I'm over it...movin on
woop woop got the runner up CD today...yea its real good dont care what u say Cody Jones!!! :P Even though i despise going to school every morning it seems they're letting up on us a lil...havent had that much hw last couple of days...killer keyboard test today haha...my teacher hates me now...wish i knew what i did...oh well...chemistry test tomorrow that i know almost nothing about definently need to study for that tonight...woohoo Hopefully me and Chels are gunna hang out...ive missed her...havent have a girls night out with ben and jerrys in forever...:( lol we might go bowling...tehehe dude i have the cheat in my locker hehe along with all the other crap u people have written in it!!!ahhh!! :P that permanet marker all over my locker is going nowhere...urgh! well guys got things to do around here...later *When i fall, i fall fast and hard, and end up crying everytime..cant help it...its who i am*

It's all coming together now...
well my mommy got my text messaging back...yea! yet again another boring monday...hey 4 months exactly till my B-day thats sweet! i have to study tonight for my keyboarding test...how lame is that yea i failed the last one and i told the teacher it wasnt my fault my boyfriend decided to dump me that night and i couldnt study...haha dont think thatll work again...well guys got some other crap to do...later! *I want to give you
whatever you need.
What is it you need?
Is it what I need?-dashboard*

What do u want to be remembered as...?
we kinda were talkin about this in sunday school today...and we all replied with non-serious answers like they said it would say on my tombstone here lies the girl with the malibu haha...but seriously what am i going to be remembered as...deep thought...well went to the art show today so i could get extra credit for photo...i wish i was an artist...they express so much in their masterpieces...its pretty sweet...haha there was some guy that was high there and he was dancing all around...it was hilerious..my mom reminded me that if im going to be a bum im gunna be with people like that all the time...great...after hanging down there went shopping and got some stuff but no shoes :( i want black ones...hehe heck i want every color then i can prance around school in a different pair every day and bother everyone in them...fun stuff...well now im sittin here trying to decide if im gunna do this spanish extra credit... i need poster board...no tengo!! man how bout those Gators...wow surprised us all! we shouldve been out in the boat today...but no it sits in our garage unused...poor Malibu...i dont want to go to school tomorrow...u know what i never want to go to school...well now im just using this to get out of doing hw...being a procrastinator is fun...haha alright fine im leaving... *It hurts so bad not to be with you. I can't stand not being able to kiss you and hug you and hold you when I want. I'd do anything to make it up to you.*found this on someones profile...i like! <3

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Tired of hearing my parents screaming at the Gator game...so im hiding in here...Isn't it ironic that when a couple breaks up for the reason that they never really know what to talk about or never see each other...that all of a sudden afterwards u run into each other more often than before...haha oh well...aww i love this type of weather..overcast and rainy..even though i wish i was out wakeboarding! Better go support the gators and join in with the fun at yelling at the TV...cause u know if u do yell realll loud they can hear all the way in Jacksonville at the stadium...i think this is my parents understanding of the situation...lol <3

Surviving on 30 min. of sleep right now...
Soo...yesterday was pretty sweet...started off with Mike and Tim walking over to my house...we took our candy pumpkins and walked for like an hour in Breakaway to get to my photo friend, matt's, house...hung out there for awhile...haha we sang sadie hawkins dance...u had to be there but it was funny...dude matt has the kewlest room...everything is orange and blue and every inch is covered in Gator stuff...its great! Then my mom picked me up and dropped me off at church...where there was like 30 crazy middle schoolers for the lock in...we headed over to Tomoka Christian...lots of people from Creek were there and Scotty B. and all of them...WAEF played...uh huh they were real good...BCR haha...then RunnerUp was great like always...i want their CD!...ahh Mr. Scotty B. if i get poison ivy...i will cry!! haha Emily is hilerious...she acts like scott's mom...:) well so we left that church at 1...when we got back to our church the kids were so wound up...they made houses out of cardboard boxes and then at 2:30 we busted out the finger blasters...all out wars with those...Katie and Chris finally showed up then...mature teenagers to hang out with...it was nice..by 4 everyone was still wide awake playing ping pong and inhaling sugar...at 6 me katie, and chris went and watched Prince of Egypt and fell asleep and woke up at 6:30...it was insane...well i got through the night without takin any of the lil kids out...i swear they get worse every year...anyway now im heading to the mall...*My heart is like a goldfish bag...it keeps getting crunched up and ripped and turned inside out...haha that would be the deep quote Jeff explain my love life with*

Let's see those Hawks...quack!
HAPPY HALLOWEEN! hehe yea we had a pep rally today...those are always realll exciting...blah or not...at least it cuts all my classes short...thats real nice...hehe we played with dry ice today in chemistry...pretty kewl stuff...after school had to say bye to Joe...wow im really going to miss that guy...he was like one of my first crushes lol ::blush:: well hopefully he'll come back everyonce in awhile...wow the ride home is always insane...dang i love my friends...theyre great except when they leave me on the street and make me walk to amandas all by myself::pouting:: haha im supossed to go over to mikes house and hang out with that crazy bunch...yup heading to Tomoka Christian for some concert tonight...then a lock in all night at church...should be interesting... *Trying to understand guys is like trying to smell the color 9...definently impossible* <3...Dont be stupid tonight guys...

Once Again Today a Painful Realization...
that i am sadly very short and the diet coke that im alway drinking...is gunna give me cancer and kill me...grand...i was walking with James today though and we look down at our shadows and im like 3ft shorter than him...ahh well i guess being short could have its advantages but whateva...So today was pretty boring...these days everything is so repetitive...im tired of school...feels like im sleep walkin to each class...these days i live for the weekends and the lil things in life... like my shoes! Dude Jesse was wearing a Cheat shirt today...it was truly amazing...hehe i know i know im a dork! yea guys if ur sitting here reading this and expecting to find something entertaing...not guna happen lol u wanna laugh...go to homestarruner.com- Strong Bad's emails and watch the guitar one and imagine 2 crazy Juinors repeating that over and over for a week...thats quite humerous...guess u had to be there! well i have piano lessons...urgh No homework tonight though! woop woop! *Id tell u what i was feeling but i dont even know anymore...i want that feeling back* <3

hmmm...now how do u do this
Hey...so now i guess the the new thing is to get these kewl lil journal...so guess whos jumping on the band wagon and joinin in on the fun...hehe definently feeling very accomplished right now because i didnt let my lack of common sense ( see either u have common sense or ur in IB...) take over and i actually was successful at getting this thing thanks to my vanilla sista, mandy :) Alright so yea... it seems that everyone poors thier whole life and heart to this thing...well my life's pretty boring at the moment and im definently not wearing the shoes right now...so im feeling very un-energized so nothin creative is comin to mind....hmm it was definetly one of those days. It started off decent and by the end of the day i wanted to curl up in a lil ball and do nothing...forget trying to understand life! Chelcy drove me to school today!!! woop woop yea and on the way home she decided she was gunna show me the house they were going to buy... we almost ended up in New Symrna...wow chels were gunna have some good times with that car... i was so drained tonight but i went to church like a good lil girl...that place is like my 2nd home...everytime i go there i know im gunna end up laughing my head off and learn somethin new...i love everyone there...hehe well the "all knowing being" told me that u can burn a burnt CD so im gunna go try :)
*Things happen- whether u like it or not* <3