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:: 2008 30 April :: 9.48 pm
:: Mood: pissed off

The thing I hate most about having friends from church is that they are always on their high horse. GET THE FUCK OFF IT! I'M HUMAN! So every once in a while I smoke and drink. whoopdefreakindoo! Just because you are better at keeping your "sin" hidden doesn't make you a better person. Lay off ass-holes. So much for church "friends."

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:: 2008 13 April :: 8.55 pm

Why do the assholes of the world flock to me?

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:: 2008 8 April :: 1.02 am
:: Mood: happy

He brought me flowers just because.

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:: 2008 31 March :: 1.54 am
:: Mood: content

I love him very much.

I am happy.

That's a pretty big deal for me.

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:: 2008 29 February :: 10.08 pm

I want to do something beautiful.
I want to do something that counts.

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:: 2008 23 January :: 12.32 pm

Another year older.

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:: 2007 19 September :: 2.37 pm

I start working full time tonight. Third shift. I have mixed feelings about it. I mean I need the money but I wont have any sort of life anymore. I wont even get to see Justin except on Tuesdays. That just sucks. Not to mention I don't get to see my friends as it is. Only time will tell.

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:: 2007 24 March :: 1.59 pm

oh update. yeah. well i'm at autumn's house right now chillin with my girls. we have a good time. justin called me last night and told me the rocket summer is coming to michigan. we might go. that would rock because the rocket summer is bombtastic.
prom is coming up. i need to find a dress. one that matches a zoot suit. but i don't want a flapper dress. its gonna be a fun time finding something. is it crap that i have to match him? ah well. zoot suits are really cool and now we can swing fairly good so we'll have a good time.

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:: 2006 9 November :: 11.27 am

did you know that more people are killed annually by coconuts than sharks? true story.

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:: 2006 2 November :: 11.35 am

everything just seems easier when you're listening to John Mayer.

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:: 2006 24 October :: 8.38 pm

homecoming was fun. i liked it. Emma was driving to the dance and they passed a van and she looked over and there was a cat in the van and she was like "look, theres a cat in that van!" she tells the story all the time ask her about it.
now i am at Andrea's waiting until 3 in the morning when i get to go to Canada. woo for that! i think its safe to say there will be no sleep tonight.

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:: 2006 17 October :: 11.43 am

I have no job. I have no date. I have no time. I have stress. Great heaps of stress. AP Lit. is killing me. I feel like not going anymore. Ever. But I will. This too shall pass as they say. I'm taking everything hour by hour. even looking ahead one day makes my head spin.
Yesterday was fun. I helped Jake buy pants. Then attempted to help Kenny find his Homecoming things but he wasn't in the mood for it after his dad yelled at him so much. But going to the mall with everyone was a blast.

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:: 2006 30 August :: 3.05 pm

1. AP Lit- Dolbee
2. Chem- Vree
3. BMMT 2- Hansen
4. Business Law 1- Plain
5. Bible as in Lit- Olsen

Looking forward to my senior year.

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:: 2006 3 August :: 1.37 pm

i miss you and i love you...
*sigh* another day goes by. i wish i could make things all better between us. i really wish i could just sit here and listen to you and make you proud of me but i cant. the last time i did i ended up being hurt way more. i'm glad we had a conversation without yelling at eachother even if it was only for 10 min. i miss you and no matter what, i do love you. i wish we could see eye to eye but i doubt that will happen. but i still love you and i just wanted to let you know since we dont get to talk very much anymore. some things are beyond us. just try to be happy for me and i'll try to do the same for you.

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:: 2006 7 July :: 2.48 pm

Odd Facts about ME
DO YOU SNORE?:Nope
LOVER OR A FIGHTER?:both
WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?:divorce
AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?:heck yes... still am
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?:sucks
DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?:yeah
WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?:of course
HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?:not all that bad
WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?:black
DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?:yes
HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?:i wish
ANY SECRET TALENTS?:haha. any talents at all? not really
WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?:europe
HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?:not yet
HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?:sure have
DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?:not really
HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?:a lot
CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?:no
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?:yeah
ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?:not on old men at the beach
WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?:gotta do whatcha gotta do
IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?:i hope so
DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?:not really
WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?:dust
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU":last night to Ben
IS TUPAC STILL ALIVE?:no comment
DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?:I did at me sisters
HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?:depends on my mood
ARE BLONDES DUMB?:NO. i resent that
WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?:the cat has it
WHAT TIME IS IT?:2:43
DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?:yeah my friends call me Re
IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?:yup
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?:about a half hour ago
DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?:showers
IS SANTA CLAUSE REAL?:no
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?:sometimes
WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?:caffine
CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?:crunchy
HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?:yes
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?:one
IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?:heck yes
ARE YOU WEARING SOCKS?:yup
HAVE YOU EVER HITCH HIKED?:no
WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?:greenish
WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:a few days ago
DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?:sure
WHOSE LIFE IS BETTER?:mine
ARE YOU PSYCHIC?:no
HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?:yes
DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?:not yet
CAN YOU SKATEBOARD?:i can try
DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?:depends on who i'm with
DO U SNORT WHEN U LAUGH?:no
DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?:no
IS A DOG A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?:yes
YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?:I believe it happens but shouldn't unless certin cases
CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?:no
DOES YOUR MOM KNOW YOU HAVE A MYSPACE?:i don't have one
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?:french fries
DO YOU WEAR NAILPOLISH?:no
DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?:kind of
WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL?:all of them
DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?:no
FAVORITE BAND AT THE MOMENT?:Mae and The Postal Service
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What can i say? i was bored.

