.:Love, Hate, Drama & Lies:.

.:Love, Hate, Drama & Lies:.

:: 2007 16 May :: 8.36pm

I've been working for the past two weeks like crazy and what do I get? My first paycheck is 162.43 after all is said and done. I definitely don't make enough money.

I feel like a horse being broken in to ride.

1 ::watch me bleed:: | ::cut me open...::

m&ms487

:: 2007 11 May :: 3.03pm

I got a call asking me to work today from four to nine. So I'm going into work. I'm such a push-over, but I need the money. I listened to seventies rock and wrote all day. I think I produced some good stuff. I have even more of an idea where it's heading. Can't say anything about it yet, but maybe I'll have a few people read it and tell me what they think when I'm finished. Yes. That's just what I'll do.

Not a day goes by...

1 ::watch me bleed:: | ::cut me open...::

m&ms487

:: 2007 11 May :: 7.57am
:: Mood: cheerful

I use to have all the right words...
Last night, in that moment before sleep comes, I had the perfect sentence. It's lost now.

I spent the night at Rueben's. The gazebo. It was entertaining.

Why do I always wake up early when I don't want to? I'm glad I did, because as the filtered morning sun came streaming into the gazebo, I looked up and watched a hummingbird gracefully flit around a tree branch with newly blossomed leaves. The sounds of the morning were almost deafening, and I layed back down, closed my eyes, and smiled to myself.

Summer is finally here.

::cut me open...::