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2004 22 August :: 3.16pm
Ok. I know no one really cares that much. But I'm still asking.
Who thinks I should go for the uber short hair cut?
And who thinks I should wait until it's longer then make it less dramatic-ish?
I need opinions. I'm tired of long hair. But short hair involves work. You know? Whatever I do, 10 inches will be gone. At the least. For the locks of love dudes. I don't know. Ah.
I'm not very good at making beauty/lookish decisions. I need help.
-Patrice
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2004 22 August :: 12.46am
I'm so bad at this journal thing.
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2004 21 August :: 2.18pm
Ok. Changed the journal around. My eyes needed a change.
Enjoy.
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2004 20 August :: 3.08am
SANDY! IT'S 2:04 AND I'M SIGNING OFFLINE!
I can keep promises.
Byeee
-Me
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2004 19 August :: 11.29am
New Schedule
Oh yeah...I went in on Tuesday to change my schedule so here it is....not a whole lot's different:
1. Physics -- Ravenscraft
2. Concert Choir -- O'Connor
3. English Lit Honors -- Isabelli
4. Wind Ensemble -- Sundell
5. Lunch/Orchestra --
6. Advanced Math -- Healey
7. Jr/Sr PE
8. US History Honors -- Dircks
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2004 19 August :: 11.23am
:: Mood: blank
Well here it is 10:20 AM
Freshman Orientation this morning. Hehe. During the first part...where all the counselors come out and talk, they showed the senior video they showed at the last assembly and I almost cried. They showed pep band and....::sigh::
So during the tour, my friend and I both had about 10 girls to show around and stuff...and when we went to where their lockers were, about 7 of them walked off and didn't come back. Of course my friend and I are freaking out because we lost 7 girls. Turns out they ditched us and joined another group. Yeah....that wasn't cool. They should've told us that they were planning on going to a different group...I wouldn't have had a problem with it...they can go for all I care...it's just...let me know so I'm not lost in the dark!
Now's 10:25 and I'm bored. I guess I have to read my summer reading book....maybe I'll go outside and run....but I don't want to go out in my neighborhood because half the school lives by me and I don't want them see me half passing out in our neighborhood...I guess it's back to the treadmill. Alright..I'll go find something more productive to do.
Always, Sandy
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2004 18 August :: 11.01pm
Band Camp
I want to just curl up in a ball and cry. I hate this...I feel so _______ (<--- fill in the blank)
I'm just disappointed by everything and just poop on a stick. I realized today how much I'm gonna miss the guys in band. ::Sigh:: During Star Spangled Banner...the trumpet dude didn't hit the note and I could feel my eyes wanting to tear up...and then for Hey Baby, the tuba kid didn't play and I was so disappointed. ::Sigh::
I should just give up....yeah? Yes. I realize...there's no chance that it'll ever happen and it's because of the way I am. I don't know waht the fuck to do anymore. I try...I really do...it's just not in me I guess...I wasn't born with it and it must be a natural talent then. ::Sigh:: School shouldn't start...I don't want it to anymore...because this means that I have to see people and I don't want to see people anymore.
I'll go "read" now...that's I think the 3rd day in a row I've said that that's exactly waht I'm gonna do. I'm screwed. Why do I do this to myself?
The bad week must be rapidly approaching because I'm super pissy right now. Blah.
Maybe I'll just go to bed instead....I have to wake up early tomorrow....around 6:30 so I can help the incoming freshman get lost....I mean learn their way around the school. So bye.
Always, Sandy
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2004 18 August :: 5.25pm
I feel bad for whoever has to sit next to me in band. I suggest heavy duty ear plugs. ::nods::
I got lots of new clothes that wouldn't normally be "me". But I don't care. I liked them. So I bought them. So don't yell at me for looking not "me" and wearing pink(Yes, I bought a pink shirt...) or for dressing more "girly". I liked it so I got it. Ok?
Good bye.
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2004 18 August :: 3.04am
It's 2am. I quit.
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2004 18 August :: 2.44am
Hol-e crap. I have a problem. People will be talking to me online. And I'll see what they say and take it in and plan out a response. Then I get distracted for a split second. Then a half hour later I realize..shit..And it's always when someone says something..you know..umm...confidingish? I don't know. It makes me feel bad. And that's that.
I'm sorry dudes. I really need to find my mind. I think it's been working too hard. And it just shut itself off. Which I like. But not in the bad I get distracted way too easily way. If that makes sense.
Ok. Bye.
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