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:: 2004 28 July :: 3.54 pm

The farm sucked today. It was hot and the field was too damn long. Lol but Dan the Man brought us to the bathroom, second time now. woo go us! I tell you one thing though, I WILL NOT LISTEN TO ANY MORE FUCKING BEATLES!NO MORE!!!!

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:: 2004 27 July :: 7.38 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: the get up kids-i'll catch you

A Cinderalla Story
Last night Campbell wanted to hang out, so I called Katie to see if she wanted to come with us, and Katie Jo. Then Katie came and got me, and we didn't want to really go anywhere anymore. So we went around town, and rented Starsky and Hutch, then went and met Kevin and Langdon for ice cream. Then went back to her house, watched t.v., oh she got her pictures back from us at birthday bash and stuff. Ah I love em! Anyway, yeah we started to watch the movie and I fell asleep. So we went in her room and layed down, and beeped Dan for like a half an hour and talked to him haha. Anyway, then her stick lol made me laugh for a long time. Don't ask. Good times, we talked for a long time. I love Kate, she's such a better person than most of the people at our school, it's just sad she doens't realize what a great, caring, loving girl she really is.

Then ha , I woke up to get ready for work at her house, and ended up going back to bed till like 7:45 then got up grabbed poptarts and we left. It's just work, who gives a shit what you look like really.

So at work, me and Jess were on break and decided to ..umm...run as far away from the farm as we could possiably get. With a car or without, then Dan the scary Man, caught us, and drove us back to our crew in his truck. haha. What a nice...strange old man.

We jammed to N'sync all day. Lol good times. We've decided to wear N'sync tee shirts tomorrow to work. So you all can EAT IT! lol *laughs* inside joke. because you know that N'sync will always be cool!

*breaks into song* YOU MAY HATE ME BUT IT AINT NO LIE BABY, BYE BYE BYE!! okay, enough of that.

Me and Jess got out of work today and went back to her house after we stopped by Kate's, got cleaned up and were going to go to the American Idol's concert tonight at the Van Andel, but we decided not to.

We ended up going to see A Cinderalla Story. It was so cute. Even though it's just a movie, and it was very adoreable, it made me kinda..want to say oh fuck you, your life's perfect....oh and hmm..no one's life is really that perfect so..you can.. well..um kiss my ass, but im crazy, and yes, it is just a movie. A good one too.

We went through Get em and go, but no one would answer the speaker box. What kind of service is that? Does anyone know why ..like is their speaker box broken??

*laughs*

Then on the way home um, I went crazy, and stuck my body out the sunroof on 14 mile screaming and shouting and dancing. lol good times. *smiles*

*yawns* work sucked today. It was wet and I was freezing, and it was just a long day. Tomorrow will be better.

I must go listen to pappy play piano.

Jess

You almost always pick the best times to drop the worst lines..


:: 2004 26 July :: 5.38 pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Ashlee Simpson-Pieces of me

I can finally rest my head on something real, I like the way that feels


I'm head over heals this time around.

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:: 2004 26 July :: 3.58 pm

Today went by so fast. It was actually really fun. Aww I love my pappy! I'm so glad you're working now. You make the day fly. ;)

Jess

You almost always pick the best times to drop the worst lines..


:: 2004 26 July :: 7.28 am

oh no, spagettios'. I think Jess has an obsession with e-bay motors. *puts hands together and prays to find a sunfire* I need to get off and finish getting ready to work, damn you e-bay.

You almost always pick the best times to drop the worst lines..


:: 2004 26 July :: 7.17 am
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Maroon Five-She will be loved

Hey, can you believe that
I'm actually excited to go to work today. I don't know why, it could be because Jess starts today. Or the fact that I don't have to worry about Jeff anymore. That could be it too, lol who knows.

So I found the perfect car on e-bay. A red two door sunfire. In Indiana for 800 bucks. Yes, it needed some repairs but my dad can do that. So I finally!!! got my parents to let me bid on it, and four hours later, I got outbid by 600 dollars. Yeah, poor Jess doesn't have 600 extra dollars. Grrrr.. I want a sunfire *cries*

So last night I realized that it's not *that* important. I just need to be ok with it, and eventually, it'll come to me, instead of out and about looking for something you can't just willingly find.

