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2006 21 May :: 4.09pm
Go figure. The day before my certification test, I get sicker than I've been in a year.
Grrr....
Edward
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2006 19 May :: 7.16pm
oh wow.
i can't even begin to put life into words.
i have been so busy lately that it's not even funny.
getting married in 11 weeks. i'm strangely calm about that.
i am glad that i did things the right way (in my opinion). my parents aren't forbidding our union, i'm not knocked up, i didn't force him into it. i'm a college graduate and i'm gainfully employed (well, for a little while longer at least).
we don't have the wild and crazy, do-anything-for-love, sweep-me-off-my-feet attitude. we have this practical, stable, powerful, but sensible love that is so hard to explain to anyone else. not passionate in spontanaeity, but passionate in its strength.
so i am calm. because i believe that i know what our future holds.
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2006 24 April :: 1.30am
It's okay. We're helping the people in Iraq. And fitting in time for golf.
'Bring it on'
5 FeyBebop |
Edward
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2006 10 April :: 7.00am
2 FeyBebop |
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2006 5 April :: 10.40pm
To Do:
1. Schedule engagement pics (little late?)
2. Set menu with caterer
3. Set up cake and cake design
4. Pick menswear.
5. Order response cards for invitations.
6. Finish making favors.
7. Buy wedding bands.
8. Dress fittings.
9. Hair Trial
10. Find reading for vows.
11. Seating chart
12. Marriage license
13. Groomsman, parents, and flowergirl gifts
I think that is everything I HAVE to do.
My dress was supposed to be in 4 days ago, so I am totally freaking out... I think once it is in I will be a lot more relieved. Everything else is negotiable, but getting my dress is important. Well I guess the marriage license is pretty necessary too...that's the easy part.
Lists lists lists. That's what I do when I start to get stressed out.
Edward
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2006 5 April :: 10.07pm
Please take this survey thingy for me. :)
Positives
Negatives
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Edward
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2006 5 April :: 12.42pm
OMFG...
It's my negative four months' wedding anniversary.
I'm officially freaked out.
Edward
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2006 3 April :: 12.20am
Thursday night, 6pm, Craigs Cruisers on 54th street and Clyde Park, thats where my birthday party is at, be there or be square
Comment and let me know if you'll be there or not!
4 FeyBebop |
Edward
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2006 2 April :: 8.11pm
125 days! 125 days!
Rehersal dinner: booked!
Bridesmaids gifts: purchased!
Bridesmaids dresses: in!
Invitations: in!
Shoes: totally cute!
Vows: almost finished!
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Edward
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2006 28 March :: 2.12pm
on a more positive note, 32 days until graduation!
Edward
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2006 28 March :: 2.10pm
you have NO IDEA what you are getting yourself into!
Edward
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2006 26 March :: 12.43pm
I just realized that I said a couple entries ago that I needed a MONTH off for my honeymoon....lol. That would be sweet but not true. Only going for 7 days.
Need to do:
Schedule engagement pictures (c'mon warm weather)
Find florist
Find bartender
Order centerpieces
Decide on tuxes
Set menu with caterer
Order reponse cards
Get dress fitted
Rent dancefloor
Find makeup person?
Buy attendant gifts
Buy wedding rings
Write vows
I'm trying to pretend that that list isn't totally overwhelming me right now. I'm sitting here trying to tie little white bows on bells. ARGH!
I've kissed...Read more..
Edward
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2006 21 March :: 2.53pm
i woke up last night around 4 in the morning, shot up in bed, and said to myself, "how old am i? am i really only 21? 21 is way too young to be getting married! i must be crazy to be doing this! am i totally crazy?"
for some reason that question made a lot of sense, and i calmly said to myself, "yes, yes i am" (crazy, that is).
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2006 15 March :: 4.28pm
Woo! Tax refund to be deposited Friday...plus it's payday!!!
Thank god. Life is too expensive.
Time for me to get a real job...I interview on Friday and if I make it through this time, I get an offer. We'll see what kind of offer though. Plus they have to agree to give me at least a month off because we've already booked our honeymoon...to CANCUN...woooo!
Edward
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2006 14 March :: 3.58pm
I can really not understand how people can be so dumb.
Enid we never really knew each other anyway.
Enid we never really knew each other anyway.
It took me a year to believe it was over,
And it took me two more to get over the loss.
I took a beating when you wrote me those letters,
And every time I remembered the taste of your lipgloss.
Maybe we always saw right through each other anyway
But enid we never really knew each other anyway.
There were times when I wanted to hurt you,
And there were times when I know that I did.
There were times when I thought I would kill you,
But can you blame me I was only a kid.
Tell me why we never respected each other.
And tell me why I never believed that you were a person too.
I always thought that you fancied my brother.
I may not have liked it, oh but memory is a strange thing, oh, and enid?
Enid I remember you.
Maybe we always saw right through each other anyway,
But enid we never really knew each other anyway.
It took me a year to believe it was over,
And it took me two more to get over the loss.
I took a beating when I wrote you those letters,
And every time you told me to get lost.
Now it’s not fair to say that it’s
’cause I was three inches shorter then,
And it’s not fair to say that it’s ’cause
I was only fifteen years old.
But maybe it’s fair to say it was a lack of communication,
I took a phone message, oh and speaking of communication,
Oh, and enid,
Enid you got a cold.
I can get a job I can pay the phone bills
I can cut the lawn, cut my hair, cut out my cholesterol
I can work overtime I can work in a mine
I can do it all for you,
But I don’t want to.
Enid we never really knew each other anyway.
Enid we never really knew each other anyway.
Enid we never really knew each other anyway.
Maybe we always saw right through each other anyway,
But enid we really never knew each other anyway
I can teach you how to dance, how to sing, how to knit,
How to make things that you never ever made before
Enid, I can teach you how to use cookie cutters
To make crazy things out of play-doh.
Little houses, little farms, little accessories for your mom,
For your barbie set, for your friends and your family
Enid, I can teach you how to snowmobile, cross-country ski, snowshoe,
But I don’t want to!
Enid we never really knew each other anyway
Enid we never really knew each other anyway
Maybe we always saw right through each other anyway
But enid we really never knew each other anyway
I took you dancing, paid for your nightschool.
Edward
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