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2004 27 February :: 6.10pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: yellowcard: way away
9th Grade Camp= LIFEEEE
i must say, before leaving for 9th grade camp i was kinda pissed to be going. it seemed so unappealing...small rooms shared by 6 mirror hogging girls, cold weather, in the middle of no where---i didnt want to go nor did i see the point of it. they tell u it helps you to bond with the people in your grade, but i didnt believe that for a second. we're talking about people ive known anywhere from 3-10 years, i know them all so well already wtf do i need to go to frost valley for? i cannot even explain how important this experience was for our grade. although i was so quick to assume that i knew all these people so well already, i learned so much about people i thought i knew like the back of my hand. u dont realize the amount of drifting that u do with people over time-- there were people who i used to be so close with who if im lucky i get to say hi when i pass them in the hall everyday now, that i got to finally spend time with after all the time that has passed. i learned that i have some of the most awesome people in the world as friends, and even made some new awesome friends too. the seniors were awesome and made the experience that much more enjoyable :) the last night is one night i will never forget...the talent show was soooo funny and the dance was soooooo much fun, we were all dancing up a storm!----EVERYONE, yes EVERYONE, even the GUYS!!!!----- 9gc gave everyone a chance to grow and branch out among other people, and it helped to bring us all closer together. this grade which i have always been so frustrated with just transformed into this awesome group which ive always wanted. frost valley was an awesome time---incredible memories with incredible people...
hu12 and gGgGgG Green Unit love u all
xoxo-dml
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2004 23 February :: 10.54pm
:: Mood: relieved
a burden has just been lifted from my shoulders....
DML xoxo: i have a question for u and i want u to be totally 100% honest with me okay
Makkam55: ok
Makkam55: what is it?
DML xoxo: what r ur feelings on that whole u liking me thing anf that whole me liking u thing lately? i mean we havent been talking as much as we used to lately and i know we're both playing a role in that, i havent been calling, u havent been calling so whats ur take on this
Makkam55 signed off at 10:31:15 PM.
Makkam55 signed on at 10:31:19 PM.
Makkam55: my aim got fucked up
DML xoxo: its okay
DML xoxo: so...
Makkam55: well, I still like you, and I wish we could talk more, and I understand that we're busy, and we can try to talk when we can try to talk when we can
Makkam55: I try to call you but you're phones always off
DML xoxo: okay bc i know why i havent been calling
Makkam55: its hard with the time fifference
DML xoxo: i know
Makkam55: why for you?
DML xoxo: but its hard with the distance
Makkam55: I agree
Makkam55: so...
Makkam55: what should we do?
Makkam55: we can still talk
Makkam55: wht do you think about it?
DML xoxo: basically when i told u that i liked u, i kept liking u and it freaked me out, bc knowing me i get attached so as i started to realize this i started calling less and less trying to kinda disattach myself, and i dont want u to get the wrong idea or n e thing bc i still think ur an awesome friend and i wouldnt trade our friendship for anything in tyhe world, but i dont think that i can keep telling myself i like u when i know nothing can come of it, u know?
DML xoxo: i hope u understand, i never mean to hurt u in any way, u know that rite?
Makkam55: ya
Makkam55: i totally understand
Makkam55: I was starting to feel that to
DML xoxo: omg thank god lol i was so scared to tell u bc i was scared that i would hurt u if u didnt feel the same
Makkam55: its fine
Makkam55: I totally understand
Makkam55: but we should definetly still be friends
DML xoxo: if we werent i would be crushed lol
Makkam55: lol
DML xoxo: lol phew im really happy thats off my chest lol
Makkam55: lol
Makkam55: gtg finish my hw
Makkam55: bye
DML xoxo: kk xoxoox mis su
DML xoxo: byeeee
Makkam55: miss you too
***danielle*** :)
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2004 23 February :: 4.14pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: Pat Benatar- We belong (:
why must all good things come to an end?
im not going to sit here and write about everything i did on my cruise b/c not only would it take forever, but i would get even more sad than i already am that it it's over
bottom line..amazing time with the most amazing family..amazing memories ..met amazing people..i needed this vacation-- im appreciating things so much more now and im happy-- i was/am very grateful for being able to spend a great vacation like this with my family-- i wouldnt change anything for the world..
sooo many funny things happened..karaoke *hell yah elvis and zaina!! 1st place HOLLER*...Jarrod<3<3 IM me for his pic, hes hilarious and u will get a jist of his character by lookin at this pic that i will forever keep dear to my heart!! ahh thats why its so sad meeting people cuz in a few days ur ganna leave them and never see them again :( o well...all i have now are the sweet sweet memories that i will hold with me for the rest of my life
my b day was awesome my family was amazing to me..i couldnt have asked for anything more special--i shared it with the people most important to me...and stacey!! lol..it was great with u-- lol up and down the elevator.. :) keep ur day job
n e wayz 9th gr camp is soon-- it will b better than work i guess..so theres a plus-- but n e wayz i feel like i have soo much to say..like i wish people could just go in my mind and understand the time i had ..b/c words cnt really explain and theres so much that i cant even remember it all-- but its all good..to every end theres a beginning
farewell cruise
-until next year
<3briGgs-->
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2004 12 February :: 1.03pm
:: Mood: lil stressed
I LOVE EMILY KLOPPENBURG!!!
bball is over :( we won tho!!
