My two favorite songs
There's a song that's inside of my soul. It's the one that I've tryed to write over and over again. I'm awake in and then, and it's cold. But you sing to me over and over again. So I lay my head back down, and I lift my hands and pray, to be only yours, I pray, to be only yours..I know now you're my only hope. Sing to me the song of the stars...of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again, when it feels like my dreams are soooo far. Sing to me of the plans you have for me over again. So I lay my head back down, and I lift my hands and pray, to be only yours, I pray, I know now you're my only hope. I give my destiny, I'm giving you all of me, I want your sympathy, singing in all that I am. At the top of my life, I'm getting high...So I lay my head back down, and pray to be only yours. I pray, to be only yours, I pray to be only yours, I know now you're my only hope. Hmm...Hmm...ooooo...

I'll always remember, it was a late afternoon. It lasted forever, and ended so soon. You were all by yourself, staring up at a black starry sky, I was changed. In places where no one will find, all your feeling go inside. Deep inside. Now it when I realized that forever was in your eyes, the moment I saw you cry. The moment that I saw you cry. It was late in Sepetember, and I seen you before. You were always the cold one. But I was never that sure. You were all by yourself, you were staring at a dark sky, I was changed. In places that no one will find, all your feeling go deep inside. Deep inside. It was now that I realize that forever was in your eyes, the moment I saw you cry. The moment I saw you cry. I wanted to hold you, I wanted to make it go away. And I wanted to know , I wanted to be your everything. Oh right. I'll always remeber is was late afternoon, in places no one will find, all your feelings go deep inside, deep inside. Forever was in your eyes. It was now that I realized, that forever was in your eyes. THe moment I saw you cry. Baby, cry! The moment I saw you crying, oh no no. I think I saw you cry. The moment I saw you cry. I wanted to know you! places where no one will find!

When it's all over
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road. Time grabs bye the wrist, directs you where to go. So make the best of this test and don't ask why. It's not a question but a lesson learned in time. So take the photographs and still frames in your mind hang it on a shelf, put it up for good time. Tatoo's amd memories. For what's worth, it was worth all the while. It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right... I hope you had the time of your life!

I feel like something has come to an end. I have sence about May. I feel sad about something, and I don't even know what. I feel.... I'm not quiet sure.

I need this thing, this thing people are constantly looking for, this thing that completes a person's life. Whats the thing?

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FROM THE WALL TO THE WINDOWWWWWWWWWWW!
What friend knows you the best: Jess
What friend has known you the longest: Jess
What friend as known you the least: umm…Devon
What friend do you have the most memories with: Jess and Cass
What friend do you spend most of your time with: Jess
What friend is just like you: Jess
What friend is the complete opposite of you: Angeeh
What friend understands you and how you function better than anyone:Jess And Cass
What friend is the funnest persony you know: Jess, Cass, Shea
What friend doens't have a sense of humor at all: all my friends have one
What friend is the best kisser: Have no clue
What friend gives the best hugs: Jas
What friend do you complain to the most: Andy
What friend do you argue with the most: Andy
What friend do you go to for advice:Jess and Andy
What friend do you turn to for help on your homework: All my friends are pretty smart, so almost all of them could help me if I needed it.
What friend do you work out with: Cass
What friend do you work with: Jess, Justin, Danielle, Adie, and Denee.
What friend makes you smile non-stop: Jess
What friend annoys you the most: urm…
What friend is the best singer: Linds
What friend is the most musical: Jess , Danielle, and Angeeh.
What friend has the best taste in fashion: Stac
What friend do you have a crush on: no one
What friend has a crush on you: u tell me
What friend do you call when you've been through hell: Jess
What friend do you call just to talk to while watching t.v.: Jess
What friend's house is your secound home: Jess or Cass’s
What friend encourages you to do your best: All my friends.
What friend do you know without a doubt would save your life, even if it meant risking their
own: Jess
What friend have you done crazy stuff with: All my friends.
What friend always tells you that they love you: Jess, Katie, Cass and Shea
What friend do you share a locker with: hehe Cass
What friend do you have the most classes with: Was Cassie
What friend is the best driver: Beans
What friend is the worse driver: Jason
What friend is a sweetie pie: Shea, Linds, Jess, Andy, Cass, and Katie.
What friend is a grumpy son of a bitch: well we all are like that sometimes
What friend over exagarates: Shelbs
What friend is always partying: Shelbs or Jason
What friend has the nicest car: Beans
What friend has the worse car: cramer and Jason
What friend will most likely succed in life: only time will tell
What friend that is older then you do you trust: Jess and Andy, who isn’t older than me?
What friend that is younger then you do you trust: Don’t’ know anyone younger than me
What friend’s siblings do you hate: I don’t hate anyone, but Lind’s brother,…I could beat that kid!
What friend gives you nicknames and who are they and what do they call you:lol me and Jess have a million like pappi, gerchrude, ect. mostly everyone calls me those stupid redheaded names cos they bug me!
What friend trys to act like their black when really there not: haha Shelby and Michelle, sometimes Jason
What friend do you think looks up to you the most: Not sure.
What friend do you look up to the most: Jess J)))))))))))))))

