspoon is a whore. Not really.. but.. kinda. There is one hot guy though.. which is cool..

Yeah... so my mom is watching that awesome movie about amish people, and so i'm still at mandys... which is unfortunate, cuz we're both really tired. Ugh...

I feel bad for leaving ashlee, but ohh well.. i'll buy her something in Canada.

"Is this an inconvenient moment?" hahaahah..

1 Black Rose | Scream the Sorrow..


simplywicked

:: 2005 1 April :: 3.48pm

Its stupid when people i thought i could trust spread rumors and ostracize my best friends. If you're reading this, you know who you are. Yeah, thats right. You.

You've been saying how horrible we are and what bad people we are for doing that. But i can remember you saying how much you wanted to.

And we arent the ones who say how much life sucks. You're the one constantly complaining about everything. Your life, your mom, your weight, your friends. And its because of that, that you dont have any.

2 Black Roses | Scream the Sorrow..


Chocolatemilk

:: 2005 1 April :: 3.49pm

OMFG THIS IS ANYA

1 Black Rose | Scream the Sorrow..


simplywicked

:: 2005 31 March :: 7.14pm

All aloney.. on my owney... hee hee..

Should i watch a movie? Or read about the apocalypse?

Hmm.. i have Supersize Me and The Devils Playground.. the devils playground is about amish peeoples though.. which is cool.. since i too was amish once.. hahahahaha...

i get kinda freaked out of being home alone sometimes.. because I'm cool...

Heh.. -looks around-

PaRaNoId! To the max...izzle...

The internet is starting to bug me.. i should take up knitting... Or elk farming..

dont judge me.

1 Black Rose | Scream the Sorrow..


simplywicked

:: 2005 31 March :: 4.41pm

He remembered me!! And.. held my hand.. haha kind of.. Ohh, lordy he is the most beautiful boy i have ever seen... Heehehehehee...

I'm SOOO uber glad i went.. even if that meant spending a day with... /sophie/... no just kidding..

We were anti social.. and it was fun. Dont do drugs and drive..

HAHAHAHFORRESTHAHAHAHAHA

he writes disturbing stories though.. about antelopes..

2 Black Roses | Scream the Sorrow..


simplywicked

:: 2005 30 March :: 9.29pm

Ohh god, OWL was so sick when ann.. in class.. i can't even say... ughh..

buuuuut... MAMMOGRAMS SAVE LIVES!!!!!!!!! w00t w00t!

And omg... I dont have to go to school tomorrow!! Yes. Thats right. I. Am. The best. Ya know why.. CUZ I'M PROLLY GONNA SEE A) FORREST!!! (ohh my giddy dumplings!! HE IS GOD!) *drools* 2) RAMSEY!!! *mmm lip ring* or 3) SHANE!!! *pretty hair*

If i see all three.. Ima pee my pants. Hee hee hee.. Yeah.. me 'n' soph 'll have us a good ol' time! *wink*

2 Black Roses | Scream the Sorrow..

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