.:Love, Hate, Drama & Lies:.

.:Love, Hate, Drama & Lies:.

:: 2007 29 April :: 12.48pm
:: Mood: distressed

Why is it that when everything feels like it's falling apart, we put on a smile and walk away?

The center cannot hold. Exams this week. I haven't studied yet. I will. I'll get to it. I feel like I'm in a Hemingway novel. Or Faulkner. Dewey Dell.

Will the circle be unbroken...

I'm ready to go home, but I feel like I'm sentencing myself to prison. It feels like a loss of freedom. But maybe I don't deserve freedom. Maybe I've never had it, just the illusion of it. Maybe.

::cut me open...::

m&ms487

:: 2007 24 April :: 6.37pm

Is there an impeachment in his future?

Perhaps.

5 ::watch me bleed:: | ::cut me open...::

m&ms487

:: 2007 24 April :: 3.41pm

i'm sitting in the computer lab trying to finish my journal/critical analysis for my modern american literature class. it's horrible. my brain is being so stupid. i'm getting distracted easily, and i'm having problems comprehending the questions i'm suppose to use as prompts. i'm not stupid! writing these are so painful and tedious. i've gotten six done, and i only have two more to go, but they're on two novels, the sun also rises, and as i lay dying. stupid. i don't mind doing them, but i'm having so many problems concentrating! it's so frustrating!

that's all i wanted to rant about.
good afternoon.

::cut me open...::