'Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand What you've been up there searching for forever is in your hands When you figure out love is all that matters after all It sure makes everything else seem so small .

 

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phil-himself

:: 2011 27 May :: 8.45pm

winnin like a motherfucker

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phil-himself

:: 2011 26 May :: 8.36am

snoochie boochies

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gillette

:: 2011 25 May :: 2.31pm

Refuses to give up. I'm SO close. I just can't let it go. So maybe I fucked up, I have to do this..otherwise everything I've worked for will be for nothing.

Graduating will mean everything to me.

I don't care if I have to move to Alaska for grad school. I will knock down doors until somebody lets me in. I want to help people, it's what makes me want to live. It gives me purpose and meaning in my life.

I WILL be something. I am a smart person, I can't just give up and work at the casino for the rest of my life. I need to push through these hard times. Maybe this is what will change my life around for the better.

When I think of my future, I know what I want, and it's not living in a dumpy college apartment, struggling to make ends meet living paycheck to paycheck.

I have to do this. I have to. I will.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2011 23 May :: 10.59pm

having surgery on wednesday. hoping it is for good reason.

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phil-himself

:: 2011 17 May :: 6.46pm

everyone can fuck off today

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mochababy49319

:: 2011 16 May :: 10.29am

Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

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phil-himself

:: 2011 13 May :: 3.25pm

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gillette

:: 2011 13 May :: 3.06pm

so last night nic told me something that really made sense. if you're upset about something or constantly worrying about something...don't. set aside 30 minutes of your day to actively think about it and to do what you can (if anything) to make it better. after that 30 minutes is up LET IT GO! for that day because otherwise you'll drive yourself crazy.

i really should start doing this. it's not easy though because thoughts easily pass through your mind that you don't intend, but i guess you just have to work on controlling it.

i realize i'm in a semi-crappy place right now, but maybe everyday ahead of me, i can do a little something to make it better.

today, i went through my finances and wrote in my planner all my bill due dates and amounts that automatically come out of my checking account..maybe it seems obvious or trivial but i don't keep track of that stuff usually very well and this will help me be a little less worried about finances. +1 for the day...

ps-i really appreciate the advice given on previous entries. it truly helped

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mochababy49319

:: 2011 13 May :: 12.46am

I love my waitressing job. I have met sooo many sweet people. Been hit on a few times. Whatever helps make that money right?

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phil-himself

:: 2011 11 May :: 1.03pm

The years they don't treat you like they used to.

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phil-himself

:: 2011 10 May :: 6.00pm

Throw your needless shame out the window.

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mochababy49319

:: 2011 8 May :: 6.17pm

How it really went

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phil-himself

:: 2011 6 May :: 12.50pm

phil-himself aka USA #1

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phil-himself

:: 2011 6 May :: 8.58am

pull the trigger, drop the blade, and watch the rolling heads

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spud

:: 2011 5 May :: 11.20pm

Day 08 - A song that you know all the words to


i could totally rock this shit at karaoke still. judge if you want to, i guess.

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