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catatonicsean

:: 2013 24 December :: 1.27pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Blind Guardian - The Bard's Song

Merry Xmas, or whatever it is that people celebrate.

Happy birthday, Solar Deity that somehow went from Horus to Jesus, and the myriad permutations that came in between, and after, and so on.

are you reaching out


catatonicsean

:: 2013 21 December :: 5.24pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Bad Brains - Big Takeover

Been sober as a judge for what seems like forever, but it's probably something like two weeks.

No smoking weed, no drinking, and the only remaining vice is smoking cigarettes - for which I still catch flack, but fuck it.

I could be wrong, but I believe this new self-imposed lifestyle is responsible for all the unsual behavior I've been exhibiting lately, but chances are I'm dead wrong, and I'm really a stone freak in reality, and substance abuse assisted in keeping me in line.

Who knows.

are you reaching out


alexithymia

:: 2013 20 December :: 6.00am

Going to get a couple dread falls from doctored locks to wear and see if I want to do natural dreads or stick with synthetics. This way I can see how I look with them and decide if I actually like them before committing to the natural ones. Plus this way I can change them up more readily.


Really want to go get my nose repierced yet again, this time with a hoop. Where should I go and any one want to go with me?


catatonicsean

:: 2013 17 December :: 2.08pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: Boris - My Neighbor Satan

Hoping to get a job at Home Depot, because I'm finished with occupations that require getting dirty, and going home smelling something fetid.

Home Depot is, as I've heard, a "cushy gig."

Makes little difference...I need to accumulate capitol to enroll in college next year (have never attended, in case you couldn't already tell), and begin the long journey towards becoming a professional recording engineer - I'd like to get paid for my efforts, and I've received quite an education from all my musician friends, with their handing down of equipment and knowledge these past few years.

But have yet to make dime one. Well, no longer shall I be recording anything gratis, only for pay, proper whore that I am.

are you reaching out


catatonicsean

:: 2013 16 December :: 3.04pm
:: Mood: apathetic
:: Music: J.S. Bach - Passacaglia and Fugue in C Minor

All's well that ends well.

are you reaching out

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