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2009 28 April :: 10.25 am
Perhaps I wouldnt have pulled the trigger. My despair is less despair than boredom and loneliness.
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2009 27 April :: 4.46 am
I have a sneaking supsicion you are reading these entries. Not that I mind or really care. But you seem to update with similar entries when I update. Ive peaked a few times on yours also so whatever. I dont think about you a whole lot anymore which is good. In fact the only time I really ever do think about you is when im on guard and I think about the old days. Not you and me persay, but just the old days. Im nervous to go home for good. Im a different guy and im not going to be able to chill in the same cliques I did back when. Hopefully it will still be cool. I also think about you when im getting that manly urge lol. Say what you will but we had an exciting sex life.
I miss your private entries.
Anyway, reply to this or not it doesnt matter, I know your going to read it. Have a good one.
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2009 26 April :: 9.12 pm
but all in all life is ok. Looking foward to meeting a girl when I come home. Thats what I spend most of my time thinking about. Hopefully Ill find one in college. Theres not much else to do out here but think of sweet things
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2009 26 April :: 7.27 pm
Also, being in Iraq for the past 9 months has meant no sex for 9 months. Im dieing.
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2009 26 April :: 7.19 pm
I was just thinking about when I wanted to marry jocelyn. I was so sure she was the one and we were destined to be together. Looking back on it I honestly smile. Not that shes not a bad person, its just we are too completly different people. I guess we were both happy in our bliss. I just hope when I go back to the states I can find a girl that makes me as happy as jocelyn did (most of the time anyway) but this time we have more in common. One can hope, with my standards it might be tough
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2009 26 April :: 3.50 pm
So on a normal day I spend about 12 hours on guard give or take. I prefer the shift be in the day because, while hotter, at least your not struggling to stay awake, and also because of the kidnapping threats. Being this close to Iran sucks because the terrorists said they were going to kidnap some soldiers and bring them to Iran. Normally Id call BS, just more of their propaganda, however they have already made off with 3 or so UK soldiers so it just makes me slightly nervous. When you get taken by these guys, you get on the news, and not for surviving.
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2009 25 April :: 11.59 am
Living up in the middle of nowhere on some blown up mountain, tanks and trucks blown up all over. \they say its haunted because about 25 dudes died here in a bombing.
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2009 21 April :: 11.29 pm
Stephen and becca broke up and shes freaking out and I dont really understand it. A guy can only take so much before he calls it quits. Dont get me wrong, becca is the shit and one of my favorite people but shes a shitty girlfriend and she knew it. Shoulda seen it coming
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2009 20 April :: 10.00 pm
Well yea thats how I planned it
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2009 19 April :: 12.10 am
Long day. I miss home.
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2009 17 April :: 11.22 pm
Also you should know the less and less I think of it, the happier it makes me.
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2009 17 April :: 10.49 pm
Not enjoying the place im at although they have two dogs that kind of live here. Its really cool, makes me want to get a dog again
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2009 13 April :: 4.22 am
Oh yea and happy easter to anyone who might stumble into this humble blog whilst looking for the bathroom.
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2009 13 April :: 3.51 am
So tired.
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2009 12 April :: 1.46 am
Hammy died. Wtf. I dont know why that makes me sad but it does. Ive had friends die. Whats a fucking hamster? It wasnt even mine really. I mean it was but Jocelyn took him and that was that. He was a cute little bastard.
Wow im actually really sad about this.
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