<marquee> My Soul Cries for deliverance~*</marquee>

:: 2008 22 January :: 11.08pm

starting to plan this trip.

i think i'll leave april 25th and come back a week later.

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tuwang

:: 2008 22 January :: 9.08am

So, I have all the pieces I could possibly need, but I'm still not seeing how they all come together to form that picture of a kitten. This stresses me out.

rayray

:: 2008 21 January :: 3.13am

Im not sure if its because I found the movie Evan Almighty to be inspiring or what, but I feel beyond content right now.
Things are getting better everyday.
I have a great relationship.
Money is tight, but we are getting by somehow.
I still haven't found a job, but I am hoping that changes soon.
And, I don't hate the world.

:: 2008 20 January :: 4.55am

I've decided Drifting is lame.

l like how F&F 3 makes it seem like you drive alot faster by losing traction.
Dumbasses.

They also drift an EVO VIII, you've got to disable the AWD to do that.

worthless.

/rant

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:: 2008 17 January :: 1.10am

All of my stuff can be yours for $3000

yes thats right, everything but my laptop must go.

if you want it, i've got it.

a truck
a car
buncha paintball stuff
buncha R/c stuff

$3000 takes it ALL

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:: 2008 16 January :: 11.49pm

Seriously considering moving out of the state.

:: 2008 16 January :: 2.19am

Thinking about taking off....

selling off everything i own in one ebay auction and leaving....

would be kinda fun 'eh?

moomoo

:: 2008 15 January :: 11.14pm

So I havent written in forever, pretty much because I have been super busy. I started school again, kind of think its what I needed for the moment. I actually have a class with someone I know, so thats pretty cool. Seems like it usually never works out that way. But it seems like things are starting to get back on track. Work is going good, am glad I have a job I actually like. Living on my own is actually pretty nice, think am gonna keep it this way. Its a lot less stressful. Plus I think the cats like having all the run around room, yup there spoiled. I just gotta print out some more pics so I can fill all my picture frames I got for christmas. The holidays went pretty well, but at the same time glad there over. Well other then that its just been the normal work and hanging out with friends and now some school.

box

:: 2008 15 January :: 11.37pm

Just thought id make an update so anyone who still cares knows that I'm alive still, not sure what im going to do yet, just put my app in at a few places hope i get a call from one of them.

On a positive note, i passed one of my michigan state certification tests, soon ill be certified for engine tune up and performance, next is brakes, then who knows.

anyways.. i wouldnt expect to see me for a while, i may be online from time to time but i think its a good time to disappear for a while..

*Waves* bye

Atman

:: 2008 15 January :: 5.05pm
:: Music: Impulse

Bleh
So my last entry was apparently two hundred, and I felt the desire to cut it off for awhile. Or something. I'm finally back at ferris for another 15 weeks of furious plastics action, meaning explosive car chases, loose women, gun fights, and the occasional sex scene.

I'll settle for that last one, karma god, pretty please.

So far its been the same ol' same ol' for classes this semester, and I'm beginning to see how I can suck at the second semester of college. My attention span is gone and I constantly lose faith in my own abilities and give up to sit around and do nothing. Nobody can match my skill in that. Though I am determined to try and make it through this semester of school with at least A's or B's. Last semester I got hosed, so I should be giving it my all, but meh. I've never done that for anything, far as I can remember. Well, a few things, but I can't mention them without sounding like an emo twat.

I'm also determined to get this guitar thing working. Though chords and simple hand movements are preventing me from even playing a scale yet. The book I'm using isn't doing me any favors, by having half a page dedicated to chord fingerings then mentioning, "It might take a few tries to get the fingerings down, but don't give up!" I hope you mean a few hundred dozen tries good sir, or I'm going nowhere.

I'm also trying to work out a bit more AND restart my comic. I'll have time to in my math class til about the 9th week or so. Stupid having a math class thats too hard yet the next lowest too easy, grumble. For the comic though, if I get it rolling and actually going to what I view as well, I might need some help actually drawing it *COUGH EDDY COUGH* but I don't know who would help me with that.

Other than that, not much going on right now. I'll be at the shindig on friday if you are gonna be there, so if there is anyone out there whom I haven't talked to in forever, come bump into me before I'm a wheezing pile in a corner.

:: 2008 14 January :: 2.40am

calling drunk people is great.

:: 2008 13 January :: 8.48pm

Ugggh, I havn't eaten anything all day and feel like complete crap.

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rayray

:: 2008 12 January :: 8.34pm

Talking to Justy made me remember my dream from the other night..
My sister and i were in this cave type thing, and she was asking me why I hadn't found a job yet.. And I told her that there really wasn't anything around here.. and she was like "my friend amy saw you at the bank the other day, and she told me that if you had a makeover, that you might have a better chance of getting a job"

rayray

:: 2008 11 January :: 5.12pm

So my dreams have been out of wack lately, and so is my sleep schedule.

Tuesday night I had a dream that my parents were dating again, and my father proposed..

I had another strange one last night, but I don't remember it now.