I need to go do my hair. *grr* have a good day ya'll!

Jess

You almost always pick the best times to drop the worst lines..


:: 2004 25 July :: 11.00 pm

*sigh* I have a massive head ache. No thanks to anyone in my household.

ughh I feel bad

You almost always pick the best times to drop the worst lines..


:: 2004 25 July :: 4.51 pm

Work was good today. I was on Jeff's crew. Can't say I was too thrilled, but me and Jeff are...tight lol now. So I'm really happy. He's a good kid. I feel bad for giving him a lot of
shit now. I got attacked with tassels by all the guys on our crew, which umm is everyone besides Adie and Katie. Matt espically, BOTH matt's. Anyone who throws tassels should die....just kidding :)

Yeah so I have to go to dinner with the family tonight *sigh* It shall..suck.

Erika where are you?!? I miss you.

I've decided Mike is a good choice. For what you ask? I'm not really sure.

Jess

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:: 2004 24 July :: 11.04 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Slow Motion

Lol how the hell is "bouncy" a mood?? lol
Oh my gosh I had so much fun tonight! Mike got a hold of me at like 8 and asked what I was up to and we decided to go to Justin's after all. I wasn't going to go because I have to work tomorrow morning, but he came and got me and we went over there. Lol I had so much fun. Lol then the Katie's came. Good times. I got to catch up with Devon, the second I got there she ran up gave me a hug, and started balling...literally. It was the cutest thing I have ever seen. I love her sooooo much! I'm going to go insane w/out her. :( She's coming back senior year though. Yeah, I love mike, he's such a sweetheart. He's sooo sweet. For some reason I really disliked Ian a lot this year, but he was so much fun tonight I luv em! Then me being the party pooper I am, had to go home even though I was having a blast, and I love Justin for being such a sweetie too. So Mike brought me home, ahh I really think he's such a great kid. You girls should be crazy about him. Anyway, so yeah now I'm home, and I kind of want to go hang out with the Katie's but I KNOW I shouldn't, even though Kate's right down the road from the farm. *sigh* should I go, or shouldn't I??? grrr, I want too!

Ahh fuck it

night

Jess

You almost always pick the best times to drop the worst lines..


:: 2004 24 July :: 4.35 pm

you are *SO* fucking selfish it's unreal!!!

You almost always pick the best times to drop the worst lines..


:: 2004 24 July :: 4.07 pm

What a nice way to treat your best friend. *sigh* I don't care anymore because you only care about how you feel.

I was such a bitch this morning at work. It was nice though I got to bitch at people I don't like *evil grin* and tell them to stop missing their fucking tassels! Which is alwyas nice when you don't have to do the work and you just boss people around. I can't wait to start next year off at the farm as a crew leader.

Anyway, I wasn't going to go to work today because my neck and hands are so burnt that I coudln't move them, but I figured hey, why not go and make extra moeny for it being Sat. and just bitch and yell like all the crew leaders do. So I did.

I have to work tomorrow though. A sunday. Grrt that makes me mad, but I need the moeny to buy a car, because unlike every other stupid person, my parents aren't going to buy me a fucking car, so I have too.

Oh and they hired all these immigrant workers today to get things going faster. I'm pissed! I was raging. That means work will be done sooner, and we get less pay. Stupid immigrants take all of our moeny. Sorry if that sounds mean to you, but I don't care. They don't need to be taking all of our damn jobs. Plus, I hear about it all the time from my dad, so after awhile I tend to agree.grr *shakes fist*

So I got my paycheck today, for three days. Not too shabby. Too bad I didn't get to keep any of that moeny. It all went to my dad. He's buying my car off e-bay, and getting it for me and doing the labor when I get it if there are problems with it. yay! But that's not all I'm paying him for. I had to pay him for fixing all the other junk I bought that was broken. but that's another story.

I'm really pissed, I was looking for to sleeping in tomorrow, and now I can't. *sigh* stupid farm!

