Ughh Fuck you
Ugh seriously Andy Sischo, ughh I want to just get in my car...my imaginary car, with my imaginary driver's liscense and just run you over!

No, not really, because that's terriable. I do however, want to just ughhh smack you. You are so not who I became friends with. The person I became friends with, was the best guy I knew, the best guy friend I had ever had in my life. Someone who was ALWAYS there for me when I needed him to be. Someone who could make me feel better about anything.

And now, you are the biggest, most selfish, glued to the fucking mirror looking at your fucking muscles you get from all that steriod ..oh I mean "protien milkshakes" or whatever the fuck you want to call it, muscles! Well one day you're going to be fucked because you're turning into, you ARE a vain ass!

Just don't expect it! Not when you're so fucking far into that hole, don't even do it!

Ughh..I was in such a good mood, then I have to talk to you. ughh *sigh* Oh-well.

That's it, I swear way to damn much. Starting tomorrow, no more swearing.

~*~Lose your mind, this is the time, get with me~*~

Whoa, that's crazy. I'm thinking trouble ahead. I know I'm going to flip though if you do the same thing over again. History repeats itself doesn't it? I believe so. I also believe you will always be this dumb guy that you are, who is just a complete ass. Who only has himself to blame for his mistakes.

Anyway, now with my life. I really just want to let it all down, do what I always do. But I can't. That's why it always turns out how I don't want it too.

I want to just spend time with you, let whatever happen, just happen. Is what I want.

~*~We were flying high as high as wine, and have ourself's a Big and RICH time, he was letting me go as far as I could go~*~

My face and Chest are so sun burnt from Birthday Bash yesterday. It kinda hurts a little bit, but oh-well. It'll be gone in a few days. It won't turn into a tan lol, but at least I won't look like a lobster. heh.

Took dad out, good times. Now the parents are out, so I'm going to leave in a little bit. Go shopping. woo!

OH, I had the craziest dream last night! Holy smokes! Ahh lol okay me and Katie were at Birthday Bash and we saw the creepy man from the rest area that we stopped at, who was basically trying to get in our pants, and KATIE WAS TOTALLY ALL over him!!! ahhh I was going insane. Then I woke up, but my girl's much smarter than that. So no worries heh. But yeah, kinda creepy. I love you Kate! ;) heh.

Jess

~*~"I don't give a dang about nothing, I'm singing and bling blinging while the girls are drinkin.....

New favorite song..Save a Horse, Ride a Cowboy! ;)

Well I just don't know. Hmm..Maybe I'm over reacting. That's all. I need to get with it, and snap out of this. I do this everytime.

I think I'm going to go to bed, I'm exhausted. *yawns* I better have plans for Monday.

I wanna hang out w/ Jess :(

night, Jess.

Birthday Bash
Yeah, I'm so tiered..I need sleep is what I need. So last night me and Kate hang out, and at like midnight we're just lying in bed watching scary movie, and then we decide to go over to the Mulder's because Tyler wanted us to go over there I guess. Yeah, big mistake. ughh Clint, he's such a jerk. He took the tire off her car, put shaving cream on it, a dead racoon, messed the e-break up, and then put toads in the car. That we were driving to birthday bash..in like an hour and a half. All because he thinks he's so funny...not. So Tyler finally put the tire back on, and we cleaned off the car, and who gets the toads out, yupp, me. Ahhh I wanted to scream at them so bad. So we go back to my house so I can change and stuff, and then leave. Yeah so we went the wrong way on the s-curve on the way there at like 2 or something, and got lost in grand rapids for like an hour. Resulting in asking these two guys, who were WALKING through the McDonalds drive through at like 3 in the morning how to get back to the highway, yeah, we managed.

So we're all worried that the tire is messed up because knowing Clint he would leave the lug nuts loose just because...he's a jerk. So we get off at a rest stop, and this man asked us if he could help us and we told him we were worried the tire wasn't on all the way because one of our friends took it off as a joke, and we don't think it's on all the way. This man WAS THE CREEPIEST MAN I HAVE EVER MET!!! He was like "yeah, I can look at it, but I have to get in your trunk, I'm not getting sexual with you, or hitting on you or anything ok?" LIKE A MILLION TIMES! and we were like yeah, we know!!! So him and his friend tighten the lug nuts, and then make us pull forward and backward, just to make sure it's all good. So we do, and then he's like talking to us, because the door was open and he stood right between the door and the car, so we couldn't shut the door. Then he ask's us, where we are going, and we're like ughh just leave us alone, and we're like well we are meeting up with some friends at the B93 Birthday Bash, and he's like "no way! You must be going to a hotel or something come on, be honest" and we're like "No, we are going to the Birthday Bash" and take notcie this guy will not move away from the car and we are getting real freaked out. Then he asks if we smoke, and we told him no. He asks us if we drink, we said no. HE ASKS US if we do cocain, and AGAIN in a very annoyed voice we said, no! Then he leans down looking into the car, and he says "You know I really love redheads, you're really attractive, I love your hair, yada yada yada" and I'm like "umm..thanks" and I don't know how he couldn't tell we wanted him to step away from the car and leave us the heck alone. Then he pauses, looks back at me, and I was wearing a tank top and he says "Oh, and nice clevage you have there" so yeah, that was it, we were like well yeah we HAVE to get going blah blah blah and he's like "well ok you ladies, because that's what you are now, since you are what 19..18" and we're like "Try 15 and 16 buddy" and then he's like "Well have a good night, be safe (AND THIS IS A DIRECT QOUTE) watch out for the guys all they want to do is fuck you and use your pussy. Well I'm so blessed to have talked to you, thank you for trusting me" and we're like yeah, CYA! and left, oh my gosh, I don't think I have ever been so scared.!!! You have no idea!!!!

