:: 2005 23 March :: 10.25 am

ah yes, so i ahve now been ":pushed out" or maybe shoved... People that i talked to, even at the beginning of this semester, even a few weeks ago are all of a sudden too good to talk to me because they have joined thier new click-y thing that i am not a part of...they get pretty annoying about it too. life is sucking right now. but i have no problem with solitude...this weekend should be fun. maybe ill get over myself and get over my depression problem and have some fire therapy, all this will be better in spring. Thats a fact.

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:: 2005 3 March :: 9.07 am

dudes the play last night was amazing it was sooo good. It made me wish i didnt quit gymnastics...they were really good. Sandy and i laughed a lot, but sandy was uber loud. The tour was cool too because we got to go on the catwalk which was awesome. It amazed mye that they ;only had the 2 running crew members and the assistant stage manager and then the 5 cast memebers helping them out. They did "scene changes" i guess you could say while alice was still on stage but while she was doing rope acrobatic stuff... yeah it was really cool i was really glad i went plus, i got to scope out aparments...right blair? lol anywho i must depart to write a technical analysis on how to succeed in business without really trying.

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:: 2005 1 March :: 8.59 am

I can wirte when im angry, my writing is so much better when im angry in the past 2 days ive written 2 songs and 2 poems and im working on another...feels good

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:: 2005 28 February :: 9.20 am

woo happiness. Dont know why. I think it was just cuz the show is over and i got to hang out with people last night, it was fun. I havent done that in a long time, and in an even longer time with Jackie Jorie and Sandy. And i did have a hot fudge brownie sundae for dinner...lol. So im going to go to bed tonight! I have to remember to do fafsa too...thats due march 1st i believe. I applied to clc today, even though i got accepted into millikin yesterday. Still need to do an interview. Im cold


I had a very good birthday, it was very good thank you.


and many people are saying that the cast party sucked, well i think it was the best one yet. And i do know why that was, it was fun. except when sparky dropped me, me elbow still hurts and so does my eye but only when i touch it so i just wont do that.

I have a typewriter with earrings hehe

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:: 2005 24 February :: 8.56 am

AH! Im going to be 18 in 2 days!


Extremely frustrating day yesterday. My dad forgot about theatre fest, forgot about the band trip and not fogot that i have the play. I got one of those "when can i pick you up this weekend" calls, and it makes me so so mad that he never knows whats going on in my life even though he's always telling me he wants to know whats going on, and then i get phone calls like that after i tell him whats going on. Its really hard. I told him i had the play this weekend and he said well sunday then, no sunday i have strike i dont know when its over its over when were finished it could be 5 it could be 8...Then i tell him i have to go because he called me in the middle of the show yesterday and i shouldnt have even answered the phone... SO i get a call back form holly...which i always do every time i get in a fight with my dad, she calls to bitch me out and tell me how horrible i am and just sticks her little face in it. She forgets to! Why the hell do i always have to call and always sit there and tell them things when he says he wants to know whats going on in my life even though i know he's not listening to a word i say and he's not going to remember any of it. If they want to see me so badly why not come see the play that ive been working on? That might help, instead of them asking me to give it up and make extra time out of my already extremely busy weekend. I mean c'mon on top of that its my birthday satruday i want to sleep in saturday morning and then my mom is going to take me out to lunch and then ill be at school at 2:00 for the show, then the cast party and my day is over, sunday ill wake up and go to strike, and i alredy know there is a lot to do since we used nearly every light we have in this show.

Venting makes me hungry

Which reminds me, last night right when all this family drama was happening i was really really mad, so i get down from my tree house and im backstage and theres this person there and shes the only one around and i was really upset so of course i told her like everything that was going on which i dunno doesnt really make sense why i vented to her in the first place but i did and blah...dunno

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:: 2005 22 February :: 8.58 am

Im Sick of Being Sick! Its to hard. I've got crew and rehersals and school and blah. And who wants to take bets on my dad calling me this weekend asking if he can pick me up on friday? I'll bet anyone a trillion dollars that he's going to...Im sick of him not paying any attention to my life, he called me at Theatre Frest and the Band trip, both times where i was in champagin asking when he can pick me up... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I just need to scream!

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:: 2005 18 February :: 8.55 am

psh. Full run of the show today, its going to be sooo long!!! Ah! and then tomorrow is Tech Satruday!!! Which means more work all day! And then Lighting Sunday which i really dont think we need anymroe, i think we can finish saturday, depending on how much Strunkel slacks off. hahaha...

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:: 2005 15 February :: 9.22 am

1. What time did you get up this morning? 7
2.. Diamonds or pearls? Diamonds
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Blade Trinity, now there's a party
4. What is your favorite TV show? Gilmore Girls
5. What did you have for breakfast? Nothing
6. What is your favorite cuisine? Pasta, and pasta is a cuisie in my world, because im an unhealthy veg
7. What foods do you dislike? meat, flavored chips, and stuff thats too sweet
8. What is your favorite chip flavor? regular
9. What is your favorite CD at the moment? I cant find my cd's at the moment
10. What type of car do you drive? camry
11. Favorite sandwich? Quiznos Veggie
12. What characteristic(s) do you despise? people who use people
13. Favorite item of clothing? a sweater/sweatshirt
14. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? France
15. What color is your bathroom? coralish off whiteish, i dont know but i dont like it
16. Favorite brand of clothing? ...not really any
17. Where would you retire to? florida to be with all the other old people and young people, and of course my rockin memories
18. Favorite time of the day? after dinner, i hate deciding what to eat
19. What was your most memorable birthday? my most memorable, was the worst, and thats why...dont ask if you dont know
20. Where were you born? Elmhurst
21. Favorite sport to watch? i dont currently do much of that
22. Who do you least expect to send this back to you? everyone
23. Person you expect to send it back first? no one
24. What fabric detergent do you use! dont know
25. Coke or Pepsi? they both taste the same to me, Pibb
26. Favorite movie? Pirates
27. Are you a morning person or a night owl? Night owl
28. What is your shoe size? 61/2 but i usually wear 7 cuz i move around all the time
29. Do you have any pets? cat, dog, turtle, 2 frogs, and fishes.

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:: 2005 26 January :: 7.16 pm

college is for squares

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:: 2005 18 January :: 10.06 pm

I dont want to update my journal, i have nothing to say to the people that read this

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