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2004 3 February :: 4.40 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: ShEBaNg ---LoL
arghers
last entry for awhile
no computer cause of report cards which sucks yeah but at least i get to go to the semi saturday night and camp and the concert, i mean THANK YOU DADDY for not taking away everrrrrything!!! and so yeah
guess im gonna get a tutor... oh well, better than failing cause SYRACUSE is waiting for me. and with thoseeeee grades i wont get it
gg to practice bye for now, mwahhh *jodes*
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2004 28 January :: 4.03 pm
I have to get better. I don't want to (as dumb as that sounds, you wouldn't understand unless you were going through it too, and please, don't ever let yourself get to that point) but I have to, if not for myself, then for all the other people that want me to. I have to be strong. I need to be strong.
--the words of a friend
I hate this i hate it more than anything.
i hate how these random feelings attack me and make me want to die.
i hate not feeling well.
i hate PMS.
i hate cramps.
i hate school.
i hate mid terms.
just make it all end
F
you try explaining that one to your parents a big fat F on the mid term... yeah thats gonna be hard, dont plan on goin to TO semi jodes
argh i fucking hate it
prozdor tonight...hoping elanas classes will cheer me up a little ....???? maybe ????
YOu Know YoU lovE mE *jodes*
::::Quote of the day::::
"No smile is as beautiful as the one that struggles through the tears"
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2004 22 January :: 2.09 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: GuStEr
Pain...
the pain hurts
it kills
it eats away
it pushes
and pushes
until nothings left
I want it to leave
and never come back
Tough day? NOOO....stupid history mid term, that was eassssiest test ever for mrs.ward and then like i went to mrs maurer to get the eng. exam grade: noone reallly did good at all, 71,53,65 is all ive heard so let me kno what you got cause maybe she'll scale it and well all do better :)
still havent talked to Jen, i dont know who else to trust, whats wrong with me? why am i like this?...H E L P...
AdAm is amazing, helps me as much as he can, and when i let him..I Love You Babe! Forever and Always
Not much else to say?...
*you know you love me...Jodizzle*
::::quote of the day::::
"....Latley ive been jaded life got so complicated...."
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