So yeah we get to the birthday bash, waited in the longest line, *shakes head* and it was freezing. And we had sweatshirts, jeans, and blankets over us. We finally get in there at like 7:30 and lay down, because we were actually really close to the stage. And just slept. Then the people we wanted to hear sang. hehe save a horse, ride a cowboy. Then we went and got out picture taken with Blue Contrey, and GUESS WHO? JOSH GRACIN!!!! ahhh *giggles* he's sooooo adoreable! If you don't know who Josh Gracin is, he's from the finals of American Idol. The marine. He has gorgoues dark eyes, and dark hair. Which I'm very...attracted too heh. We'll leave it at that. Yeah, we cut through a 3-4 hour line for pictures and autographs lol but oh-well. Heh totally worth it. Then everyone we wanted to see was done already, and it was sooooooooooo hot! we were just tiered and I felt really sick, and the smell was terriable. We saw everyone perform that we wanted to see, so we decided to go home.

Now, for no particular reason, I just feel like crying. Don't ask why. It'd really help if we could hang out too. I think I'm going to go shower, take a nap, and see what's goin on with tonight if anything, but I really want to go to the whitecaps game at 7, so if anyone wants to go, give me a call.


Jess

*yawns*

Well I got up pretty earlie this morning, went for a run. Came home, took a shower. Then went and got my hair done. It looks really cute. I'm so relieved that it turned out so well. She cut it pretty short though, which is sad, but oh well still looks cute. I'm happy. heh Then we went and got my dad's Father's Day Present. It's sort of sad, I don't even pay for it. My mom does, and he's my father. ahh oh-well I'm not a bank. I make good with what I've got to offer. Then we went and got applications, after lunch, and came home. And I was going to go to birthday bash, then I wans't going to, and now I am with Katie. So I think that's going to bea long day tomorrow. Oh well it'll be worth it.

I'm sort of embarressed, that you now know exactlly how I feel...but not really. I don't think you really cared that much, otherwise I don't think you would have said the things you said. But what you did say makes a lot of sense. And I'm glad you said it, because I really do care about you, and the way things go. heh :) *smiles*

Well I need to go get my stuff, and get ready for Katie's. Toodles.

Love Jess

~*~Everybody...lets get into it, and get it started~*~

I love this song. "Let's Get It Started" by the Black Eyed Peas. I know, I know, I said that already. Oh-well, it makes me want to get up and dance. *jumps up and busts out a moove*

So yeah, today was so boring. I wanted to hang out with Erika :( but we have decided to hang out next week, and eat ice cream. ha lol, don't ask. So I really wanted to see Dan, but he was going golfing. Psh, who knows how to golf, lol well a lot of guys, but I don't. I can miniture golf, that's always fun. Grr...but that's not the point. I really wanted to see him today, I've been in a grouchy mood. Ah , oh -well there's always tomorrow. Forget that, I am getting my hair done at 12:30 *sigh* it better look good. I'm getting it highlighted and layered. Most redheads don't have highlights...hmm..ah, I'm just not going to think about it. I hear Crystal light washes it out, and get's your hair back to it's original color. So I guess it's a good thing it's summer huh? Yeah my mom is taking me to get applications, and cash my check. Then we are going out to lunch, and shopping. And when I get home I'm going to Logan's for his bonfire. So I guess there isn't tomorrow, and then Sat. is Birthday Bash. *grawl* ughhhhhhhhhhhh!

Anyhoo..this is were I would call my best friend and be like let's hang out. But stupid fucking arby's makes her work every fucking night at the same time! *shakes fist* FUCK YOU ARBY'S!!! Oh, and hmm...it's not like she'd be able to come pick me up after work, ha BECAUSE I CANT EVEN RIDE IN THE CAR WITH MY BEST FRIEND! UGHHHHHHHHHHH

I really want those damn books. I'm in the mood for reading. Anyone have gossip girl, bring it on over!

*sigh* i'm going to go

Jess