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m&ms487

:: 2007 4 December :: 1.18pm
:: Mood: awake

Today is my 20th birthday. I feel quite old, but know that I'm still one of the youngest people I know. How does that happen?

I guess I'm finally caught up to myself. People have been guessing that my age was 20 since I was 16.

I'm not about to do a year in review, I don't have enough time or motivation for that, but I will take a moment to make a few general statements for posterity sake (or so I say).

I'm a sophomore in college now, and that has made me a stronger, better person. Being a Brother in Kappa Kappa Psi has made me part of something larger than myself, and that's always something I had felt I was missing.

In the past year, I have become more liberal than ever, even toying with the idea of Socialism in the form of Democracy.

Unfortunately, I only watched Mrs. Doubtfire about 12 times (that's only once a month!)

I have met some amazing people that recognize me for who I am, and can understand that I am different people sometimes.

I have grown more responsible, less fearful, but more worried.

But, above all, I am here, and I made it, and that's something that I didn't think would ever happen four years ago, today.

1 ::watch me bleed:: | ::cut me open...::


m&ms487

:: 2007 23 November :: 9.12pm

I've been working so much lately. Yesterday was horrible at work. "Black Friday" makes me want to kill someone, or a lot of people.

But, I did get some humor out of it all. I was doing a Western Union Transfer for a lady, and one of the other people at the desk asked for my help and the lady was like, "No, you need to do this for me now, I'm in a hurry."

So I said, "Okay" and went as slow as I possibly could. I am normally very fast at typing and processing the transfer, but I made sure to look over everything a few times before I sent it. Then, when I gave her the receipt, she ripped it out of my hands and tromped away.

I hate my job.

And people at the desk are dropping like flies. One guy went to the pharmacy two weeks ago, and another girl found a new job. She said she'd come in for her last few shifts (Thursday through this Sunday), but she hasn't shown up yet. This is not the season where you don't show up to work.

Ah, well, the semester is almost over, only two more weeks and then exam week.

Rueben and I are moving into another apartment on the fifteen of December because the people we're with right now are giant assholes. But, Jessie is coming to Central and we'll all live together in our four bedroom town house happily ever after. Yes.

I have to write and give an after dinner speech on Wednesday. I have nothing. I guess I'll just wait for the last minute, like always.

Time to start packing...again.

::cut me open...::


m&ms487

:: 2007 20 November :: 10.12am

I gave myself the morning off from classes. It felt so good to SLEEP. They gave me thirty hours this week, and next week. I don't know how I'm going to be handling that, but I guess I'll find out.

Papers to write, but I have four hours now, so that shouldn't be a problem. I need to take some time off more often.

2 ::watch me bleed:: | ::cut me open...::

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