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tuwang

:: 2008 23 January :: 8.40am

I fucking hate this town.

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tuwang

:: 2008 22 January :: 9.08am

So, I have all the pieces I could possibly need, but I'm still not seeing how they all come together to form that picture of a kitten. This stresses me out.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2008 21 January :: 3.29pm

so i actually feel like i can be a nurse. i'm liking my classes better and understanding stuff. because the program is so new and my school is so small, i have my classes with basically all the same 30 people because that is how many people got accepted into the program. i'm realkzing that i am just as smart as these people and they are struggling in areas just like i was/am. so yay.

we dont get to disect cadavers. we only get to disect cats but oh well. i guess we can learn more because we can disect them more where as with cadavers-because so many people have to use them and they have to last a whole year, you can only do a little.
i can't type well beause i have fake nails on. i haven't got my naisl done in like 2 years but i really wanted to last week so i got acrylilics on. just a frech manicure. not like i sued to get.

roman and i are doing so well. when we first moved in together we had this period of like 2 months where we fought really bad like we'd be fine and then fight fine and then fight but we have really gotten over that ---well i mean, obviously since that was a long time ago but my point is ...we hve just grown from it all and i'm really happy.

we are probably going to florida to visit his gramma and have soem fun for our spring breaks. the bad part is that are spring breaks aren't at the same time and so i might not be able to ugugghghgh but that would really suck because my birthday is during his spring breeak so if he went and i didn't i'd be all alone on my bday.

i can't believe i'm gonna be 20 ..that seems so old! weird.

roman and i were talking about the wedding which was supposed to be in may 2009 but the more we talked about it. the more we thought it would be a smart idea to just wait until we were done with college completely.

ummmmmmmmmm

i really want some chocolate chip cookies. cya

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m&ms487

:: 2008 17 January :: 8.58pm

It's really windy outside.

Oh, and I'm fairly positive I'm going to go to graduate school once I get my Bachelor's Degree.

Woot for M.A. in English Literature and Composition.

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m&ms487

:: 2008 14 January :: 8.25am

My eye hit a snowflake.
I am unreasonably happy today. I'm not sure why.

I'm up and about so much earlier than normal so that I can write a paper that I am too intelligent to have to write.

I highly dislike University required composition courses.

Well, at least I'm one hundred percent on what a thesis is now, since we talked about them for the past two class periods.

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m&ms487

:: 2008 10 January :: 2.29pm

I awoke this morning to clouds over the sun, to the perpetual freshness of another day, and to my body telling me that I required less movement than I was enacting at the time.

Oh man.

I'm back in the swing of things I suppose. I have one more class to go to today, and then I'm done. Well, I have my meeting tonight, but then I'll be done.

Wouldn't it be nice...

Human Growth and Development will be interesting, but the room is very large and cold, so it will unenjoyable.

The lady who teaches my creative writing class can't speak in front of people well, and she's super skinny.

I think the bus driver hates her job.

I would really enjoy a real cappuccino right now, but I have rent to pay, which means I don't have the three dollars to spend on it.

I have carrot sticks in my stomach (well, they're not in stick form anymore), and I enjoyed my peanut butter and raspberry preserves sandwich on whole wheat bread that I made myself and ate for lunch.

I have a high level of cognitive development, I was told. I like to organize things in my head. Yes, it gives me pleasure, or rather, it alleviates my cognitive dissonance.

Or, maybe, I'm just obsessive.

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m&ms487

:: 2008 7 January :: 9.13pm

First time: apprehension, uncertainty, confidence.
Last time: sorrow. fulfillment. joy.
Middle time: going, keeping, doing.

the wind may be on the other side of the pane, but it still chills me to the bone from the sound i hear.

i've lost the words.

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m&ms487

:: 2008 7 January :: 8.55pm

My, what curious weather we are having.

On the up side, I'm in the library while a major thunderstorm with hail is outside.

On the down side, I have to leave the library in about twenty minutes and walk to the music building in the major thunderstorm with hail.

[edit] Every time I think about making the transition, the wind picks up and the rain falls harder.

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m&ms487

:: 2008 7 January :: 8.23am

I just finished with my first class of the new semester. It was English 201, which is an English Composition class that's required. Boo. But...I do have it with the same professor I had for Literary Analysis, which is cool. He's in his seventies, has a five year old kid, and is fairly crazy. Yep.

Anyway, most of my classes are tomorrow, so we'll see how it goes!

Michelle

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tuwang

:: 2008 5 January :: 4.41pm

woo... that was a close one...

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tuwang

:: 2007 29 December :: 6.00pm

ahhh the weekend begins. I can't quite see the light at the end of the tunnel yet but I really don't care. Peace.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 29 December :: 8.30am

I just finished shoveling because we got six inches of snow last night. I shoveled the porch and my parking spot.