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:: 2006 6 July :: 12.25 pm

Well hello.
I had fun. The fourth of July was fun. I indeed loved spending time with everyone who was there. It was nice to be able to do something besides work. I got home and my mom was pretty ticked though. And the funny thing was I really didn't care. I woke up and was sore from football. My arm hurts a lot from when Katie tackled me but I'm good. Even though I am horrible at football I still liked playing.

Last night I talked to Emma on the phone until forever and that was awesome too. She knows how to listen and I found myself telling her things that I can hardly admit to myself. It was sort of refreshing to get some things off my chest. Yeah.

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:: 2006 5 February :: 8.31 pm

Woohu
coming to this site... it brings up painful memories. theres no reason for them they just are. like this journal is the part of my past that hurts so bad to think about but i don't want to let go. everything about this place is dark and lonely and sad. i mean even the name of my site "have you ever said good bye to a hero?" is depressing. yet time after time i come back reliving everything i've worked so hard to forget: my stupid emo freshman self. there are some memories i just don't want to remember but this site makes me relive them. there are some feelings i've worked so hard to surpress but this site makes me feel them strongly. there are some people who it hurts to remember both physically and emotionally but at this site they come rushing back into my life as if they never left. and i'm back to being emo and stupid and freshman. this site makes me revert. and i don't know if i like that. but i don't know if i'm ready to let go. espcially the people. especially that one person.

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:: 2005 25 December :: 9.28 pm

Merry Christmas. i love you all. really, i do!

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:: 2005 14 September :: 7.58 pm

ahhh.... school. its all good now. i'm out of french and i'm a TA for sabni. which means i have all the classes i wanted except for drama. *sighs* maybe next year. but then again thats what i say every year right? lol. the play is starting soon which makes me happy. H stopped me in the hall to tell my that scrpits are in his room. tomorrow i will go and get one and read all the way through in one sitting i'm sure. lol. but thats all for now. bye kids.

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:: 2005 16 August :: 12.28 pm

so guess what kids! i have a job. yes thats right, i'm a working person now. lol. yeah so you should all stop by the Burger King on 14 mile every once in a while to visit me k?

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:: 2005 1 August :: 12.55 pm

My brother Paul was married Saturday. crazy. it was strange but good i guess. he's finally starting to grow up.
in other new i have two new pet goldfish (thanks Paul). Sophie and Nigel. :D. they make me happy. yup.

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:: 2005 24 May :: 6.53 pm

i don't believe in luck
another bad day... theres gotta be a cure for this or something. its like a disease that i cant seem to get over. and speaking of diseases... i finally caught the cold that has been going around. thank you heather, jonathan, and josh. the best gift a person can get! you know, i found two four leaf clovers in the past week and its been one of the worst weeks ever. i don't believe in luck. yeah and aside from all that, in case anybody ELSE didn't know, Ben and Shannon are going out! yay, its about time. i'm happy for them, it just would have been nice if somebody *coughbencough* would have told me sometime earlier, like on any one of the 4 days after they started going out... but oh well. whats done is done and i'll say nothing more on the subject ben, i swear.

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:: 2005 19 May :: 7.09 pm

i finally found a computer to update on. yay. i've been doing ok i suppose. today wasn't a good day though. too many things were just not going my way and i'm really getting sick of people. i want them all to just... go away sometimes. i guess i know what you mean now Ben. seniors are gone now. the hallways seem so empty and most of my friends are gone now. you will all be missed greatly. me and adam went to "the club" today. it was depressing. just me and him. no joe. no em. no brent to walk me to bio. it was like the cherry on top of a horrible day. then i went to practice and it was cold and raining and i rolled my ankle on the ball and it KILLS now. but we dont have practice tomorrow so thats good. our last game is wed. its pretty crazy. but i'm ready for it to be done. dont get me wrong, i love it but i need a break really really bad. i'm so stressed out lately and it makes me not a fun person to be around as i'm sure you all noticed. i've been trying to get a handle on things but i just cant for some reason. i feel like blowing up at people for no reason at all. so i keep to myself and of course theres always the person who keeps on asking you over and over again if you're all right and no matter how many times you say you are they just keep asking and then you want to go off on them and its just not good. *sigh* i'm gonna stop now. i've complained enough for all my missed entries put together.

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:: 2005 8 April :: 5.55 pm

i wish i was home. *cries* its been great out here but now i just want to be home. and i miss Josh SOOOO much! like more than i thought i could. *sighs* see you all tuesday.

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:: 2005 2 April :: 8.07 pm
:: Mood: enthralled

ok so i just got back from eating at a really good mexican place and i met THE HOTTEST mexican guy i have ever seen! he was just... MMM! lol. his brother is friends with my grandparents so yeah. anyway just thought i should update about that and let everyone know i'm having a splended time out here.

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