How's this for guy crazy, he shows up at my house, someone I actually don't think is that bad of a guy, and tell him to leave me the fuck alone. not those exact words, but enough to give him the hint I'm busy, I don't want to be with anyone, I don't have time to play the games guys play with girls, that sounded bad. What I meant to say is guys think there so awsome b/c of girls pretty much, and I'm not really to thrilled about any guy, no matter how damn hot you are. Or how pretty of eyes you have. I just...can't make myself care.

What is about guys that make them so stupid that they don't understand that some days, we are just total and complete bitches, and it's not something we can control. It's called fucking hormones. When you have your period and cramps for a damn week every month, if your luckier than me and it isn't screwed up, then you'd understand. It's nothing we have control over. Our day can be going great, it coul dbe the best day ever, and we can be bitches for no reason once so ever. So the best thing is to not show up at my house, then pick the dumbest fucking movie you could pick to watch, and then be a total ass and flirt up the wazoo when I just get home from work and just want to take a shower. I mean GOOD LORD! GET A FUCKING CLUE!!! I don't mean to be a bitch today, but I just am. And you know what , get over. Girls ARE bitches, and you guys ARE assholes, with their priorities all fucked up. So it makes sense to try to ignore most of you as much as possiable. If you don't like it, TOOOOOOOOO
FUCKING BAD!!!!

I need to go take a shower. I smell like corn. *gags* Then I'm going to the movies with my GIRL FRIENDS! b/c there isn't a guy in the entire world I would want to be around right now, and not want to kill you!

Just a tad bit of advice to any of you guys with girlfriends, if she's being bitchy. It's not because she hates you, but because it happens. So don't ag her on and try to figure out what's wrong, just leave her the hell alone and you'd be much more safe.

*screams* grrr you make me sooo angry sometimes.

Jess


You almost always pick the best times to drop the worst lines..


:: 2004 23 July :: 8.24 pm

I'm so fucking stupid! I wish I would have put more sun screen on. I'm so damn burnt. And it kills soooooo bad! Espically my neck, I can't even turn my head b/c it hurts so bad. *cries* I hate being a red head, hate it, hate it, hate it.

I get my paycheck tomorrow! woo it makes the job all worth it.

I hate this right now.

jess

You almost always pick the best times to drop the worst lines..


:: 2004 23 July :: 6.25 am
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Tim McGraw-Live like you were dying

I loved deeper, and I spoke sweater, and gave for givness I've been denying, then he said someday I hope you get the chance to live like you were dying
I'm so fucking sun burnt I couldn't even sleep last night. My shoulders kill. URGH. Now I need to go take a shower and get ready for work, but the shower's going to fucking hurt.

Somebody shoot me, take me outof my misery.

I tell you I'm ok, and I really just want to get away from everyone, and just be alone..cry, scream, let it all out. I just don't have time to do that.

Bah

I hate this stupid shit.

Off to work I go.

Jess

You almost always pick the best times to drop the worst lines..


:: 2004 22 July :: 10.34 pm

I went and got my Grandpa ice cream. It's the first time since he's been around that he's actually acted like himself. My Aunt Jackie and Unlce Jim are staying over. I just hate pretending like ..I don't know. I just hate this period. It's not fair, to him or to anyone. kdjfalkfjlakjfd *sigh*

I just need to hold it together. For everyone's sake, including my own.

You almost always pick the best times to drop the worst lines..


:: 2004 22 July :: 5.03 pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Switchfoot-On Fire

~*~She thinks my tractor's sexy...woo it really turns em on;)~*~
Work actually was really fun this morning. I got to sit up on top and tell people when they missed tassels lol it was sooo nice! I can't wait to be a crew leader next year! :) woo fun stuff, I won't have to do anything. but sit back, get a tan, and boss ppl around :)

So yeah then we went to lunch, and then after lunch it got really hot and I'm scorched. I look like a friecken lobster. So yeah, it was really hot, and we were sweaty, and it just wans't fun then. But yeah. Oh well.

I'm going to take a long nap. I'm tiered.

Jess

You almost always pick the best times to drop the worst lines..

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