.:Love, Hate, Drama & Lies:.

.:Love, Hate, Drama & Lies:.

:: 2008 10 June :: 9.15am

He has evidence and a impecible argument for impeachment of Bush and no one cares. No one.

Just another crazy liberal spouting things off again.

I need to move to sweden.

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m&ms487

:: 2008 7 June :: 10.26am

I have work again, later today.

After the whole postal scandal, I'm not sure what's going to happen in the next two months. The only thing I know is that I won't have to work with that group of people after August, and I doubt I will ever work with them again.

I can't believe the shit I go through to make $7.50 an hour.

4 ::watch me bleed:: | ::cut me open...::

m&ms487

:: 2008 1 June :: 8.43pm

I went to a baby shower this afternoon for the girlfriend of my parents' friends' son. It was long, but it made me very worried at myself. My body or my mind, I'm not sure which at this point, is telling me that it's time to have a baby; but my logical mind says "ohhh, no way, not yet."

And that's a good thing. I want to be prepared to have a child, even though you'll all tell me "you'll never be prepared," I mean that I want to be fairly financially secure, working in a good job, be settled in a semi-permanent apartment or house, and, of course, be married (eventhough I'm pratically already married).

I don't know...just seeing how happy she was made me want that. I want to be a mother someday...I don't even care if it's my biological child or not. I just want to be a mother.

...but, again, when I and Rueben are ready...even though I doubt he'll ever be ready.

oh, by the way, I almost passed out the other day because the temperature behind the service desk was at least 82 degrees. Hot.

::cut me open...::