'How can I stand here with you, and not be moved by you.'

:: 2004 29 December :: 8.51pm

and haha....i kissed your boyfriend once.

6 FeyBebop | Edward

:: 2004 29 December :: 8.47pm

my fucking apartment has a leak in the wall and the floor is all wet and everything is moved out of place and the plumber is coming tomorrow to tear up my walls and put dust all over and i don't have any water for 2 or 3 days. my kitties are scared and all my clothes are smushed and my apartment is cramped and i have to pee but dont know if i can flush the toilet.

god damn it.

:: 2004 29 December :: 8.47pm

KEVIN CUPPETT MADE MY JOURNAL BIG AND IT IS MAKING ME ANGRY.

JediBumblebee

:: 2004 27 December :: 8.39pm

i am done with menards, started working at the bank. i like it ok.
christmas was ok. paul got me pretty pretty pictures. people should come to our apartment and see them. hooked up the wireless network. busy busy. please get checking accts with fifth third, but tell me first so i can get money. and come thru the drive0thru on westnedge, cause i'll be there.

:: 2004 2 December :: 7.59am

yay for plans!

4 FeyBebop | Edward

:: 2004 26 November :: 5.21am
:: Mood: exhausted

i haaaaate working retail.

:: 2004 24 November :: 11.09pm
:: Mood: drunk
:: Music: Lenny Kravitz- Ladyyy

I'm crazy for this little lady
I'm freaking for my little baby
'Cause she makes me feel good
She's so fine

Don't need all my other ladies
I'm beggin' for this little lady
'Cause I tell you she's cool
She's divine

I know she's a super lady
I'm weak and I've gone hazy yeah

I'm crazy for that lady
She's chic but she's not shady yeah
Sophisticated lady
And she makes me feel good
She's so fine

Never knew there was such a lady
That would make me want to straighten
Out my life at this time but I find
I'm thinkin' 'bout this pretty lady
I would love her good as my own baby (?)
'Cause you know she's no fool
She's refined

I know she's a super lady
I'm weak and I've gone hazy yeah

I'm crazy for that lady
She's chic but she's not shady yeah
Sophisticated lady
And she makes me feel good
She's so fine

Yeah
Don't you know she blows my mind
All the time
'Cause she makes me feel good
Like a real woman should
Yeah
She's so mine
Yeah

I'm weak and I've gone hazy yeah

I'm crazy for that lady
She's chic but she's not shady yeah
Sophisticated lady
And she makes me feel good
And she makes me feel good
And she makes me feel good
She's so fine

Yeah
Don't you know she blows my mind
All the time
And she makes me feel good
Like a real woman should
Yeah
All the time
Yeah
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah

:: 2004 18 November :: 3.48pm

ever have a day when you just feel totally socially inept?

tune in to my radio show tonite at 5, i might have a rant about it.

2 FeyBebop | Edward

:: 2004 11 November :: 9.54am
:: Mood: elated

guess what?

i got a new job!

6 FeyBebop | Edward

:: 2004 25 October :: 5.39pm

Who is in your celebrity family? by cerulean_dreams
User Name
Mom Idina Menzel
Dad Sean Connery
Brother Clay Aiken
Sister Cameron Diaz
Dog Chistery
Boyfriend Eric Bana
Best friend Milla Jovovich
Quiz created with MemeGen!

JediBumblebee

:: 2004 21 October :: 4.04pm

I dont know about the rest of you, but I get a huge kick outta these.

http://www.justinleague.com/Pages/comics.php?strip_id=53

:: 2004 19 October :: 1.35pm

Following Michelle's example:

BUS 370- Integrated Comm in Business
BUS 375- Business Process Productivity
FIN 320- Business Finance
MGMT 352- Human Resources
SOC 283- Methods of Data Analysis
SOC 422- Adolescent Socialization

It's gonna be a bitch.

2 FeyBebop | Edward

:: 2004 11 October :: 1.12pm
:: Music: Alanis Morissette- Eight Easy Steps

how to pretend you're fine and don't need help from anyone
How to stay paralyzed by fear of abandonment
How to defer to men in solveable predicaments
How to control someone to be a carbon copy of you
How to have that not work and have them run away from you

How to keep people at arms length and never get too close
How to mistrust the ones who supposedly love the most
How to pretend you're fine and don't need help from anyone
How to feel worthless unless you're serving or helping someone

I'll teach you all this in 8 easy steps
A course of a lifetime you'll never forget
I'll show you how to in 8 easy steps
I'll show you how leaderships looks when tought by the best

How to hate women when you're supposed to be a feminist
How to play all pious when you're really a hypocrite
How to hate god when you're a player and a spiritualist
How to sabotage your fantasies by fears of success

I've been doing research for years
I've been practicing my ass off
I've been training my whole life for this moment I swear to you
Culminating just to be this well-versed leader before you

How to lie to yourself and thereby to everyone else
How to keep smiling when you're thinking of killing yourself
How to numb a la holic to avoid going within
How to stay stuck in blue by blaming them for everything

:: 2004 6 October :: 10.39am
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: Talking Heads- And She Was

And she was lying in the grass
And she could hear the highway breathing
And she could see a nearby factory
She's making sure she is not dreaming
See the lights of a neighbor's house
Now she's starting to rise
Take a minute to concentrate
And she opens up her eyes

The world was moving and she was right there with it (and she was)
The world was moving she was floating above it (and she was) and she was

And she was drifting through the backyard
And she was taking off her dress
And she was moving very slowly
Rising up above the earth
Moving into the universe
Drifting this way and that
Not touching ground at all
Up above the yard

She was glad about it... no doubt about it
She isn't sure where she's gone
No time to think about what to tell them
No time to think about what she's done
And she was

And she was looking at herself
And things were looking like a movie
She had a pleasant elevation
She's moving out in all directions

Joining the world of missing persons (and she was)
Missing enough to feel alright (and she was)