catatonicsean
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2018 20 May :: 2.43am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: Chelsea Wolfe - Spun
In brief:
I'm in school for HVAC.
I run a smutty art page on Facebook that is slowly gaining in popularity, and gathering a set of new and quirky internet friends from the four corners of the Earth.
I've doubled my dosage of Prozac, and was considering supplementing it with Buspar, but I've since discovered that skullcap (herb) does the same thing, and costs pennies on the dollar.
And, strangely enough, I've integrated my alter ego into my immediate reality, and it has been a boon to my confidence and has had a positive impact on my interactions with strangers. That chap is far more charming than I ever was.
Oh, and I've entered my thirties.
are you reaching out
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catatonicsean
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2018 9 May :: 8.32pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Swans - A Screw
Hello, again.
Been a while, hasn't it?
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are you reaching out
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alexithymia
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2018 20 January :: 8.17am
My favorite thing I've learned since finding my birth mother. My addiction to gummy bears started as my mums pregnancy cravings and apparently my adopted dad went to get her more in the wee hours of the morning the day I was born because apparently I was demanding them even then according to mum.
*Really this is just posted so I will remember this story*
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alexithymia
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2016 11 December :: 10.44am
Some exciting new things going on.
Published the prologue and first 5 chapters of my novel Tearmann on Wattpad.
Sold a couple of my stir sticks to some of my stoner buddies, and have requests for a couple more.
Working in learning Spencerian handwriting, French, Latin, Sign Language and Braille.
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alexithymia
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2016 22 September :: 6.03pm
If you want something broke you better give it to me
Got a way of disappointing that you wouldn't believe
I can take a good intention and turn it on its head
I can make you pray to God and wish we'd never met
Nobody knows where this razor has been
If you want something broke you better give it to me
Because I can make you hurt
I can take you down so low I'll make you want to cry
I can make you say goodbye
I can make you hurt
I can take you down so low and then you'll know that maybe
You'd be better off when I'm not around
You'd be better off with somebody else
So put me back on the shelf
See I'm the kind of person who can barely be loved
I solve every equation with a push and a shove
Now that I love you I'm afraid it's too late
If you get too close I'll only push you away
I can make you hurt
I can take you down so low I'll make you want to cry
I can make you say goodbye
I can make you hurt
I can take you down so low and then you'll know that maybe
You'd be better off when I'm not around
I was better lost before I was found
I've got a history of misery so baby listen to me
Put me back on the shelf and give this pain to somebody else
Cause I can make you hurt
I can take you down so low I'll make you want to cry
I can make you say goodbye
I can make you hurt
I can take you down so low and then you'll know that maybe
You'd be better off when I'm not around
I can make you cry
I can make you say goodbye
I can make you hurt
I can take you down so low and then you'll know that maybe
You'd be better off when I'm not around
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