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2008 21 December :: 3.30am
the best gifts cannot be bought, they come directly from the heart.
now, what do i get her?
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2008 20 December :: 7.13pm
i should be shot and killed
i have womanizer by britney spears stuck in my head.
god save my soul.
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2008 18 December :: 5.53am
i think i might need glasses, i'm in chicago and can't read the letters on the HTPC from like 8-10 feet away, they are decent size too. uh oh.
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2008 17 December :: 5.52pm
:: Music: Sorry - Buckcherry
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die
I have watched him suffer through the death of a friend..
And exactly a month later, for the course of about a month I watched him suffer the pain of watching his mother suffer until she passed away.
I have seen him at his weakest moments, and his strongest moments and the moments in between when he was lost in his own body.
I have helped him mend the pieces of a broken heart that I caused.
I have fought with him over serious things, and stupid things.
I've seen the fury in his eyes and the anger eat at him like a bacteria.
I've felt the distance grow and then be wiped away.
I've felt the butterflies day after day after day for over three years.
He's helped me through my roughest moments.
Wiped away a million undeserved tears.
Helped me mourn the loss of two friends.
Brought me chocolate shakes when I'm sick.
Let me get a cat even though he's allergic.
Let me keep the cat even though she's had an accident or two in the chair.
Let me fall asleep in his arms and wake up in his arms.
Our love is thicker than molasses.
I could go on and on describing our relationship, and its imperfections but it would take me days, and I would end up over analyzing everything to the point where I was stir-crazy, so I won't.
Christmas makes me cherish the ones I love. Makes me think about what I have, what I've lost, and what I could have.
This time of year makes me emotional.
November 21st this year was 7 years since my grandpa passed away.
December 23rd this year will be 4 years since my grandma passed away.
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2008 16 December :: 5.57pm
best weapon in COD5 is the flame thrower :D
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2008 16 December :: 4.07am
:: Mood: thoughtful
So heres my update. Its been forever and a day. I miss high school. Shit was so much different then. Things were so much easier and less complicated. I sit here now a married woman, going through high school journal entries tearing up at how much drama there was. I still miss having some of those people in my life, and for treating them the way i did. and it just doesn't matter anymore. i realize it over and over no matter how much i wish it did matter. I wish i still had some of the friends i had in high school. i just wish i had more friends that were closer to me. Sorry to anyone that reads this ... it isn't intended on being depressing... just at getting emotions out.
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2008 15 December :: 11.15pm
this is an update.
I'd like to actually write what I'm thinking here.
But I'm censoring it so that nobody judges anyone else.
Fair enough?
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2008 15 December :: 7.43pm
Things have been pretty crazy lately, and are finally starting to calm down.
We have the house to ourselves.
Haven't lived by ourselves since August.
Im signed up for spring classes.
Hopefully the funding goes through.
I started talking to Tara a lot more latley, and it makes me miss the past.
When I lived a more adventurous life.
When nothing mattered but having fun.
I don't do spontaneous things anymore.
And I should.
I need to, but I really don't have anyone to do them with because I have distanced myself so much from everyone.
Put miles between us.
I really miss hanging out with friends.
Not that I don't love hanging out with Mike, but ya know..
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2008 12 December :: 3.13am
https://www.officialobamacoin.com/
this grinds my gears.
really, he's not president yet and the quotes from people in that little animation are amazing, they are praising how amazing of a president he is.
the guy wasn't even in the senate for a whole year before he started his campaign to run for president, how great of a guy does that make him?
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2008 12 December :: 2.46am
As if life hasn't been good enough to me, tonight i bowled a 212, 160, and 190.
my average is 156
my new high game is 212
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2008 11 December :: 9.46pm
:: Mood: Fuck it...
I'm done!
I dont see how something can go from being about David and Mindy and turn into me showing my 'true colors' and apparently being the biggest bitch in the world and losing friends. I just have one thing to say to those of you that this concerns...
Fuck you.
If I'm such a bad fucking person for not putting my nose where it doesn't belong then you can go to hell. Dont talk to me anymore and dont act like your some sort of force to be wrecken with or something because you're not.
I dont need this kind of bullshit in my life.
I'm better than this, I'm better than you, and I'm happy with my life and dont need to worry about what other people or saying because in my case, shit isn't true and never will be true.
I'm happy with or without such idiots in my life...
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2008 11 December :: 4.09am
whatever bad things have happened in the past all melt away when i see her smile.
and that makes me smile.
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2008 9 December :: 2.17pm
i just found a BSC cd, it was buried in some stuff.
hahaha, brings back highschool memories.
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2008 9 December :: 12.21am
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..
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2008 8 December :: 11.15pm
these past few entries have been all emo and shit, and the next few arn't going to get any better.
if you want to talk shit about someone do it elsewhere, this is MY place to write what i think.
Don't be a dick on my woohu, thats my job.
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