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koalalady

:: 2023 22 March :: 9.26pm

"If our 3 pt shooting remains as accurate as a drunken sailor tossing darts with a hooker in one hand and a hook for the other then I don't like our chances."
- G on the MSU Sweet 16 game against Kansas State on Thursday

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koalalady

:: 2023 22 March :: 9.30am

Sermon on the Song of Solomon interspersed with Van Morrison's "Crazy Love"

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koalalady

:: 2023 15 March :: 12.10pm


ever ever
in the crevices
the never-ending efforts of
the grandmother's tendons tending to her bread and empty chairs
left for Elijahs
where are they now

in caverna, in caverna

- from To the Hands by Caroline Shaw

At Jewish seders, there is often an extra wine glass left on the table for Elijah the prophet. And at the bris ceremony, there is an empty chair left for Elijah, so he may observe the ceremony and testify that yes, the Jewish people are keeping their covenant with God. Yes, the community is faithful and they have not abandoned their promises.

What is the last promise you have upheld? How do you demonstrate commitment to your faith, your family, your tribe? What is the point of teaching your children to uphold the same promises that your parents taught you to uphold?

Do Jewish people earnestly believe that the soul of the prophet Elijah is looking on, like Christians believe G-d is watching their every trip to the grocery store? Or do they see it as just a gesture of tradition, a small sacrifice on the altar of the fantastic?

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koalalady

:: 2023 3 February :: 4.17pm
:: Mood: thoughtful

"Today most people leave each other when they become enemies the first time. It's not a permanent state. You've hated your brothers before and then loved them the next day. Living with someone means you'll feel everything with them, love, sadness, passion, anger. Don't run away everytime things get hard, it's worth fighting for, it's worth fixing. Every time you do it gets stronger."

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catatonicsean

:: 2023 20 January :: 8.56pm
:: Mood: morose
:: Music: Peter Schilling - Major Tom (Coming Home)

I am divorced, reduced to smoldering rubble, and I want to kill myself. I am beyond consolation, in spite of having a girlfriend who loves me, I feel small and that no one will notice me being dead.

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