Jessie is coming to live with me tomorrow!

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 22 December :: 5.50pm

Today Roman and I were driving with Cesar in the backseat on 44th street and we were going east right past the mall and this moron in a black truck pulls out from the mall all the way on the right and we were in the middle lane and he crosses all 4 lanes to get over to the left to go in the MI turn around thing.

it was wet out and he started losing control and fish tailing a little and then goes up on the median where a big green road sign with two poles is and he smashes into it right square in the middle and the sign breaks and flies over his truck

AND HE JUST KEPT ON DRIVING!! and pulled into the turn around to go west bound. It was so insane!!! our radio was off so we could hear everything. it was like a movie it was so unreal. i couldn't believe he just kept driving like it was no big deal at all. he is lucky that the sign didn't fly into the road and hurt someone else. he was going way too fast and almost hit us when he was crossing all those lanes. roman honked the horn and then he smashed the sign. it was crazy.

and then we got his plate # and called the police and reported it. hahaa fucker.

it was nuts!!!

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 21 December :: 10.24pm

A- in spanish ...yay even tho she is a fricken crazy lady and crushed my dream of becoming fluent in spanish because she is the only one who teaches it so i dropped spanish 2

B in Cellular Biology which is a class that we were all guinea pigs in because it was the first time it was taught at Davenport and the book was RIDICULOUS and it was a very tough class that I considered dropping because it was so hard. So i'm very pleased with a B

Haven't got the last two back yet but I should be getting a B+ in Intercultural Communication and an A- in Healthy Living.

yay

i'm so glad i'm done with school for a while. and my school is sooooooooo retarded. We just ended classes THIS week ... my online classes aren't even officially done until TOMORROW. and yet still we start class again on January 6th. Everyone else has like a month of break and we get like 2 wks. thats so dumb! grr i hate davenport.

anyway..... my baby makes the best cookies ever omg. the other night i just sat on my ass and watched the movie hairspray while Roman just said he wanted to make chocolate chip cookies. I had to show him where the recipe and measuring cups were and what the difference btwn a tablespoon and teaspoon are but then he was all on his own and he did everything by himself lol and made the best cookies ever. and they looked picture perfect they were like perfectly round and perfectly brown on top and just perfect. they were so delicious. yummm the best part is that i didn't have to make them.

anyway i am excited for christmas but sad that roman will be leaving for like 4 ish days so that will suck but i dont have to work until NEXT FRIDAY....eek.. it's kind of not good but work has not been giving me any hours at all. i should start getting more as soon as the first rolls around but for now I nanny 3 days of the week so that will hold me over. I nanny for a little boy named Cesar and he is adorable and fun. so i really like it. it is a great job for me because i get to be around kid(s) again which i missed a lot since i left the daycare and the best part is that it gives me a break from being at work at midnite sun and cruise all the time. its nice to have two jobs and separate the time between the two. and i only watch him for 2 hours (not even a full 2 hours) on monday and wednesday and then from 9-5 on saturday. it's not bad at all.

so yay.

roman got me some cool christmas presents. these pjs that i love. we were supposed to wait until sunday for our christmas but we couldn't wait and yesterday we opened our gifts. he relaly liked his too. so yay

so yeah i'm doing pretty well. lol

that's an update on my life.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 21 December :: 9.15am
:: Mood: calm

Classes were over last week and grades are in. Time to look to next semester. It should be fairly easy. I'm only taking thirteen credit hours so I can have more time to relax (one thing I learned about last semester is that I need time to myself so I don't get so stressed out).

We've moved into our new apartment, which is very nice. It's a four bedroom town house. The main level has a living room, a bathroom and a large kitchen/ dining area. The upstairs has the four bedrooms and another bathroom. We have basic cable and broadband internet, which means I've been watching CNN for the past week and Rueben has been downloading the whole second season of Heroes for us to watch.

I've been working a lot lately, as always. I have thirty seven hours this week and thirty eight next. I help close the store on Christmas eve, and I have to be back at ten am the day after Christmas. I'm not too thrilled about that because that means I have to drive home and back all in one day to spend Christmas with my family.

Rueben's mom came and visited us yesterday. We went out to breakfast at Lil Chef and then went to the Antique's Mall next door. I had to leave for work, but Rueben and his mom continued on and I'm pretty sure he got me my Christmas present(s). As for me, I'm done with my Christmas shopping, and everything is wrapped with many twirly ribbons.

So, I feel like I'm in a limbo; I just sit around until I have to go to work and then I go to work, come home, sleep, repeat. I am sick, though, so that throws a little mucus into the mix. gross.

School starts up in a few weeks, and we'll see what happens.

Michelle

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