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2002 1 November :: 4.35 pm
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Livin' my life in a slow hell
Different girl every night at the hotel
I aint seen the sun shine in 3 damn days
Been fuelin' up on cocaine and whisky
Wish I had a good girl to miss me
Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways
I put your picture away
Sat down and cried the day
I can't look at you, I'm lyin' next to her
I put your picture away, sat down and cried today
I can't look at you I'm lyin' next to her
I called you lastnight in the hotel
Everyone knows but they wont tell
But their half hearted smiles tell me
Somethin' just ain't right
I been waitin' on you for a long time
Fuelin' up on heartaches and cheap wine
I ain't heard from you in 3 damn nights
I put your picture away
I wonder where you been
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him
I put your picture away
I wonder where you been
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him
I saw ya yesterday with an old friend
It was the same ole same "how have you been"
Since you been gone my worlds been dark & grey
You reminded me of brighter days
I hoped you were comin' home to stay
I was head of the church
I was off to drink you away
I thought about you for a long time
Can't seem to get you off my mind
I can't nderstand why we're living life this way
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I just called to say, I love you come back home
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2002 31 October :: 9.29 pm
she said no.... I guess she has alota respect for my ex then, Shit always come back to haunt me..... *sigh*
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2002 30 October :: 3.47 pm
I wanna ask her out, but i don't know how or when, Someone help me
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2002 29 October :: 3.18 pm
*sigh* rough day for me, I know what i want, What i want wants me back, But will what i want is also wanted by another wanter.... Confused yet?
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2002 28 October :: 7.11 pm
:: Music: steppinwolf magic carpet ride
I like to dream yes, yes, right between my sound machine
On a cloud of sound I drift in the night
Any place it goes is right
Goes far, flies near, to the stars away from here
Well, you don't know what we can find
Why don't you come with me little girl
On a magic carpet ride
You don't know what we can see
Why don't you tell your dreams to me
Fantasy will set you free
Close your eyes girl
Look inside girl
Let the sound take you away
Last night I held Aladdin's lamp
And so I wished that I could stay
Before the thing could answer me
Well, someone came and took the lamp away
I looked around, a lousy candle's all I found
Well, you don't know what we can find
Why don't you come with me little girl
On a magic carpet ride
Well, you don't know what we can see
Why don't you tell your dreams to me
Fantasy will set you free
Close your eyes girl
Look inside girl
Let the sound take you away.
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2002 28 October :: 4.59 pm
i should have asked her, what a chicken shit i am, Damn i'm such a fucking wuss, I love her alot, but its hard to tell somone how you feel
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2002 27 October :: 7.35 pm
i'm really tired and talking to her, This is so much fun
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2002 27 October :: 10.02 am
if i see her today, i'm going to ask her
wish me luck
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2002 27 October :: 1.22 am
Well, I seen her today, I had a blast, I hope she did too, I hope she knows how sorry i am for being late, Stupid cleanup shit, I drug my best friend with me there, I shoulda asked if that was okay with him first, I think we both had a good time though, After i went to her house me and my best bro went to my uncles to do a DJ thing, It sucked, There was nothing to do there but play music, All the adults were just sitting around like a bunch of old geezers and stuff, Getting drunk off their asses, They wouldn't even offer me a drink, Bastards!, *sigh* I wonder if she likes me, People tell me she does, I really like her, Well enough blabbeling its like 1:21 and i'm so frigg'n tired
Oh and i need to find some CO2 because i gatta play some paintball tomorrow
G'night
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2002 26 October :: 3.42 pm
Well, must go to cleanup today, Then i get to see her, I always have a good time doing that, Few people know about this journal, *giggles* hehe
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2002 26 October :: 12.03 am
I really like her, I hope she likes me back
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2002 24 October :: 10.02 pm
I thought about you for a long long time
Can't seem to get you off my mind
I can't understand why we're living life this way
I found your picture today
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2002 24 October :: 9.44 pm
well i was supposed to go to rachel's this weekend, But now i kinda don't want to, I don't have any reason to anymore, jay's gonna have rachel, and ally doesn't like me, well gatta go, I'll sleep well tonight, I got my ass kicked at Midnight street wrestling
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2002 24 October :: 9.10 pm
I had so much fun tonight, I walked my friend home tonight and we wresteled in the street, It was the best time i've had in weeks, I'm like so happy right now
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2002 24 October :: 5.29 pm
i'm kinda scaring myself, I want to continusly update my journal, I don't have anything to say even, well, lets see what am i going to do tonight i'm not sure lol , i feel stupid
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