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lacrosse is to begin! (:
i'll update more tonite-- ugh maybe not if i study for my 3 major tests tomorro..
<3 u all
--->Briggs<3
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2004 10 February :: 8.54pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: this love- maroon 5/ not in love- enrique ft kelis
CANT WAIT CANT WAIT CANT WAIT!!!
hey ya!!
first off: BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN.... 1 WEEK!!!!
CRUISE COUNTDOWN- 5 DAYS!!!
AHH this week needs to end-- i cnt wait for next week to come, im so freakin xcited like u cnt believe!!
but its also a sad week b/c baball is officially over tomorrow and that depresses me greatly...i freakin <3 my team...every1 is soo amazing we're like a sisterhood...every1 so special to me in their own way! <3 u guys forever-- u each hold a special place in my <3
on a more happy note..its already tuesday nite..so only 3 more days to go..thank God spanish is over and done with..but matthhhhh is going to be a KILLERRRRR like omg im gnna flip out/freeeze when i get the paper im not ganna kno when to use what! but it's fine-- friday 8th per im going to be the most xcited greateful amazingly happy upbeat person if all goes well!! which i really hope it does!!
2moro we play our last game home-- vs valhalla at 4 30..n e 1 reading this tonite...make sure u come and watch it should be a good game!!..
so now my blue #21 and white #41 are 2 be up for retirement for now-- and basketball has come 2 a hault...but as mr. terminator would say.........i'll be back
this all means 1 thing...
LACROSSE IS COMING BABY!!!!!
SIGNING OFF, I AM SHELDON...
<3 AkA BRIGGS
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2004 6 February :: 3.09pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: my immortal
im so tired of being here,
sopressed by all of my childesh fears,
and if you have to leave..
i wish that you would just leave
cuz ur presence still lingers here and it wont leave me alone,
these wounds wont seem to heal
this pain i just to real
theres just too much that time cannot erase
when u cried id wipe away all of your tears when ud scream id fight away all of your fears and i held your hand thru all of these yrs but you still have..all of me
you used to captivate me by your resinating light
now im bound by the life you left behind..
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams your voice it chased away ooh the sanity in me..
these wounds wont seem to heal this pain is just too real theres just too much that time cannot erase
when u cried id wipe away all of your tears when youd scream id fight away all of your fears i held your hand through all of these years and you still have..all of me..
ive tried so hard to tell myself that your gone..but though your still with me..ive been alone all along...
when u cried i wiped away all of your tears when ud scream id fite away all of ur fears and i held ur hand thru all of these yrs..but you still have..all of me..
imma cry now--- great, sad on my snow day...
::sniff::
<3briggs<---
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2004 4 February :: 8.57pm
HoLLer at me not doing homework!!!!!
aite-- all is well thank God, nothing to complain about i dont think--
remember: i <3 u all...all my friends mean everything to me and i appreciate everything
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2004 2 February :: 10.32pm
:: Mood: blank
death
i think about this topic a lot...and im sure im not the only one..
i have a lot to say about it-- and after a few incidents that have happened in my own life..ive come to learn alot...
for me and my family...and it has a lot 2 do with my faith and religion of course..i try not to look at it as someone perishing from this earth forever to stay 6 ft under in a box forever...
i believe that death in a way is a special thing-- it means that you were such an angel on earth that God wanted you by his side not to die but to have everlasting life beside him in the gates of heaven..of course every1 looks upon suffering as terrible and such a cruel way to go..but i was talki8ng to my priest and i recall him saying once that it is even more unfortunate for those who die suddenly as oppose to suffering slowly..b/c those who suffer slowly and kno that their days are limited have more time to repent and pray and speak with God to ask for forgivness for the life that they have lived and to be as cleansed as possible before their time of judgement...so i look at it was more of a fight for forgivness..
i believe that once you die your spirit is lifted and your body means nothing anymore..it was only a temporary form for our innerself to live..and those who are suppose to go to heaven wait in a place where there is no time..and just a feeling of paradise and pure bliss and happiness..b/c nobody is in heaven yet besides God.. every1 will b judged during the 2nd coming of Christ..so nobody has seen heaven yet..interesting right?
