He seemed no different from the rest Just a healthy normal boy His mama always did her best And he was daddy's pride and joy He learned to walk and talk on time But never cared much to be held and steadily he would decline Into his solitary shell As a boy he was considered somewhat odd Kept to himself most of the time He would daydream in and out of his own world but in every other way he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A temporary catatonic Madman on occasion When will he break out Of his solitary shell He struggled to get through his day He was helplessly behind He poured himself onto the page Writing for hours at a time As a man he was a danger to himself Fearful and sad most of the time He was drifting in and out of sanity But in every other way he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A momentary maniac With casual delusions When will he be let out Of his solitary shell

 

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:: 2004 12 August :: 1.33 am

So True

Horoscpoe

You may find that you need to go back over old relationship issues in order to get to the heart of the problem currently concerning you. It is also likely that even though you and your partner are enjoying a progressive phase, you may feel as though you are regressing. But there is too much happening for things to remain this way for long. Mars is going to make sure that nothing stays stuck. The Sun trines Pluto on Thursday, which brings some intensity to your work situation. Go with the flow!

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:: 2004 12 August :: 1.01 am

9 days
Im sad. So today a bunny ran across me while driving. I stopped of course but spencer said the bunny was really cute. then he said i was his little bunny. and it was so cute and then i cried and he's being so cute and so sweet and telling me he loves me and he's leaving in 9 days, so i cried.

to help myself i went to get doughnuts and went to barnes and noble and saw a really cool assingment notebook i think im going to get. it was cute. then went to quarter bowling which we didnt actually do and then went to ashleys and just sat around WITH EARL! that was cool i was never really close with earl or anything it was just cool to see he's still alive, and that he's still the same and a really nice guy to me at least. so yeah i dunno just laughed, talked about one acts and got my mind off of college which was good...cept kyle is leaving saturday so thats sad and i was reminded of college again but not for long. Yeah im gonna scrapbook ive been gone a while and i need to scrapbook :) byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

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:: 2004 5 August :: 12.02 am
:: Mood: CRAP, Thanks guys

Not so Happy
i feel like crap! CRAP! CRAP!


so i spent the majority of the day bragging about how great spencer is, then i get a text message, he misses me, so i call him...doesnt want to talk he's with friends...so i go to work call again...he doesnt get it...so screw the suprise visit, guess he really didnt miss me after all


i talked to james todd today, he's only 18, thats crazy sweet, i got hyper a little but not too much spun in spinny chair got dizzy..he wanted me to answer his cell phone too which was weird but ummmmmmm today sucked, thank you all! BYE!

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:: 2004 4 August :: 12.58 am

The Village
I must say I am proud of myself. Yes circumstances are different but I got through this movie with no nightmares...yet.

Before you make fun of me you should know this, when Signs came out i had a lot of things going on and after i saw it i slept in my parents room for 2 weeks. Now i can pretty much guarantee you that you do not know what was going on in my life now. Only 2 people know that and if you think you know...you dont.

So yeah its not only because i was scared of the movie, but i can never be sure you see there waere many things going on, many therapisits i was talking to, many people in my house, i went insane but only for a month...you dont know what im talking about trust me.


so anyway aback to the being proud of myself part...woo hoo 1 night with no nightmares! :)

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:: 2004 4 August :: 12.35 am

LIKE 2 WEEKS AGO SPENCER WAS VERY SWEET LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT IT...

FIRST I WAS GROUNDED AND I COULDT SEE HIM BUT HE STOPPED BY ANYAY AND BROUGHT ME FLOWERS

THEN THE NEXT DAY I WAS STILL GROUNDED AND HE GOT ME SECRET WINDOW...


AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW


ALSO HE WENT TO MICHAELS AND BOUGHT ME A SHIRT SO I COULD TIE DYE...IT TURNED OUT LIKE CRAP BUT IT WAS FUN


AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

BTW FUZZ YOU STILL HAVE MY DVD...


LOVE YA SPENCY! :)

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:: 2004 25 July :: 3.57 pm

What makes me happy:
Talking, hanging out but really doing nothing, being with friends, hugs, kisses, theatre, crew, props, getting a's, talking to people at 3 in the morning (which hasnt happened much lately) , getting mail and...

um...more to be added later

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:: 2004 25 July :: 3.55 am

late night...goin to bed now

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:: 2004 19 July :: 1.25 am

coke a midnight is not good when you have school tomorrow


Last night was so fun! Aol radio, Vernon Hills Rave, and crazy chatrooms at 5 am...oh boy i had fun. and i need to sleep because i have school tomorrow which is very poopy.


Spencer came over today, and then he fell asleep so i scrapbooked, he slept for 2 hours and i woke him at dinner time and he said he felt better so thats good. Then o man all i have to say is Disney Wedding Cakes are Amazing! oh wow! yeah ok im tired now i think
goodnight


<3

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:: 2004 17 July :: 1.52 am

How can i stand here with you
and not be moved by you?
would you tell me
it could be any better than this?
your all i want
your all i need
your everything

I miss you like the air i breathe
Words dont mean a thing
ive given you all my time
all you do is leave
theres nothing so precious
as something thats gone away

i need to know
why you feel the need to love me so?
i will remember you
will you remember me?
Breather again
you have a way
that makes it hard to sleep alone

here i am
alone again
when the world spins around
its out of my hands

your staning outside my window
rain pouring down
all i see is sunshine
on a rainy day


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:: 2004 15 July :: 7.01 pm

Wenderlish
today was nice. Went to school made food...gave wender sleeping pills, beat him up for hating being small...psh. then went to VH days with jorie, hul, kyle, q and stunkel. well really we went to dominkcks then q's house. didnt spend too much time with carnies. o well. so yeah

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