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JediBumblebee

:: 2003 24 July :: 11.15pm
:: Music: Grandaddy- Why Took Your Advice

i took your advice
and bought the microscope...


i can't find anything
i wanna see up close...

Edward


JediBumblebee

:: 2003 18 July :: 12.47am
:: Mood: numb
:: Music: climac blues band.

i knew that the only way to know was to stop persuading in either direction.

i got my answer, it wasn't the one i wanted.

you are the one i wanted.

i don't know how i could say that and say it right.

inside i'm hoping that my phone will ring but i guess honestly i know that it won't.

but i wonder if you're as sick and as sad and as miserable as me right now. i hope you arent because its too much to wish on one person.

1 Fey | Edward


JediBumblebee

:: 2003 15 July :: 1.10am
:: Mood: crushed

I just dont know.


this hurts.

Edward


JediBumblebee

:: 2003 8 July :: 10.00pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Modest Mouse- Here It Comes

Walk to your house on my lunch break
Here it comes
"Come inside and pour a drink"
You'll probably tell me everything you think
Here it comes
The place and the time that we knew that things could go wrong
The grass grows green, could you step away from the screen, it doesn't mean
I don't want you to be seen, just not like everyone.
Grass grows green and it's everyone.
You always told me life's a dam that breaks
Here it comes
If you sit still or if you run
Here it comes.
So now we're drownin' in birthday cakes
Here it comes
The place and the time that we knew that things could go wrong
Keep it clean. I didn't mean to be mean. Why does it always seem that I've
never won. Keep it clean and no one's ever won.
The empty promise makers said
"Here it comes"
Make a point to make no sense
Here it comes
Speak about the future in the past tense
Here it comes
"Don't look down." So what'd we do?"
Here it comes
Walkin' around with shit on our shoes
Oh, here it comes
The place and the time that we knew things would go wrong.

Edward


JediBumblebee

:: 2003 5 July :: 1.07am

overall....tonite was a very pleasant nite.

Edward


JediBumblebee

:: 2003 3 July :: 6.05pm
:: Mood: hot
:: Music: Lamb- Gabriel

I can fly...but I want his wings...
My arms are golden brown.

This is surely a lazy, crazy summer.

Edward


JediBumblebee

:: 2003 3 July :: 6.05pm

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Edward


JediBumblebee

:: 2003 26 June :: 7.18pm

something to remember...

intervenous sedation makes me puke.



i got all four teeth out this morning....which went fine but i didnt wake up from being knocked out for like, two hours afterwards and when they finally kicked me out of the office, moving around made me throw up. A lot. Mind you, I've only puked 4 times in my life until today...and today I can add 6 or 7 more to that tally. Plus the only thing in my stomach was a whole lot of blood because i wanst allowed to each this morning. So I was puking up buckets of blood. Deee-licious.

It doesnt hurt so bad, but my jaw is stiff and swollen, I'm still bleeding some and I can't eat much of anything, but I do think I'm done puking for now...

2 FeyBebop | Edward


JediBumblebee

:: 2003 26 June :: 9.05am

wisdom teeth out today.

if i dont wimp out.

1 Fey | Edward


JediBumblebee

:: 2003 25 June :: 11.58am

So I found the paper from the Meijer health report thing and finally got to reading the fine print.
It says my blood pressure is optimal, both systolic and diastolic. However, upon reading further...
Systolic- Optimal= Under 120
Normal= 120-129

Diastolic- Optimal= under 80
Normal= 80-84

My blood pressure is 103 over 56...

I'm not even sure if that qualifies me as alive....

1 Fey | Edward


JediBumblebee

:: 2003 21 June :: 8.29am

jedibumblebee
Magic Number11
JobCelebrity Nobody
PersonalityChancer
TemperamentNervous
SexualIf I Have To
Likely To WinA Nobel Prize
Me - In A WordBeautiful
Colour
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Edward


Frost

:: 2003 20 June :: 12.04am

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You are Psychic!


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i am arnt i,, you should see me at cards!




surprise
You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your lov


and i thought they didnt like being attacked


Frost

:: 2003 19 June :: 11.52pm
:: Music: None saddly, need to install winamp again

Look its me!!
No really its me!!


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JediBumblebee

:: 2003 18 June :: 9.47pm

i dont know if this is working out...i'm getting feelings of deja vu.

1 Fey | Edward


JediBumblebee

:: 2003 18 June :: 7.53pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Moby- That's When I Reach for my Revolver

Once I had my heroes, once I had my dreams...But all of that is changed now...
so i am sick of school and don't want to go anymore, i'm dropping my accounting class so I can work some more (still in electrical) and maybe pretend to have a summer vacation. tomorrow is my last test, and consequently my last day of statistics, and it will be nice.

you know, for years now I've been spelling the word "tomorrow" incorrectly. Did anyone notice that, and just neglect to tell me? I felt pretty stupid when I figured it out. That's the downside of autocorrect in Microsoft Word. You really don't notice the mistakes you're making. And I'm a smart kid...I think.

i might be going overboard with the apartment thing. my parents are running out of places to put my stuff that i've been "collecting" for it....i've got a microwave and microwave stand, a tv cart, a couch, a vacuum, all my bedding, computer, desk, a whole lot of clocks (i've collected them over the summer and i'm going to use them, hopefully, to make a "clock wall" in my apartment), dishes, towels, shelves, etc. it's getting kinda hectic.

I'm getting a real estate salesperson's license too. In July, I go to a week of classes and then I go down and take a test. Three hundred dollars for another career opportunity. Not bad, not bad at all. I figure I can just collect different certifications and licenses, that way I will always have a career to fall back on. Right now I'm looking at aa truck driver's license, a bartending certificate, and florists certification. But the real estate thing is good, because people always need places to live.

I'm sure there are other things I could update on, but my fingers hurt from work...and liquid bandage really isn't all that it's cracked up to be...

2 FeyBebop | Edward

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