'How can I stand here with you, and not be moved by you.'

:: 2004 24 June :: 9.33pm

it sucks when i have been gone all day, then get home and realize still nothing has happened...

should i switch departments at work? or just quit? hmmm....

:: 2004 22 June :: 12.52am

waaaayyyyy too busy lately.

saw cassie hill from high school working at menards at home. that was interesting... i miss being in the loop of things.

in other news, my parents suck and i'm glad i'll never live with them again. i wish i understood why they never fail to screw things up for me, and what i ever did to ruin their faith in me and my judgement.

:: 2004 18 June :: 7.20am

noooooooo! I am getting sick!

I HATE being sick and I still have 8 days of work in a row left!

:: 2004 16 June :: 11.15pm

Haha, i know you're looking.

2 FeyBebop | Edward

:: 2004 15 June :: 6.13pm
:: Music: Pearl Jam- Corduroy

The waiting drove me mad...you're finally here and I'm a mess...
I take your entrance back...can't let you roam inside my head...
I dont want to take what you can give...
I would rather starve than eat your bread...
I would rather run but I can't walk...
Guess I'll lie alone just like before.

I don't be held in your debt...
I'll pay it off in blood, let I be wed...
I'm already cut up and half dead...
I'll end up alone like I began.

Can't buy what I want because it's free.

Why ain't it supposed to be just fun?
Oh, to live and die, let it be done.
I figure I'll be damned, all alone like I began.

:: 2004 15 June :: 5.30pm

So the new house thing is pretty wild. Within three days I decided I'm not moving into Danford Creek, I toured about 8 different places, put in two applications, and have a totally new plan of where I'm living next year. Also, I may be moving earlier now, end of July rather than beginning of August, that is if I get my dream apartment, which is looking unlikely but I'll wait for Jenny to call me back. I already brought boxes home from work, I'm so excited to move out of this shithole.

Also, if anyone wants or knows anyone who may want a hamster, I regret to say that he is now free to a good home. Cage included, and whatever other hamster "stuff" I have around. Kitty and hamster are not friends.

:: 2004 15 June :: 12.43am

Ah, sweet stress and confusion. Am I doing the right thing?

2 FeyBebop | Edward

:: 2004 9 June :: 8.52pm

Hot weather is gross, and my A/C in my car is still broken. **curse and swear**

Working five days in a row is gross as well, and even grosser when three are 10 hour shifts.

I got my pictures back from Europe, and they are not nearly as cool as they should be. Yet another reason why today is a day for much grumbling.

:: 2004 8 June :: 5.33pm

Yeah, go figure.

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:: 2004 7 June :: 11.22pm

I realize that if I put on 20 lbs, I'd have bigger boobs. But I'd be chubby.

However, upon comparison, chubby girls with big boobs are often considered hotter than skinny girls with little boobs.

I'm eating graham crackers smothered in Nutella. Yum.

7 FeyBebop | Edward

:: 2004 7 June :: 11.08pm
:: Music: Black Eyed Peas- Shut Up

Is that all there is?
First night at work really kicked my ass.
I feel a personality change coming on...how cool is that guys? Another one. I don't feel the same.

I think I'm dyeing my hair tomorrow...
Back to blonde for the first time in years..I'm petrified.

Also...for those who really know me, you'll know how shocking this is...I think I've broken my caffeine addiction.

I feel really laid back. It may be time for a roadtrip.

I didn't know that pop expired, but apparently my sierra mist is past the date. Weird.

Since when does "I'll call you right back" mean more than 25 minutes?

:: 2004 4 June :: 7.57pm

I am home.

:: 2004 31 May :: 6.42am

Stupid internet cafe closed my windoww before i was done with teh last entry...

anyway, venice was interesting...the transportation really sucks though.

i will miss italy and being able to drink a liter of wine with lunch.

france is so so. i saw the eiffel tower, and the mona lisa. so i'm ready to come home.

on my last entry i lied, i actually come home the nnight of the third. thursday. maybe i'll see ssome of ya.