:: 2020 12 April :: 8.03 am
:: Mood: utterly devastated

can it just be tomorrow?

I hate everything about today.

1 night time trust fall | are you reaching out

:: 2020 11 April :: 8.16 am

it's called free fall
I'm the noose mistaken for a necklace.

are you reaching out

:: 2020 31 March :: 3.25 pm

I just wish I had someone to talk to, who said more than just "ok" or nothing. I have animals for that.

this is why I don't trust anyone, or open up, or share. because people always just are hard like rocks or prickly like porcupines when literally all I want is a hug and for someone to say "I know how you feel, and I hope it gets better for both of us" and maybe idk.. actually try to relate to me? rather than just making me feel like an idiot for even trying to share.

are you reaching out

:: 2020 25 March :: 11.55 am

happy birthday

1 night time trust fall | are you reaching out

:: 2020 23 March :: 3.38 pm

I hate myself with every fiber of my being.

why are these decisions so hard?

are you reaching out