ugh i hate being sick. last nite sucked. i sat home while everyone else could go out on 1 of the only nights during the middle of the week when we dont have school the next day. but w/e not too heartbroken.

today has been good. home alone. coudly/rainy weather. yummy food. movies. its days like this that i live stressful busy weeks for. these are also good days for reflection and shit w/e im not doing much of that.

days like these are also good for studying..i have 3 TESTS tomorrow and thursday and i havent cracked open a book. whoops. oh well i can afford to get a bad grade or 2 or 3 at the beginning of the quarter.

its going away, but weirdly enough its coming back in a different form. it's better though this way. and things are looking very bright, unless it takes a nasty turn, which it very well could. but its def. better than before. but i dont think that will ever go away oh well.

omg i am so excited! Don Mattingly is the new Yankees hitting coach, how totally awesome is that?!

And the countdown begins: 50 more days til Christmas!!! Ahhhh, who else does that totally excite???!!!

Besitos y amor~gma

Halloween
I hate this holiday so much but today has been a really really good day and i hope tonite is even better...but im not gonna keep my hopes up, at least try not to.

i was really friendly today which is good for my anti-social self..and it was a good thing

Tons of love to everyone and happy halloween!!! have fun!!!

ahhh gg think i hear some early baby trick or treaters!

ok promise this post wont be about the yankees

im feeling really bad for my best friend, shes having a problem with 1 of her best friends and it makes me sad how it turned out for her...but im always here for u babe u know ilu

halloween...i hate this stupid holiday, but w/e. im gonna meet JOEY!!!

everythings been okay i guess. being grounded for a mentally retarded thing sux. ugh and i really dissapoint myself sometimes..the things i say when i look back at my day i just wish i could take back sometimes, and things ive said in the past...but nooo regrets

everyone is so depressed and sad..i wish it didnt have to be that way, 2 any1 having problems, im sry and feel better, just know 1 less person is judging u..and im always open to talk to any1 if they want.

and christmas season is soooo close, i just cannot wait, u have no idea, the month of december is the best month of my life.

and mayb from things ive said in the past people think that i may dislike them, but i really dont dislike any1, so just know that.

gg not supposed to be online shit bye mwah lvoe

going to church in 55 minutes...will spend mass praying for andy pettitte and the yankees
then i will go to the bronx and get even more worried when i watch prayerfully as the most amazing team in the world could possibly lose the world series, after an amazing alcs.

but u know what..its all good because we beat boston...so the red sox can go cowboy that.

but still 27 ws championships would be really sweet..

and i dont want to go miami in 2 months and be completely tortured either.

11 bad things in my life that are really aggravating me

1) all this fucking schoolwork
2) some certain 8th graders who i cant stand
3) one of my best friends i feel is forgetting about the amazing friendship we have
4) 1 of my best friends is really making me think things i shouldnt be thinking about her
5) the fact that i wont be in miami for another 2 months..a place that would make all of my problems go away..i miss my family so much..like briggy says there really is nothing like a close family
6) back problems that wont fucking go away
7) Trying to figure out what to do this winter
8) The fact that Christimas is a whole 61 days away
9) Friends of mine trying so hard to acheive something that is so stupid and pitiful
10) People in this town who don't really think that smoking/doing drugs is stupid
11) retarded bandwagon fans

10 really good things about my life

1) My old friends and new ones who i cherish so much and make my life so much better
2) Im still managing good grades in school
3) the fact that christmas is ONLY 61 days away and miami is ONLY 2 months away and thanksgiving/advent is ONLY a month away (gotta think positive)
4) Soccer is over TOMORROW thank fucking heavens
5) Williams, Matsui, Johnson, Rivera, Mussina, Pettitte (my fave yanks) giving me something to be happy about when there are no good shows on. (still cant get over boston :) boone is sooooo sketchy lolol kate
6) Ceramics best class ever..ms phares coolest teacher ever
7) family is only a phone call/email away
8) im stable .. i know thats not that big a deal but it seems like to be that in edgemont is a good thing
9) I have a roof over my head and a truly good life despite all the comlaining..nuff said
10) IT* is finally going away and it makes me crack up how stupid it was
11) God
alright gg
* dont take life so seriously and dont be so hard on yourselves people..life is good
God Bless*
~much love to every1~
--gabi

i had a really bad week. i got into a fight with my parents, not good with friends and school, and i was ready to throw up thinking that the yankees were gonna lose. things got better though, naturally the yankees winning totally put me on a high. it was so awesome. i could not fucking believe it, i was sobbing during the bottom of 8th, and they came back and it was so classic.

ive also had a really good weekend. yesterday i went to the mall with kate and brig for like 8 hours. we went to the cheesecake factory and had some good converstation and food, then we went back to the mall..lmao i lowered my cholesterol! so i said its not a tumor ... lol luv those girls!
today i have done absolutely nothing except hw and watch tv...its been great..weekends like this help get me ready for a stressful week, i just wish it was 3 days like the past 2.

lately ive really been impressed by one of my friends...shes a lot better of a person than i thought. its really made me feel differently, in a very good way.

soccer ends this week...which is a very good thing b/c of all the shit its caused in my life rite now. but it sux cos no more tbc :(

and its not going away...but its getting better, much less depressing..but still very mind consuming.

im just really happy with the way this year seems to be going..its not perfect but i think its gonna come close.

1 more thing..YOU piss me off so fucking much..you#1 u cant erase the past and dnt think im gonna forgive u without a freakin apology after all these years. you #2 ure so rude and obnoxious i feel so bad for u b.c ure disgusting and pathetic
(that was really bitchy but please dnt jump to any conclusions, these people have done things to me in the past im not being judgemental)

on the other hand, some people who i used to not get along with in the past i have been getting along with great, and realized that people judge them too harshly and theyre not bad people..funny how things work out and who really was the "bitch" in the end. but i really am glad with who turned out to be who

GO YANKS!

much love~gabrielle

Boston
Boston was so much fun. i dont really know why we went but it was still awesome. i loved being the only yankee fan there and getting all these evil looks (i never took my hat off) and i love the fact that we won that game :) but i would rather not get started on all the festivities at fenway park on saturday. it just makes me so fucking mad.

im so excited for the game tonight. i cannot wait. i hate the red sox so much, i just hope we break their hearts...oooh lala my dad just said he saw mel stottlemyre and don zimmer (awww) at the track today and talked to them for a bit (he sort of knows them from his horse people) ugh why do i always leave when something cool happens??? stupid english project.

anyway i didnt realize how the yankees seriously change my mood. when they do good i am such a happier person. (on the flip side i might as well give up on the giants now...they played like shit yesterday) but my God I seriously love the Yankees. Moose has gotta be good tonight though.

when i say red sox u say nomar... red sox: noma(r) red sox: noma, snl lmao...those damn accents were gross.

Ewww this new Britney Spears song is terrrrrrrrrrrible.

btw everything else is good, i just really don't care about anything else at the moment.
GO YANKEEEEEEEEEEEEES 1 MORE HOUR!
~GABRIELLE