:: 2019 15 November :: 10.23 pm

rollercoaster today at work... some days I really love what I do and other times it makes me cry and I hate it. I just don't understand why so many people feel compelled to be assholes... like what does it really serve?

I guess everyone had bad days but if every day is a bad day maybe you need to change something..? maybe try a career change first?

I love have been feeling like I want to try to be a manager, but I just love what I do so much... like I would love to be a trainer, I'd love to be a business analyst...

I'd love to be a stay at home mom and active in my community and shit.

I just want to be in a position where we don't have to both work, so maybe we can make more time for fun things. you know... like back in the old days when more parents could afford to have one stay home and shit. TV & tablets raise kinda shitty kids...

are you reaching out

:: 2019 27 October :: 11.57 am

I've been a solid Rock lately but

I just can't right now.my cup is empty, and no one gives a fuck about my emotional needs.

so why do I kill myself caring about theirs?

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:: 2019 10 October :: 2.23 pm

I have a very strong force of chill

people get around me and they just melt into the couch and are comfy

I like chilling, and being lazy, but sometimes it sucks cuz I don't always want to be.

are you reaching out

:: 2019 3 October :: 9.09 pm

I can hardly imagine going to an open casket funeral, but to also dig their hole and put them in the hole you dug?

that is some next level shit. natives don't half ass saying good bye.

I just wish we didn't have to say goodbye at all.

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:: 2019 28 September :: 11.00 pm

it is such a secret place, the land of tears

are you reaching out