so when you think of death and a sudden darknesss and fear grows over you..think of the other side of it..yes you will be missed and you will miss those around you-- but as long as your a good person and your heart is pure..than you shall meet again
i dont know if i worded this correctly b/c its a really difficult thought to write out and let others understand..whether you believe in what i believe in or not..bottom line is that
you live and you die..thats life and theres nothing anyone can do to change it..so just embrace everyday as if it is your last..because one day, it will be
my <3 forever,
Briggs*
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2004 31 January :: 10.08am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: ROCKELL- CAN'T WE TRY (LAUR AND I'S BASKETBALL ANTHEM!)
heyya-- i <3 saturdays..i feel like i havent been in school for like a yr its crazzii!!...
last nite i saW win a date w./ tad hamilton, it was a really cute movie..sooo typical..but im a sucker for chick flix--there were a lot of really funny parts that i was like the only one laughing at..good times good times-
my mom and older sister and brother are at a relatives funeral :( i didnt wanna go, i dont want to go to any more than i must--it really sucks- but thats life whatcha gunna do about it..live it to the fullest i suppose
kk i want sum cereal..
xoxo
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2004 30 January :: 9.04am
:: Mood: sick
Im gEtTin BetTEr..THaNk GoD!
Hey ya'll! People haven't really been doin n e thing on their woohus so i decided to take lead and actually change mine and update...
ayyt-- so I didnt go to school yesturday cuz i was sikk..but i was pissed i had a game that day, but i went and watched n e wayz--WE KICKED SUM ARDSLEY ASS!! thats what im talkin bouttt!! we've finally clicked, and...quoting justin timberlake....im lovin' it!!
wow my arm hurts big time i definately slept in a very weird uncomftorbal position last nite..ouchy--hmm, when was it..i think on our snowday..i went to the mall for some **cruise** shopping *Holler less than 3 weeks away!! ahhhhH!!!*...and i got a lot of tops and a cuteee skirt...im pretty much done with my tops..now i just need more skirts and what not...and i got this hotttt dress frum bebe for one of the formal dinner nites there, and i rarely like dresses..but this one i like a lot..mommy picked it out.. (: hehe
kk, enough about me....
wait..this is MY woohu! haha..ok ok..more about me...
i wanna see win a date w. tad hamilton this weekend-- i already saw along came polly last weekend, and it was soo cute....but tad hamiltons not too bad himself...
i <3 everyone!
<<3 always--
Briggs<--
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2004 27 January :: 3.01pm
i'll listen
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2004 27 January :: 2.47pm
:: Mood: blah
gabs u rlly suck
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2004 25 January :: 7.11pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: got a white skin friend..look like michael jackson..got a light skin friend..look like michael jacks
hey holler at me not studying for my global test or n e other of the 324867168 tests i have this week for that matter....
ive had a good weekend..hmm i forgot wat i did but i kno that on fri nite i saW along came polly..it was really cute i enjoyed it alot! alec baldwin is hilarious in it..
i hope there is NO SNOW DAY tomorrow...i dont need one, i have too many tests tuesday for there to be ANOTHER one now cuz of n e cancellation....please God, dont let it snow dont let it snow dont let it snow..
i think that ive had about as much drama as i possibly can for the rest of my school yr..i rarely have n e drama in school and now its all over something sooo stupid and yet no1 seems to understand what I am saying..ok mayb 1 person..and i <3 her for that..KP ur my life
ite my bro needs the comp....
until next time..
signing off i am sheldon,
Briggs<3
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2004 23 January :: 9.44am
:: Music: rockell- can't we try
kk im udating--
gabs hope ur feeling better, ugh too much drama for me to take alone..i wish u were at school wit me to back me up! cuz NOBODY else ever does...
wait danielle wants to go to the cafeteria...HOLD THAT THOUGHT!
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2004 18 January :: 2.24pm
:: Mood: content
HoLLeRR wINtEr WonDerLaNd...
today was a little treat when i looked outside my window..i <3 the snow..i like watching it, not any interaction with it...i was suppose 2 go to church today but cuz the snow we didnt end up going lol- o well
i havent written in a while, i know..ive been preoccupied lately, but its all good and hayyyyyyy to the 3 day weekend..
basketball practice kinda blowed yesterday but it was aite not terrible..gersh..u are my LIFE!! lol..
last nite me and emi hang out i went to her house than we ate at candelite and than came bak to my place it was a nice calm nite to an exhausting day!
i wanna go to the movies tonite and see along came polly! it seems like a nice nite to catch a flick..
alrite than..not too much on my mind today..
catch u l8er,
Briggs<3
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