:: 2017 23 November :: 10.52 pm

I try to be sweet and loving and caring and helpful and yet I ALWAYS manage to ruin the night by being a psychotic bitch

Im not made to live on this planet. Im not made to love other humans. Im just worthless. A sack of shit. A piece of useless garbage.

Same as I always have been same as I always will be. You can't change the core of a person, only the nuances surrounding them. I give up.

are you reaching out

:: 2017 22 November :: 12.14 am

I just want a stupid smoke

But no lighter no matches no flint stone

No nothing

>:(

are you reaching out

:: 2017 16 November :: 6.53 am

My least favorite way to be woken up is by phone call

are you reaching out

:: 2017 6 November :: 3.08 pm

I hope it still hurts

The hole I made in your heart the day I left

are you reaching out

:: 2017 1 November :: 2.07 pm

So so tired of existing

are you reaching out