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Hmm...things have been....strange lately. Friday at work was...umm different, but mostly good. Umm... people...are freaks!

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I need to hang out with Jess. I dont want school to friecken start!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRR

Bertha!
Heh look at my picture, I'm eating Bertha Jess! hehehe

Well today at work was okay, I was pissing and moaning all morning till Justin and Josh got moved to my crew heh. Then it was fun. They had rap playing and we were laughing the entire time. Heh, it was so great. I was almost laughing as hard and when me and Jess have our tassils bitch!

Our crew got done earlie today around lunch time so I had to wait for my mom to pick me up and me and josh and justing were just hanging out in Justin's car, and lmao, I love those two their hilarous!

I got my first paycheck today, and afterwork we went to get it cashed, god damn it felt GREATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!! Getting soaked with corn dew, and picking corn on a tractor having weird ppl with you and picking crap with spiders and bugs all over it, is totally worth going into that bank and getting the cash, baby! heh

Oh, and we got tomorrow off, which I guess is okay. I'll get to sleep in, yay! But...I'd rather work sence I get payed more. Oh-well. I just hope I'm not one of the first people to get cut sence were almost done detassiling! I want more $$ heh :)

Well I'm going to the movies, and having fun while I dont have to work yay!!!!! Bye Bye <3 Jess

survey
If you were to die tomorrow what items would you give your friends make a list below.

Jess-A bundt cake! haha oh and dont forget napkinds hehe
Linds-A cd w/ the song she thinks my tractors sexy
Cass-The fat mans tee shirt
And- 2 inches lol
Shea-My collection of tanning lotions and sprays heh
Katie-A video tape of someone drunk singing hehehe
Shelbs- probably a guy
Jason-One of those things you put on your dashboard that make sounds when there is a cop around lol
Dan-shoes
Kyle- Heh the glasses
Devon- minky!
Danielle- umm A cowboy hat
Adie- A tee shirt that says "I'm butched"
Stacey- long shorts lol long story
Emmie-A baby fall asleep crib toy
Jon- rule book
Jacki- jelly braclets
Patty-stickers
Taryn-Dorito's from the ones missing when I was there
Jessie-Nick hehe
Erika-The picture of us jumping in the air in the middle school in like 8th grade lol
Justin-spandex
Justin-clippers

I can't think of anyone else right now too sleepy! sorry bye bye <3 Jess

*GRAWLS*
Grrr everything sucks! Okay first I look like a lobster cos I'm sunburnt from the boat I nearly died on, but whoaa baby it was scary! Before that it was really fun, Jess explained this life thing hehe, THEN I get home and me and Jess went inside to play with the puppies and Anthoney Lawerence and Jon come over to take my puppies so I was in tears. Then today at work it sucked so bad I'm even more sunburnt and I'm getting blisters and I can't even sit down and it's sooooo hard to sleep and I keep crying cos I'ma friecken baby! And then Jess isn't working friday, and we might be giving Jess our last puppie the white one, Ori. My favorite one because my parents are going to bread annie, a saymod, and keep one of those puppies and then all this other crap and im sick of it allllll I need a night out with my friends but nooooooooo because i wont even beable to friecken drive till half way through my junior year grrrrrrrrrrr I need to get sleep for work tomorrow bye bye -JEss